funkybananas47: Awww thank you!
bethanloverxox: I'm not going to change this story only because you want Ethan to be the one to cut himself. This is how image it. I think It's better if Benny cuts himself, (That sounded wrong) because I've have more ideas with him then with Ethan. If you don't like it then don't read it. Like the Info/Summary said this is a Bethan story.
TeamEthanMorgan: Ethan would be more awesomer (Is that even a word? :) ) if he tried to win Sarah's heart but Benny's :). At least he noticed something. You know what? I think Benny really needs your hug. Thnx for reading!
CrazeLucius: I already thought about doing a Ethan POV. But that will be in the end. And I know my chapters are short I try to make them longer. Maybe it's better if I first write the story in Dutch and then take my time to translate it in English. I'll try that for the next chapter.
Bethan Forever: To be honest, I don't like Sarah either. Okay we get it your ex-boyfriend bit you and now you're a vampire (Which I think can be pretty awesome) But he could suck you dry so be happy that you're still alive!...For now. I don't understand why Ethan would have a crush on her. He's too good for her. If he could see what was right in front of him all these years (And if this show wasn't for kids)... Yeah that would be better.
Dominus Trinus 13: Maybe Sarah is the reason. Maybe she isn't. Maybe it's something else. Haha I can't tell you.
Okay I'll try to update this story every Saturday around 8 p.m., Central European standard time (Amsterdam). If I didn't update it's because I had to much homework or things with Volleyball (I have every Saturday or Friday a Volleyball competition).
DISCLAIMER: I don't own MBAV (Maybe if I did I would like Sarah a little more.). I do own the storyline.
Chapter 3
I just don't understand how it came that everything seemed normal but felt different. I know it sounds weird, but I just don't feel like the old me anymore. It's hard to hide it. It's all my fault. I should never start doing it in the first place. I could just ignore everything like the others do. Instead of doing that I have to hurt myself more. It's slowly taking control over me. These past weeks there wasn't a day that I didn't cut myself.
Hopefully Ethan didn't noticed anything. He was probably thinking about Sarah. Why would he even care about me if he had her. I'm his friend now, but what if Ethan finds out that Sarah likes him back? No Benny, don't think about that. Sarah doesn't like like Ethan. He isn't her type. They're just friends. You're still his best friend, nothing to worry about.
And if he and Sarah became a thing I would still have Rory, right? Ugh.. Why do I always have to think about things like this. I have better things to do. Like... Focussing on this class. Not that I really cared about it. But hey, it's better then thinking about these stupid things.
''Why don't you make any notes?'' Ethan asked me. I looked at my notebook and saw that there was nothing in it. I shrugged. ''I can copy them from you, right?''
Ethan rolled his eyes. ''Yeah, you can. But if I was you I should pay attention. I know this isn't your best class.'' English wasn't my best class, but that's just because hates me. I can't help it that her way of teaching is boring. She could be more fun if she wasn't so strict. And she gives to much homework. She isn't very loved by students.
Fortunately, the bell rang. I tried to walk away when I was out the classroom, but Ethan grabbed my arm.
''Can we talk.'' I looked at him for a time and try to speak, but he began to talk again. ''It's important.'' I only nodded. What was so important?
I followed him as we walked outside the school. A lot of questions came in my head. It was quiet for a time. Finally Ethan began to speak.
''What's with you lately? You started to act..different. Your so quiet.'' So that's what he wanted to talk about. ''I told you earlier, E. I'm just tired.'' Tired of life. If he only knew.
''But that's not a reason to act different. Just tell me Benny I'm your best friend. You can tell me everything.'' I never told him everything. He didn't now what happened to my parents in that magic battle. He didn't even know that there was a magic battle. Before all these supernatural stuff grandma told me that they died in a car crahs, but now I know that they died in a magic battle.
''I know that I can tell you everything. I always do.'' Lie. ''So why don't you trust me this time?'' ''Because I know that there is something. I can see it.''
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When the day has come
But I've lost my way around
And the seasons stop and hide beneath the ground
When the sky turns gray
And everything is screaming
I will reach inside
Just to find my heart is beating