Dominus Trinus 13: It wasn't my Idea to do too much romance. Especially since they don't know yet how they feel about each other. Oh, and I have read your story I just forgot to review*Oops*. It was pretty good.

Jujupops494: Sorry I can't promise that I'll do that. It's a good idea thought.

Bethan Forever: I know there aren't that much stories about Benny hurting himself. I just wanted to be original and for some people it's a touchy subject. By the way, thanks for posting this story on The Bethan Fans' community.

Thanks for reading! :)

The chapter will now be in Benny's POV.

Disclaimer: I don't own MBAV. If I did there will be a season 3. I do own the storyline.


Chapter 2

~At school~

I stood by my locker putting things in it. I tried to thing about happy things so I could survive today. It's not as easy as it looks like if your head is full of other things. But at least I could try it.

I didn't had PE today so that was a good thing. If I had it I would wear T-shirt and that isn't a good idea. Right now I'm wearing a sweater to cover up the scar. People maybe think I'm crazy because of the weather, but that's better then when they find out that I cut myself. That would make my life only more miserable.

''Hey Benny. How are you?'' I turned around and saw Ethan. A smile was formed on my face.

''It always could be better.'' I replied. ''But I'm okay.'' ''Are you sure? You look a little pale.'' Ethan looked at me with a worried face. I knew I was paler then I used to be. But what would you except? I've lost some blood so that's normal.

''Yeah, I'm fine. Just a little tired.'' ''Okay, if you say so.'' I had the feeling that he didn't trusted me. I wanted to tell him the truth, but it isn't easy to say. 'I'm okay. Oh, and by the way, I cut myself.' It would be a long talk if I told him that. He would tell me that I had to hold and I wouldn't listen to that because I'm to stubborn. Yeah, maybe I could better not tell him.

''Have you seen Sarah lately?'' Ethan said. Probably to change the subject. I was glad he did, because I just didn't want to talk about it.
''I haven't seen her. Maybe Erica knows were see is.'' I didn't care were Sarah was. I didn't hate her, but I just get a strange feeling when I'm around her. I didn't know it is, but I didn't like it. Maybe it's because Ethan was my best friend since we were six and now he so close with her and... No I'm not jealous. Why would I be jealous?
Just because Ethan really likes her. I'm not jealous.
''Earth to Benny.'' ''What?'' ''I just asked if you were ready to go.'' I nodded slowly. ''Sorry, like I said 'I'm just a little tired.''
We began to walk to the class.


Okay really try my best to make longer chapters. Thanks for reading! xxx

Oh, you tell me to hold on

You tell me to hold on

But innocence is gone

And what was right is wrong