YODA NOTE: Part two of three. This is a great story ...will be a great 3 shot so stick with it. TY -A for you...say you don't read my story and I will call you a fucking liar...b/c you know you do...and if you don't then I am a fucking fool and I sorry for wasting your time. ;-)
CHAPTER 2 of 3: THE BREAK-UP?
I OWN NOTHING!
I woke up that morning knowing what had to be done and I was sad about it.
I did what I do every morning. The babies first, and getting them on their way. They really do make me fucking smile. Little Madison at 6 and her little brother at 5. She is her mother's daughter when it comes to Lincoln. We are following behind her tiny little strides as she takes her little brother to his first class, and it makes this day harder for me. I smile at her as she makes sure he is comfortable in the classroom before she turns on her heels and looks at us both with Paige's eyes.
"I got this mommies, but I need to be me and I can't have you escorting me into my home room."
"Of course baby girl," I say watching my little one leave me. My snark has made its damn way into my daughter, and I can only smile watching Paige frown. The small love leaves us on heels and I couldn't be a more prouder mother.
"Stop Paige! You are over thinking shit once again."
"She is fucking SIX Emily!" The younger woman gets out before I turn and stop her.
"No! You won't do this right now in the middle of a fucking school!" I grab the beautiful woman yanking her out the door.
"YOU WILL NOT RUIN THIS DAY FOR THOSE BABIES. DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME WOMAN?!" I scream out once we get to the Jeep.
"Why not EMILY? You were going to leave anyway!" Paige says yanking her arm out of my hand.
I can only look at her in an awe. My girl really is on top of shit.
I can't say anything looking up into the dark orbs that are leaking out tears. I can't do this here and now and all I can say is.
"Stop Paige."
I slowly make my way into the vehicle and stay silent. I can feel the rage coming off of Paige and I just don't say anything. The traffic is a bitch and it makes our silence worse. I pull over because I can't stand it anymore. I turn to look at my wife of ten years and I have to say what is on my mind.
"Paige, I love you...but I can't do this anymore." I stutter out trying to get the words through my mouth. My wife turns to me and I can see the hurt in her eyes reflecting back into my soul.
"Why are you doing this Emily? I love you...please don't do this."
"You and I both know that our love isn't what it used to be. Oh my god PAIGE! YOU WON'T TOUCH ME ANYMORE!" I yell into the Jeep and Paige knows exactly what I am talking about dipping her head when she knows she is defeated.
"I love you baby..baa baah but I can't do this anymore..." I say grabbing onto her face and the taller girl breaks under my touch. We both know at that moment we are over and all we can do is cry.
Six months later
My nerves are getting the better of me and all I have to do is meet this woman I have been talking to for 7 months.
I left my family and what I think is and will always be the love of my life, but I can't keep on fighting for what isn't there and I won't. I have been talking to this same woman online and we are perfect for each other. We love the same things and we are so in love. We chose not to see each other through the means of social media for fear of looks. We just wanted to love each other.
I am standing at the bar shaking because I don't want to do this. I want to run back home to Paige and wrap my arms around her and tell the woman that I love her, but I can't do that. I want my family back...I am dying inside, but I have been told to move on.
Imagine my surprise... when in walks in the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She was taller than me and pale. Her long light brunette hair flowed as the bar air hit her. I slipped back into the dark shadows of the bar because I wanted to watch the beauty make her appearence. MY teeth made their way over my bottom lip knowing this was my date.
"FUCK ME" I whisper out into the dark as I am taking over the dark corner for now.
The girl has a flowing red dress on that fits to her every move. I look down to my black jeans and button up and start to worry.
"Nah...this is perfect," I whisper still watching my date order a drink. The dress is hugging her every curve and I am dying inside wanting to run my hands all over her fucking tight body.
She sits on a barstool at the the bar...takes a sip of her light drink and I just want to see if the angel before me can meet my eyes.
Her lucious pink lips meet the rim of her glass and our eyes meet. That moment when you know all is right with the world happened, or at least I thought so. NO! She moved her eyes and started talking to a dude and my jealousy peaked, BUT NO. I won't do it. NOT THIS TIME. I calm my self and ask a random stranger to go and get me a drink as I am still watching my date. I watch the guy go and order the drink and I leave my perch. I feel that it is time to reveal myself. I shed my coat and loosen my tie. I stand in front of dance floor where she has a clear view of me as I start to dance.
My hips sway when the music starts to pick up, my hips move in a certain way and I feel hands start to roam over my toned body and the girl at the bar can't take it anymore. She makes her way to me and easily slips her body into the beat of the music as I wrap my arms around Paige. My hips are grinding into her red dress...my hands make their way into her brunette hair and I fucking pull down.
"Do you really think you can just come and dance with me after all this time love?"
"I am... aren't I?" The clever girl asks and I let her grab onto my tie loosening it and my vagina drops like a fucking porn star to Charlie Sheen. ("Sorry Chuck it needed to be said')
I sit my date down onto a chair and look at the DJ, and the song "Dark Horse" starts to play. Yeah I am pretty fucking smooth. So deal with that while you wrap your mind around the fucking song I am about to dance for Paige.
I hear the song come out through the speakers and I grab onto Paige making her feel my hips as i grind into her.
"No touching."
My dance continues as i back my ass up into her lap and I can see the the woman losing control.
Her breathing is getting harder as i plant myself on top of her lap, and she can take it anymore as she lifts me up.
"FUCK CLASSY," me ..you right the fuck now... in a bathroom or whatever!"
"I can't touch you again Paige." I say asking her to put me down.
"You fucked other people and I can't let that go. You came here to meet someone you have been talking to and it was but it wasn't me" I say dipping my own head in defeat.
"Please don't dip your head Em's...I knew it was you all along." I feel her fingers lift my chin and my dark eyes meet hers.
"I can do wonders with the internet my love," Paige says and I can only dip and cringe more. She knew I would be here and was able and willing to be mine. MY eyes fill with those tears and I lunge at my girl.
Yoda Note: One last chappy to go thx everyone!
