John walked into the room and closed the door behind him. Amy was still jumping up and down so he picked her up again. "It's good to see you too."

"Where did you go?" Max asked.

"Yeah we missed you." Amy said smiling.

"I just had to go away for a while." John said. "But I'm back now and I'm not going anywhere."

"Are you okay?" Randy asked walking closer to him. "It's been almost a months and I thought something happened."

"Sorry Matthew thought it was better for me to keep a distance from everything." John said. Usually it helps when I shut everything out."

Randy nodded "Well I'm really glad that you're back because I missed you."

"I missed you too." John said.

"Daddy can we go to the park?" Amy asked looking over at Randy.

"Yeah why don't you and your brother get dressed." Randy said.

John sat Amy down and they both ran to their room. He looked back over to Randy. "So how have you been?"

"Okay." Randy said. "Hey did Chris call you?"

John shook his head. "I haven't talked to anyone since I left. Why, did something happen that I don't know about?"

"Well-" Randy started to say but he was cut off by Amy calling him. He sighed "I'll be back in a minute."

Seven minutes later Randy returned to the livingroom with Amy in his arms, Max right nest to him. "Maybe we can talk later."

John nodded "Yeah I'm not going anywhere."

…...

John and Randy were sitting on a bench at the park a few blocks away from Randy's house. They talked while Max and Amy played. "So what is that you wanted to tell me?"

randy sighed. "Well since you been gone a lot has changed. First off Eve and the kids moved into Eve's sister house and we're also getting a divorce."

"What?" John said. "Oh my god why would you...She knows about us?" He said looking down.

Randy nodded "Yeah I told her everything about two weeks ago." He smiled "I even came out to my dad."

"How did they take everything?" John asked.

"They both were okay with everything." Randy said. "I thought my dad would shun me or something and Eve would run off with the kids but to my surprise they didn't."

"Because they love you and their your family." John said. "I'm really happy for you."

Randy looked away from John. "I need to ask you something and I want you to be honest." He said. "You've been gone for a while and I was wondering if anything had changed."

"What do you mean?" John asked.

"With me?" Randy said. "I want to know if you still love me?"

"Randy I-" John was cut off again by Amy running over to them.

"Daddy come push me." Amy said pulling his arm.

John couldn't help but smile because this was the scened time they were interrupted. "Go ahead, we can talk later." He watched Randy push Amy on the swings for a while before throwing a football around with Max.

…...

"My ice cream is freezing my mouth." Amy said to John. They were still at the park at one of the tables.

"That's why you're suppose to eat it slow." John said smiling down at her.

Randy smiled as they went back and forth. "You know the whole while you were gone all they did was ask about you." He said.

"Sorry I didn't call or anything." John said looking over at Randy. "Not one minute though did I not think of you. I couldn't stop thinking about all of you."

"Me too." Randy said smiling.

They sat at the park until it got darker. It was around seven when they finally made it back to the house.

…...

Randy looked over at John as he watched TV. He was holding a sleeping Amy in his arms while Max laid asleep on John's lap. He loved how John always treated them like they were his own.

"Man my whole body is asleep." John said smiling over at Randy. "Why don't we get these two into bed."

"Yeah." Randy pucked up Max and carried him to his bedroom while John took Amy to her room. Once they were settled they headed back to the livingroom. "So now that we're alone we can finish our conversation from earlier."

John turned to Randy on the couch. "Yes, I was hoping we could get some alone time."

Randy looked down. "So back to the question I asked you before. I know you've been gone for a while but my feeling for you never changed. I still love you and I want to be with you. If you don't feel the same way or you meet someone else I completely understand."

"Randy it's always been you." John said. "There is no one else I would rather be with." He leans in closer to Randy and just as they were about to kiss he spotted Amy standing in the hallway rubbing her eyes. He pulled back and chuckled. "Look who's up."

Randy turned to see Amy. "We never seem to catch a break." He said looking back at John.

"That's okay." John said. "I'm not going anywhere."

Randy got up from the couch and walked over to Amy. "Let's get you back into bed."

"Maybe we should call it a night." John said getting up. "It's getting late."

"Oh okay well I guess I'll see you tomorrow." Randy said.

John smiled. "Do you have something I can wear because I don't feel like going to my car and I really need a shower."

A smile spread across Randy's face. "You're staying here?"

"Is that okay?" John asked.

Randy nodded. "Yeah I'll go find you something." He said walking off. After putting Amy back in her bed he got clothes for John. While he was in the shower Randy sat on the edge of his bed. He was a bundle of nerves as he waited for John to get out of the bathroom. He still couldn't believe that John was here in his shower. His mind was racing with a million thoughts. When he heard the shower turn off he froze and looked toward the door. A few minutes later John appeared at the door wearing only a pair of sweats. He couldn't look away from John as he made his way into the room, closing the door behind him.

…...

John and Randy were sitting side by side on the edge of the bed. "Why does it feel like the awkward for time for a teenager?"

John smiled. "Probably because we haven't spoken in a while." He looked over at Randy. "I can sleep on the couch if you want."

"No." Randy said grabbing his hand. "I want you to stay here, with me." he leans over and kisses John. "You don't know how happy I am that you're here with me."

"I think I can understand." John said. "I love you so much."

Randy smiled "I love you too." he kisses John again and slid his hand up his chest.

…...

Feeling John above him made him feel like their first time. His strong hands roamed all over his body as John kissed down his neck and chest. The feeling of John inside of him was the best feeling of his life. His nails dug into John's back, begging for more. He wrapped his hand around John's head and pulled him into another kiss. Their bodies fit perfect together and that's what Randy loved. Their wet bodies moving together as one. Randy bites down on his lips to keep from yelling John's name. John smiled down at him as he continued to slide in and out of Randy. After what felt like hours their bodies relaxed and exhausted John rested his head on Randy's chest. Their legs and arms still intertwined together as Randy ran his fingers through John's short hair.

"I wish we could stay like this forever." John whispered. "No drama, no worries but just you and me."

Randy smiled. "Me too." After catching his breath he started to move. "We better clean up or we'll end up giving Max and Amy a show.

After showering and changing the bed sheets they fell asleep in eachothers arms.

Early the next morning

Randy woke up and half expected last night to be nothing but a dream. He smiled when he saw John asleep on the other side of the bed, facing away from him. He moved over and wrapped his arms around John's waist. "I thought I would wake up and you'd be gone."

John moaned and turned to Randy. "Good morning to you too." He kissed Randy. "So what do you have planned for today?"

"I have to take the kids back to Eve's sister's place." Randy said. "Me and Eve are going to talk for a while. What about you?"

"I was going to head to the station." John said. "Try to make things right with my dad. Once we get everything done maybe we can do something together."

"Can't wait." Randy said. He leans down and kisses John again. "Hey um I just want to know something else. While you were gone did you do anything with anyone else?"

John shook his head. "Only you, always."

Randy smiled. "You too." He rested his head on John's chest. "I love you so much."

"I love you too." John said wrapping his arms around Randy.

A/N Thanks for reading and please review. The next chapter will be up soon.