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Walking along the crisp night air helping with her hangover helping clear her head feeling the hand on her when she tripped slightly, the hand that stayed on her slightly longer wasn't it than was necessary turning to smile at him she was grateful for the company, grateful that it wasn't Brian.
The silence between them wasn't awkward he could tell she didn't really want to talk whatever Cassidy had said to her had some effect on her "you okay back there, you can talk about it if you want"
Looking at him a smile on her face "or not" how was she to bring up how she felt that Brian was bringing out feelings in her that she thought had gone away, that she wanted to move on that the part of her life with Brian was over "it was just hard seeing him again you know"
Nodding at Olivia he did know what it was like he also wondered if she was truly over him "it is hard especially when you are still in love with that person or there are unresolved feelings there"
Stopping turning to look "talking about yourself or me here"
A laugh escaping his lips "just a statement you do know if there is a chance of happiness or another chance you shouldn't throw that away not if you still love that person and can work from what went wrong, sometimes we are given a second chance for a reason" looking at her in the moonlight was he talking about himself or her here, did he want another chance of love another chance with her would it be possible.
Turning into her street "sounds like you're speaking from experience here, it's not that easy I want kids a family to grow old with someone, he doesn't" there she said it out loud the one thing that caused her so much pain and hurt.
Stopping and looking at her "that's tough Olivia if you really do love Brian you need to think what is important and what is worth fighting for and what you want and if there is a chance you might both want the same thing"
Arriving at her apartment fiddling around in her bag for her key "I broke up with him he didn't break up with me. Let's not talk about it you don't want to know about my non-existent love life or my ex boyfriends"
Standing at the door how was he to tell her he did that he wanted to know how she really felt if she would get back together with him, if he was wasting his time if she was still madly in love with Cassidy, watching as she put the key in he didn't want the night to end to go back to his empty home "I'll see you at work on Monday"
Nodding at him she wanted company she didn't want to be in the apartment alone for the time being an apartment that would bring up too many memories of this disaster of a night memories that she missed Brian too much "want a nightcap, coffee?"
Nodding at Olivia "that would be great"
Looking around her apartment even though he had been here before it hadn't been for long looking around there were no photos of her and Cassidy anywhere a few picture on the wall and a bookshelf that looked at one stage if it was full and now half empty.
Walking into the kitchen the apartment was small and cosy a few things in the kitchen, watching as Olivia turns around handing him the mug of coffee
"nice apartment" walking over to the window "not a bad view from here"
Nodding walking out of the kitchen she could remember when they moved in here "Better than my old one, it looked bigger when we looked at it but as soon as our furniture came it wasn't as big but it suited us fine"
His eyes glancing at her she was speaking about the two of them her tone in her voice "you kept the apartment when you broke up"
Moving away from the window her eyes moving around all photos of them put away it was too painful having them up all Brian's stuff now gone "we lived here for about 2 weeks together but it wasn't going to work even as friends or anything, Bri wanted to go back UC, think he thought it would be easier than running into each other at IAB"
Moving over to the couch curling up her legs on it watching as he sits next to her turning to face him "what about you, no wife or girlfriend kids?"
Listening to him talk about himself working undercover and his family "you need someone who understands the work, being on call, the long hours the toll it takes on you all. Going home taking your work home with you, unable to really talk about it"
Nodding at him sipping the coffee "or you find someone that is too interested in your work wanting to know everything, I've had my fair share of failures or using you for their own gain"
Looking up at Olivia her brown eyes intent on his she looked gorgeous she had gone to change into something more casual her "at least with you and Cassidy he was someone who understood your job the demands of what you went through, wasn't he in SVU for a while"
Nodding leaning back on the chair this was nice and felt comfortable "Yeah when I first arrived" she remembered 12 years ago when they had that moment the drunken one night stand that ended up in a couple more nights she didn't handle it well and he felt the pressure of the cases "he left after a brutal case but working in IAB was hard he couldn't discuss his cases or talk much about work it was great he got his shield back but it was hard on a new relationship in that we had only just moved in together a couple of months earlier"
Looking up into his eyes a smile on her face this was more enjoyable than the whole evening she was even forgetting about running into Cassidy.
Her mug empty "want another cup?"
He so wanted to say yes to stay longer but the more he was with her the more he wanted her, her head tilted to the side the little moves she unintentionally made, moving her hair back from her face her eyes looking at him intently, it was too dangerous to stay here with her
Seeing him look at her "what"
Shaking his head "I better head home, let you get some sleep"
Getting up off the lounge "thank you for walking me home it made the night more enjoyable"
Moving down to pick up the coffee mugs off the table the same time that he did, their heads touching moving their faces up, inches from each other looking into each other eyes, their hands brushing as they reach for the cup.
Why was it her heart was starting to beat faster this was wrong on so many levels she worked with him he was, but she was unable to move.
Seeing her face inches from his he knew he should move away but she wasn't moving did she want this too as in slow motion his lips moved towards her she wasn't moving away she was staying there. Their lips meeting the kiss soft and gentle, both of them standing upwards feeling his arms move around her waist as he hands move around his neck the kissing intensifying it felt so right even though it was so wrong. The kissing becoming feverent with every kiss.
Feeling her lips on his it was what he had wanted for a long time was he pushing her into it, he shouldn't of done it she was vulnerable and he was taking advantage of it
Pull away from her looking into her eyes seeing confusion there "I'm sorry Liv, I shouldn't of done that I'm so sorry"
Watching as he smiles at her walking towards the door what just happened biting her lips watching as he walks out leaning against the door despite it all she had wanted it she had enjoyed it. It had been months since she had been kissed since she had sex the last time was the night she had broken up with Brian the sex was amazing break up sex wasn't it lasting the entire night it was one of the best nights they had no expectations or anything the way they were saying goodbye.
Hearing a knock on the door opening it slowly surprise on her face as she hears "Liv" before the lips meet with hers the kissing becoming more passionate and intense.
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Hope you enjoyed this chapter it was much shorter as the previous chapter was too long and I wanted to end it there.
The next chapter will answer who is this guy who walked her home and stayed that she opened up too and is it him at the door or someone else?
Stay tuned and please review if you like it.
