When we left off; Eren Jaeger was headed for a party held by some junior's. Eren was pretty familiar with parties considering that he attended them almost every other day. -x- Eren had left for the party, Once he finally reached his destination after a couple minutes of driving. There were drunken people, Loud music and drugs. Pretty much everything that eren could ask for on such a shitty day, Eren parked his car and he went inside, He was happily greeted by some other parties that he'd befriended at other parties. They pulled him over for a shot, Eren didn't fight it, He happily took the shot. One shot turned into 2..then 4..then 6. He had gotten his hands on some vodka and just regular boose. He spent almost four hours getting completely fucked. 1:30 AM had rollen around but the party had just started. The music only got louder and more people had come, It was Friday so everyone had shown up. Even the popular Junior...Levi. Eren had his arm swung around one of his friends as they were walking. Eren said he needed to take a piss so he took off, He was a stumbling mess. He felt like he was spinning and he was very much happy with it. Eren didn't know where he was going but after he walked down some hall ways he accidentally bumped into someone, He glanced at the man in front of him. It was Levi. "Oh, It's you." Levi didn't seem very amused at this situation, Eren giggled slightly "We need to sthop bumbhing into eachh other like this...Haha" Eren was completely hammered. Levi pushed eren away from him. "Jesus fucking christ you reek of alcohol, Are you drunk?..Yeah..You're definetly drunk." Eren was pushed back and he nearly lost balence but he grabbed ahold of Levi's wrist, Accidently pulling them both to the ground. "Woaaahhhhh...levi...contro...l yourselff...I know im irrisitable but jees" His speech was slurred. He laughed and Levi grunted, He went to get up but he was only pulled down again by none other than eren. "Where are you goin' bab? We only just started" He smiled idiotically. "Jaeger, Let go. You're completely wasted and you smell absolutely disgusting ." His voice was assertive, He was annoyed by eren and he really didn't appreciate his nasty reeking breath in his face. He managed to properly get up. "Why do you gotta call me by my last name? How do yo even kno et? I've only met u like...twice or somethin'" He rolled over on his side and threw up. Levi grimaced, He was disgusted as eren spewed the contents of his stomach. "Jesus christ Eren, You need to go home. Is your sister here?" He rolled his eyes "for your information im perfly fine, and no...shes not i came alone." He was silent for a moment and then he laughed and mumbled to himself "tch, I came alone..ahahah...came..." Levi rolled his eyes, He was annoyed and irritated by this situation. He was going to turn around and leave eren there to waste away but he wasn't just going to leave him there like that. He let out a heavy sigh and he crouched down. "Get up, Jaeger. I'm taking you home since your pathetic ass can't." Eren didn't move a muscle "But its so comfy on the floor" Levi groaned "I'll ask you one more time. . ." Eren shook his head "Noooooo" He whined out. Levi pinched the bridge of his nose and he whispered to himself "I swear to fucking god Jaeger, you're so lucky you're drunk and not sober." He grabbed eren by the wrist and he pulled him over his shoulder, Eren protested but then gave up "Leviiii let goo of meeee...I'm perfectly fineto drive myself home..." Levi ignored him. "Shut up, You're definetly not fine." He walked over to hanji and told her that he was leaving. She was confused at first but then Levi told her that he would explain later. She simply nodded and he left. He exited the house, It was almost 2 AM by the time they had started driving. "Hey Jaeger, You better not puke in my car or I swear to fucking god I will end you." Eren nodded as he started to fall asleep. After a few minutes of driving Levi reached over and nudged eren "Hey brat, Where do you live?" Eren didn't respond, He only groaned and turned in the seat. "Eren wake up." His tone was serious and loud. After a few minutes of saying his name eren finally woke up "What the ever loving fuck do you want?" Levi sighed "Where do you live" Eren mumbled his address but levi understood. Eren was feeling a bit sick, He groaned slightly and levi heard eren dry heaving. "No, no, no. Don't you fucking dar-" He was interrupted by erens puking all over the floor or his car. Levi stopped the car, Causing the contents of erens lap (His phone) to go flying onto the floor. Levi grimaced "Are you fucking kidding me?" Eren groaned and he turned in his seat once more, Feeling as if he was going to puke again. "Eren don't!" Eren was smart and he opened the door, He threw up and he nearly fell out of the car, Thank god he was wearing a seat belt. Levi let out a heavy sigh. "God you're a fucking mess, Jaeger." He reached over, Closed the door and drove the rest of the way, Trying to ignore the strong smell of vomit. Once they reached his apartment levi parked and exited the car, He circled the car until he reached the passenger side door. He opened it and he grimaced as he unbuckled eren from the seatbelt. Once he was finished he picked eren up bridle style and he walked him inside, Thank god eren had forgotten to lock the door. It only made it that much easier to get him inside. Once inside, Levi looked around. The place wasn't big but it wasn't all that small either, It was a decent size with decent furniture. Levi carried the unconscious eren in his arms as he walked down a hallway and found his bedroom. He opened the door and it squeaked slightly as he did so. He walked over to the bed and he gently placed eren there, He put the blankets over him, He turned to leave but something gripped his shirt. It was eren, He pulled him down and he kissed him on the lips, Levi immediately pulled away. He tasted disgusting. "Thanks so much~~ You're my herroo...Hero Leviiii~~!" He voice was slurred still due to his half awake state. Levi left quickly. -X- Eren pov (Point Of View) The next day. I had woken up feeling as if i'd been run over by a truck which was pretty typical due to the fact that I woke up almost every morning feeling like this. I squeezed my eyes shut as I tried to re-play the events of the night before, I yawned..I was exhausted...but my yawn was interrupted by my sudden memory..I froze as I remembered I ran into Levi. What's really annoying is that I can't figure out what else happened...I was glad that I didn't have school today since it was Saturday, I glanced over to look at my clock. It flashed 10:54 AM. I groaned and I sat up. I could have slept longer but god knows that i'd be waking up soon anyway, Whether it's from Mikasa or Armin..Or maybe Levi...depending on what had happened, I could have threw up on him or kissed him or I could have done something to make him utterly pissed off at me. He had been known for his strict personality and his need for punishing someone if they'd done something bad, His name was Levi but people normally called him Heichou due to his assertiveness. He was a I seriously wanted to scream with frustration. I'd usually remembered what happened but I never really gave a damn just as long as I got what I needed but...I just want to know what happened beyond the point of getting completely smashed and then running into Levi... I stretched as I swung his feet over the side of my bed, I stood up and started walking to the bathroom. I got the urge to throw up, Even tho that usually happened during the night..I seriously don't remember throwing up...Well...On the contrary I don't really remember anything..Maybe I had once or twice but I seriously can't remember. I could feel the nasty feel of acid running up my throat as I walked, I fell to to knee's quickly in front of the toilet and I dry heaved then threw up, I hated throwing up. It was really exhausting and I don't appreciate the taste that lingers in my mouth or the slight pain I get in my stomach but I was pretty much fine but then...At least I thought I was. I dry heaved once more, Causing me to eventually throw up the contents that were once inside of me. I let out a whiny moan. My head pounded and I grabbed a towel so that I could wipe off the remainders of my throw up off of my face. I got up, I was a bit shaky but it was starting to become a regular occurrence for me..I let out a pained exhale as I stood up, I felt light headed, I grabbed onto the door frame as I left the bathroom. I decided that i'd go to my bedroom to look for my phone. After a few minutes of searching I couldn't find it..So I decided to look all around this stupid apartment. After over an hour of searching I decided that it would be time to give up. I shuffled to the couch and collapsed onto it..I ly'd there silent for a few moments before I reached over to grab the remote that was on the coffee table. I eventually found a channel I wanted. I clicked the button and my eyes glared at the multi-colored screen...I had changed the channel to Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. I didn't really watch TV all that much but I considered this to be one of my favorite shows. There was a marathon on so I figured that i'd spend the day watching it. After about 4 hours of staring at the screen, Ever so often gasping and mumbling to myself about who the culprit is or what drama is happened...I felt a sharp pain in my stomach as it growled. I started to get hungry,I ignored it and continued to watch the tv, I really couldn't be bothered in getting up and making food..It was honestly to much effort that I truthfully didn't have. I didn't feel good and I didn't take any medicine. My vision slowly started to fade away and so did the noises around me as I slowly started to drift off to sleep but my rest was interrupted when there was a knock at the door. I groaned, Who the fuck could that be? I didn't want to get up but I figured I probably should since someone actually put effort into coming here. I lazily stood up and stretched, I strode across the room and I eventually made it to the door. I yawned and I looked threw the peekhole...Only to find the person i'd least expected to come and see me...This must mean that something must've happened. Oh god. I opened the door and I looked at him "Oh...Hey Heichou...Why are you here?" My words sort of lingered but I didn't really care, I leaned against his door frame as Heichou let out a heavy breath through his nose. He reached his hand out to me, Why was he holding his hand out to me? I glanced down only to find that he was holding my currently missing phone, He also had my wallet but I hadn't realized that i'd lost it. I reached my hand over and I grabbed my belongings...My fingertips touched him ever so slightly but I could still feel his coldness. Was he always this cold? I shook the stupid thought from my head...I took my belongings and I simply tossed them onto a table that had been by the door. "You left these in my car last night, I figured that you would need it since you're irresponsible." My eyes widened slightly. I was in his car, What happened? Fuck; I was so curious as to what happened, It burned through my veins. My cheeks heated up just slightly from my stubbornness and he had a look of amusement on his face. "I-i'm not irresponsible!" I shot back at him. Levi crossed his arms. "Yeah well your actions from last night prove other wise." I bit the inside of my cheek. "And what were my actions?" I simply asked, I hadn't remembered and curiosity had been eating me up from the inside all day. Levi sighed. "First of all you ran into me, Talked about a bunch of nonsense and then your drunk ass lost balance and you fell back, You grabbed my sleeve and you pulled me down with you."Fuck, Is all I could think. He had only just begun speaking and I already had a bad feeling "I attempted to get up from the disgusting ground but you pulled me down and called me 'babe'." I felt like dying right then and there. "I shoved you off, I was very close to leaving your drunken ass to rott there but I was leaving anyway;;...and i'm not a heartless bastard that everyone thinks I am." He let out a breath and then continued to speak to me "So I decided that i'd find Hanji and explain to her that I was leaving, I grabbed you and we left. You passed out drunk in my car then woke up and threw up everywhere, I was so ready to beat you so hard that it would affect your fucking grandchildren's children and then you proceeded to open the door to throw up all over the goddamn street. I took you home, You forgot to lock you door. Really responsible, I'm so proud;" He said in a rather sarcastic tone. My cheeks burned ever so slightly as he began to talk. "Shut up! I just forgot, Okay?" He rolled his eyes, He looked as if he could care less. "Yeah, brat...Whatever. Anyway I put you inside and tucked you into your bed and.." He paused for a moment, As if he wanted to say something but chose not to "I left. That is pretty much all, Kid so can I go now? It smells like a cat that was stuffed up with fucking garlic and then burned to death up here." I shot him a questioning glance "Is that really all that happened?" Levi sighed.. "Well you kissed me when I tried to leave." I froze and my cheeks were definitely a slight shade of crimson red, So that's what had happened...I kissed Levi...I tried to form words but they wouldn't come out.7..Should I apologize first? Should I apologize for putting my lips on his? Should I apologize for calling him babe and causing him all this trouble? Should I offer to clean his car? No..That'd be stupid. Should I admit that I had been drinking a little to much last night? He's my upper classmen and I just made a complete fuckass out of mysef, Good job Jaeger...Good job. I internally face palmed "I-i'm so sorry, Heichou! I really am, That was...really irresponsible of me and i'm sorry I did all of that to you, I didn't mean to cause you all of that trouble;; errr...or any trouble at all...I'll clean your car for you if you want, I'm really sorry" I could feel my cheeks heating up as I began to apologize for kissing him "I-i'm also really really sorry for kissing you;; I'm sure your not even int-" He cut me off and gave me a confused sort of look "Who said I wasn't into men? No one, So don't make assumptions." He sounded angry at me. Great job, You yet again did something to upset him. "Oh...Well you have a girlfriend so i thought..." He rolled his eyes and let out a breath "Anyway, already cleaned my car; It smelled fucking disgusting in there and I can't stand messes." I cleared my throat awkwardly and rubbed the back of my neck "Alright..Well..If that's all you wanted thenn..Bye" "wait ere- I quickly shut the door, I didn't care if I was being rude or not. I was so embarrassed, God I made a complete ass of myself. Usually I wouldn't give a damn about this shit but it's Levi. He's a junior, His grades are beyond amazing...He's even popular...I made a complete ass of myself, Now what the fuck am I going to do. What if he tells everyone I kissed him, I mean everyone was more than aware of mine and jeans relationship while it lasted but I know if his girlfriend found out, I'd surely be dea. I slid down the door and I closed my eyes and I sighed deeply, I'll admit that my drinking has been a little too much lately...But..I fucking hate dealing with my problems without alcohol. It's because my way of escaping, I can't live without it. My train of thought was suddenly interrupted when I heard my phone ring, I jumped and looked at the screen. The name displayed on the mobile device was 'Armin'. I groaned, I promised him I wasn't going to go out last night and I did anyway- Maybe I should ignore him? No, He's only come to my house...Maybe I should lie? Yeah! I'll lie, I answered the phone and I cleared my throat" "Hello?" I heard a sigh of relief come from the other end "EREN WHAT THE HELL!? I Was worried about you! Do you not know how to answer your goddanm phone!? I've been calling since 9 o'clock last night! Where the hell were you- Don't tell me you were-" I sighed and pulled the phone away from my ear slightly, He was vexed...and overly concerned... I really am a shitty best friend. "Armin chill the fuck out dude, One, Stop yelling. Two, I'm fine..I'm sorry I didn't answer my phone, I couldn't...err...find my charger anywhere." My voice was slightly shaky...I knew he would know I was lying, I felt my chest tightened as the lie slipped from my lips. I was shaking ever so slightly, I knew a lecture was coming;; I deserved it. "Do you really expect me to believe that stupid excuse again? Eren..Do you know how many time's I've heard that come from you? I'm starting to get irritated from all the lies that constantly flow from your fucking mouth!" He sighed "Eren, Why can't you just tell me the truth! I'm starting to get worried about your health! You're drinking and partying is getting out of hand! You really need to accept help, Eren! I'm your best friend, Don't you even care about what I have to say about this?" I heard him sigh come from my phone, He was speaking quickly. Armin was very agitated, He rarely cursed at me. I let out a breath and I sighed "Look...Armin, I'm not going to sit here while you lecture me, I don't give a shit if it's 'getting out of hand'. I'm doing what any normal college student would! I see countless amounts of people getting more fucked up than I do, Armin. It could be worse! Also, I don't need help. I've told you this countless of times, Did you suddenly fucking forget? I know you're my best friend and of course I care about what you have to say! I'm sorr-" Armin cut him off by letting out a breath. "Eren, Shut up. I get that you were upset but you're drinking is getting worse..I...Just" Oh no... "You're all I have...I don't want..." I could hear him fighting back the tears that were threatening to spill from his eyes. "I don't want you to get hurt...I don't want you to get sick...You're all I have! Think about Mikasa, Eren? What do you think she would say if she found out how bad this is getting?! She always told you to stop! She's fully aware that you are still doing all of this but you seriously don't fucking know how worried we are about you!" I heard a soft sob come from my phone and I hit the back of my head against the white door behind me, I felt terrible...I never wanted any of this to happen, I just wanted to drink without any drama happening..I thought that drinking would solve my problems but instead it's bringing even more fucking problems. "Armin...Don't cry, Shit...I'm sorry, Okay? I'm so fucking sorry i'm a disappointment. I can't stop.." I suddenly felt a warm tear run down my cheek;; I was crying? When did I start crying? "Eren...C-..." His breath hitched "Can I c-come over...?" I closed my eyes "Of course..." After that I hung up the phone, I couldn't take saying another word to him..I hurt him badly. I held my head in my hands and I sobbed into them, I never really realized how badly this was effecting my friends...Fuck;; My best friend and my own goddamn sister! I sighed and I threw my phone across the room, I managed to hit a lamp and it fell over and broke. I let out a groan, I got up..I was shaking..? Why was I shaking..? Probably from crying...I sighed as I made my way to the couch that resided in my living space. I face planted into the couch;; My chest ached...Why does it hurt so bad? Was it guilt?...After a few minutes of thinking, My train of thought was interrupted by two knocks at the door and then from it opening. "Eren?" Armin had walked in and he shut the door behind him, "Are you okay?" He looked around and took in the surroundings, There was a broken phone and lamp on the floor, My pillows from the couch were now across the room and a cup fell off of my coffee table and spilled everywhere, To be honest...I hadn't really been paying attention while I was getting my anger out of my system. I shook my head and didn't reply, There was still that feeling inside of my chest and it wouldn't go away, I was scared to see his face. I was terrified to face him, What was I going to say? We just had an argument over the phone, Now what? Are we just going to pretend like it didn't happen? I sat up when I heard Armins footsteps inching closer, My heart pounded and that pain in my chest increased. I looked down at the floor and then all of the sudden I felt two arms wrap around me tightly, It was warm. Armin pushed my head against his chest, I closed my eyes. I didn't hug back but he only pulled me closer, This feeling was so familiar to me...It was...Home, I felt safe. I felt loved, I didn't feel like the piece of shit I thought I was a couple seconds ago...I could feel tears creeping up on me, I didn't bother to hold them in. A few moments into the warm embrace I eventually started to cry. I felt terrible, I was stuck. Armin was my best friend and I lied to him all this time like it was nothing...and he knew about it. "I-i...I'm so sorry Armin..." I returned the hug and I tightly gripped the back of his shirt as I let out a couple sobs. I've never really been the one to cry, I've always stayed strong but I was breaking. Armin, Jean and Mikasa are the only people I've ever fully opened myself up to. Armin rubbed my back and he hummed a tune that quickly calmed me down, My mother had taught it to him and me when we were younger. It always seemed to calm me down...Him humming that tune only made me want to cry more but I faught back those tears. After I was calmed down, I eventually realized the position we were in. Armin was sitting up right on my lap, He continued to hold me in a warm embrace, I didn't really mind this position all that much though. Armin grabbed my shoulders and pushed away from the hug gently. "Eren." He broke the silence "Yeah?" He stared into my eyes, He was clam but his face had pain and sorrow written all over it. He was shaking slightly and his hand was placed over my chest, He gripped my shirt, I reached up to grab his wrist, He was loosing his composure. I looked at his face and he had tears in his eyes. "Armin..." I went to touch his shoulder but he shrugged it off "Eren...I lost my mother and father to alcohol...I don't want to loose you too..." He was still shaking He looked away from me and started crying "Please...I'm begging you...Stop drinking...I cant...I can't loose you too...I don't want you to die like they did..." He started to shake even more, I rarely saw Armin cry...He was usually the strong one. I thought i'd been hurting and solving my issue's this whole time but in reality I was causing more problems rather than solving them. I reached my arms out to grab armin and I pulled him closely to my chest, I sighed and whispered to armin "Listen Armin..." His head was near my chest. He was hysterical. "Armin...I'm not going anywhere...Listen to my heartbeat, I'm still here...I'm not leaving or dying any time soon...I promise..." He gripped my arm sleeve and started crying even more. I let out another sigh and I held him even closer to me, Armin was so important...I'm such a shitty friend for forgetting about his parents and how he feels towards alcohol. - Later that day. Armin and I had spent the rest of the day watching movies and cuddling, We talked a little more about alcohol and parties. I told him i'd at least want to go to one a couple times a month, He said that if I HAD to party then i'd only be allowed to do it once or twice a month. I'd rather have that then not at all, Armin decided that he'd spend the night, I didn't really mind it at all. In the morning I woke up first, Armin had stayed up all night watching some show on netflix, I was watching too but I zoned out when he put on some boring documentary. It was about whales or something like that, Armin had always been fond of the ocean and sea animals, What a dork. I sat up and stretched, I yawned and got up..I was walking to my kitchen when there was a knock at the door, I looked like shit but I didn't even bother. I opened the door and I sighed "Hel-" My words were cut short as a familiar black haired sister hugged me. I was shocked of course, I hadn't expected that at all. She sighed and pulled away "Well hello do you to Mikasa...Why are you here?" Mikasa smiled at eren "What? Is it a crime to visit my brother? I would have told you but you didn't answer your phone when I called. Plus You've been absent from school lately, I figured i'd drop by and see how you were doing." I frowned slightly "Oh yeah;; I forgot about school, Shit. Are the professors mad at me?" Mikasa shook her head "Not really, Of course naturally they are upset with you but I talked to some of your teachers and I had told them that you'd been going through a lot recently and they understood" I could feel the weight lift off from my chest, I shook Mikasa by the shoulders "Did you fall from heaven because you are seriously a saint!" Mikasa giggled, I honestly missed her laugh and smile. It feels so good to have her around, I always feel at home. "Anyway, Eren. Jeez, You look like a mess and so is your apartment...Do you even know how to properly take care of yourself or do you still live on ramen noodles and taco bell every night?" She teased me, I stuck my tongue out "Are you still eating fish for dessert everynight?" I crossed my arms and smirked, "Eren you should already know I eat healthy and I would never eat fi- Oh my god Eren, That's gross! You don't need to know about mine and Annie's intimate moments!" I threw my hands up in defense I heard a laugh coming from the hallway "I really don't want to know anyway, Mikasa" She sighed "Although...Speaking of Annie.." Mikasa turned around and I bent over a bit to the side to look behind her, I found a blonde standing there. Wearing her usual Ponytail / Bun thing. I wasn't good with naming hair styles and I never really bothered learning them either. I sighed "Hello, Annie...It's nice to see you again." Annie waved "Yo'" She walked inside and Mikasa closed the door behind her, Annie looked around and I just sort of stood there awkwardly. My hair was messy and I was only wearing skinny jeans, I wasn't even wearing a shirt. Annie looked at me with a confused look "Okay mr. Anger management, What happened in here? There's shit everywhere and it looks like you turned into the fucking hulk" Mikasa bit the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing, "C'mon Annie, Be nice" I laughed a bit "Well to be honest;;" I scratched the back of my neck "I haven't been in the best shape these past couple weeks" She snorted "Yeah I can tell by your jacked up school schedule" Mikasa nudged her in the arm and annie whispered "what" Mikasa cleared her throat "Anyway, Eren. Go get dressed, I want to take you somewhere." I groaned, I really didn't feel like going anywhere, I'd already planned to spend the day with Armin since he was still worried that i'd run off to some party tonight. "Mind if Armin comes?" Mikasa tilted her head slightly "Of course but- We have to call hi-" I stopped her and pointed towards my bedroom. She nodded and understood, Annie gave eren this look "Wait, You and Armin fucked, Gross" Both mikasa and I turned our attention to her and right as I was about to open my mouth to say something, A blonde haired boy beat me to it "W-what? No way, Annie! It's not like that, I just stayed over!" Yelled Armin, None of us had noticed that he was in the kitchen, We all turned to face him. "Armin when did you-" He cut mikasa off "So where are you guys going today?" "To see our mothers grave..."