A/N: Hi everyone! I apologize for this being so late. I've had a lot of work to do schoolwise. I'll have another chapter done some time next week or so. :) Thanks for you patience.

Chapter 3

The dreadful day arrived. I wasn't in the best mood since I knew what was to come. Light could tell that my demeanor was melancholy mixed with bitterness. I barely ate breakfast as a result. Jealousy was a hard emotion for Diclonius beings to control. We expected our partner to stay faithful and to not stray. Due to the bad treatment most of us endured, we craved love even more.

The slightest wrong doing in the relationship would upset many waves of turmoil.

"Lucy, you aren't eating." Light saw the plate was still full. "This is really bothering you isn't it?"

"Yes." I replied darkly. "You aren't excited either. If we fight, it's your decision that caused it."

Light knew better than to cross me there because he knew he couldn't. "Yes. I know, she insisted and for me to say no would've been wrong to her. I haven't spoken to her for weeks because she's making a movie right now."

"We'll see how it goes. I sense she's the jealous type and so am I. Perfect for conflicts." I laughed sadistically.

"I love you more than her." Light got defensive. "As I stated, I used her to get my status to God. Now, it wasn't nice to do I didn't have a choice."

"I understand, Light." I replied. "Have you told her we'll be trying for children soon?"

Light glared at me. "You wouldn't dare...Misa is not to know about that."

"What's wrong with her knowing the truth? The poor girl should know." I replied. "We aren't going to dance in circles forever and oh, when the children are born how do you explain that?"

Light growled in a nasty way. "I didn't think for that..."

I laughed sadistically. "You twisted God."

Light laughed. He knew my humor could be dark but knew it was all in good taste. Light did go deep into thought, sometimes his arrogant nature takes over and he forgets certain things. That's why it's good he has me to double check his errors. Believe me, Light is a genius but sometimes he gets entangled in his status as God.

Eventhough he's God, he's still a human. One capable of mistakes. No one is perfect in this world. I remind Light of it all the time. He does try to come off his pedestal when he can but he likes being on it. He has everything and who could blame him?

This leads me to think Gods are imperfect and can't do it all. Every God has a flaw.

Light gave me a dress. It was so regal. "Here Lucy. This is for you. I made sure it was black, your favorite color."

I blushed. "You didn't have to..." I looked at it. "It's beautiful."

"The best for my Lucy." Light replied as the servants cleaned the house. "I'll have the hairdresser do your hair. She'll be here soon."

I put on the dress as I continued to get ready. Light sat on his throne as more gifts came in from the worshipers. Light realized he had too much food. He called the food pantry and told them that Kira would like all his food to be donated to the less fortunate.

Some less fortunate people were outside of the Utopia house and Light sent down the gifts to feed all of them. Although Light could be a bit conceited, he cared about the people of his world. He was always trying to help the poor and some of his money went to programs to help them.

There was no President of Japan. Light had become God so there was no need. He turned it into a Monarchy with Sovereignty Democracy. Light ruled but the people had a say and the right to govern themselves. Light decided this after he saw how corrupt politics was getting at the time.

He was sick of it. He wanted the new future to be ruled by Kira and his descendants. Light thought that politics and morals was an awful combination and ceased it altogether.

A very sick woman came into the Cathedral of Kira, this is where Light's throne was. She told Light that she didn't have enough money for her medications. That she was getting sick without them. She had chronic heart disease and it was getting to heart failure.

"I'm sorry to beg you, Kira. I just don't have the money. I injured myself a few times and got very sick and cant work now. " the woman began sobbing. "The medical bills are so bad."

Light showed such kind compassion. "I will set you up in a hospital with the best doctors. The expenses will be covered by me. Please don't worry over it anymore, we'll give you all the medicine you need."

"Oh bless you, Kira!" the woman sobbed. "Bless you!"

Other times, Light wasn't so nice or so forgiving. Light tried to be fair as possible.

The hairdresser arrived. She spoke to Light about what he wanted done to my hair. He told her to give it a lot of curls and have it braided with a big bow into a loose bun. The hairdresser went over to me and we went into the other room for her to get started.

She began washing my hair. I was kind of nervous because of my horns. "Oh, Light told me all about them. They're beautiful. I don't understand, what's so wrong with them? Not everyone is the same."

I was beginning to love my hairdresser. "They don't bother you?"

"No. Light finds them beautiful too. My own son has deformities." the hairdresser replied. "It taught me to love everyone."

"That's wonderful." I replied as I smiled. "I'm glad you can see past it."

"You have such gorgeous pink hair. Truly blessed." the hairdresser smiled. "I promise to do a good job on it, Lucy. If you don't like it, we can do something else. Is that ok?"

I nodded. "I'm sure I'll love it the first time."

OOO

"WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?!" Misa shouted as she saw Light and I holding hands. "Light, we're supposed to be together forever! I'll kill Lucy!"

"Misa, that is not very kind to say to Lucy." Light replied sternly. "Do not say that."

"I warned you of what I would do if this happened!" Misa yelled. "I can do whatever I want here!"

"What immaturity." Light scoffed. "You really think I took you seriously when you said that?"

Misa yelled and continued to make everything about her. She stopped stiff and looked at Light.

"Wait...Have you...touched Lucy?" Misa quivered. "Please tell me that hasn't happened."

"Not in that way but he sure knows how to make my pussy crave him." I replied sexually. "Isn't that right, Light?"

Light turned to me and touched my cheek. "Of course, darling. Lucy really knows how to make me get off and cum. I love it when you do that, love."

"I AM GODDESS OF THE NEW WORLD!" Misa squalled. "I AM FEMALE KIRA!"

"Im afraid our goals are no longer the same, Misa." Light replied. "I am God of this new world."

"It wouldn't have happened without, Misa-Misa!" Misa glared. "You have me to thank for that, Light!"

Light remained silent as he decided to be honest to Misa. "Lucy will be baring three children for me to continue my bloodline. I am taking her to be my wife."

Misa fell over as she glared at me. "I will kill you, Lucy! How dare you take Light from me?"

"I warned him of the consequences. Believe me I did." I replied. "I told him to have them with you but I can't force Light to do what he does not want to do."

"You did it to get back at me!" Misa yelled and cursed. "Light, you bastard! You perverted womanizer!"

Misa ran over to Light's Death note as she grabbed it. My vectors grabbed the notebook and gave it back to Light. She attempted to kill me. Misa got up again and tried to grab it out of my vectors. Light intervened and took the notebook away.

"Misa, this is my notebook. Why would you try to use it when it's mine?" Light asked. "You were really trying to kill Lucy..."

"She doesn't deserve you! Misa should be ruling beside you, not Lucy!" Misa screamed. "How could it be this way? I'm prettier than Lucy, she's so ugly and pale!"

My vectors grabbed Misa. "How dare you! He wants me to have the heirs, I won't deny him that request."

Misa struggled against the vectors. "You bitch! Whore! Taking someone who's not yours!"

I threw Misa across the room. I made sure not to hurt her too bad. As awful as she was being, I didn't want to kill the girl. Light told me about Misa's past before she arrived and my compassion and heart went out to her. I had lost my mom too and my dad was disowned me. I didn't have two parents like everyone else and a cruel hearted murderer took Misa's parents.

That was extremely cruel.

I could relate to the loneliness and always wondering what would've been.

Misa began quivering and crying. I went over to comfort her as she pushed me away.

"I hate you, Lucy!" Misa glared at me. "You whore!"

"Misa...please stop." I replied quietly. "Please stop this."

"Light is being so cold to me, what's wrong with him?" Misa bawled. "He was never this way!"

"I was always this way with you." Light replied. "Misa, I think it's best we not see each other anymore."

"Why?! Is it because I was gone for three weeks!" Misa sobbed. "I'm sorry, Light!"

"We were never in a relationship." Light replied.

"How do you explain the picture of her that you have though?" I looked at Light. "She had to have meant something to you, Light."

Light didn't answer the question and turned around to watch the ocean. "Lucy is who I want."

Misa suddenly looked at me with sadness. She felt terrible for how she behaved. Light had warned me that Misa was not quite stable. She had severe depression lately and drugs were taking over her life. Her bad choices made him reconsider if he could work with her.

"Isn't there anything we can do for Misa?" I looked at Light. "Let's get her some help. The poor girl can't be on her own to deal with these problems."

"Why do you care about me? I almost killed you..." Misa sobbed.

"Because...I stood in your position with losing my parents." I replied. "My mom committed suicide and my dad disowned us. I didn't have a mommy and daddy, none of us at the orphanage did."

Misa bawled. "I'm sorry, Lucy!"

Light sighed. "I better say something...Lucy, Misa hasn't been doing very well for a couple months. She has gone to parties at all hours of the night, she's doing drugs with her new rich friends, and one morning I couldn't get her to wake up because she almost overdosed. She has a drug problem and she's starting with the alcohol soon."

"Oh goodness..." I replied. "Is there anything else wrong?"

"She's been sleeping around in those conditions." Light replied. "If it's not one guy, it's many. I deem that not fit enough to be Goddess of the New Word."

"But Light...clearly there must've been something causing Misa to do this." I looked at Misa. "She is severely depressed."

Light sat on his throne and turned away. "I don't want to discuss this any further. If you want to get Misa help, get her help. She can be housed in a posh facility. They'll give her everything she needs there."

I turned to Misa. "I'm sorry Misa, tell your agents you need time off to get yourself together. That you're going away for awhile."

Misa didn't object. "I have a drug problem and emotional problems. I need help. I have one request. That Lucy is allowed to see me when I request."

Light granted permission. "I see no problem with it. Whatever you want. I alert the facility to come get you."

Misa looked down and quivered. "I'm sorry to call you a whore, Lucy. I'm the whore."

It hurt me to have her say that about herself. To see her realize that she was going to spend the next couple months to maybe a year in a facility bothered me.

"Please make sure she has good care. I'm begging you." I looked at Light. "I've been a facility and my kind wasn't treated good in there. I don't want anyone else to face that uncertainty."

"My Lucy, you have quite the mercy for Misa." Light replied. "You can see Lucy anytime you wish. I guess you both are friends now."

"Can Misa-Misa call you?" Misa replied sadly. "I don't want to be alone. Please, I don't want to be alone."

Light looked back as Misa continued to sob. Light didn't show it but I know he felt pity in his heart. He sat on his throne and sighed. Misa looked up at me, her eyes said it all. She didn't want to go to the facility. I was in a facility against my will and I will never forget it.

I was deprived of any love and I didn't want Misa to be treated the same.

"Can't we have Misa stay here?" I asked.

Light paused and looked at me with disdain. "Lucy..."

"What's wrong with you?" I growled darkly. "She helpedyou to this status and it's only fair you repay her."

Light's arrogance peaked through. "Do not tell me what to do, I am God. My final decision is to put her in facility for her issues."

"It may not be the right fit for Misa." I argued darkly. "Think about how she feels right now."

Light didn't respond anymore and looked away. He was done dealing with any issues concerning Misa. Light always said he was God. That he was a powerful being that we should all worship. Eventhough, I am a psychopath with serial murdering tendencies and with personality disorders, I still cared for everyone.

I hate humans but I spared some of them. Misa was an exception and so was Light.

I walked up to Light. "Let Misa bear you your fourth heir."

Light glared at me. "What foulness are you talking Lucy? I crave you and love you. You are baring three children for me. Misa is not fit enough to bare me children."

"Light! I'll do anything for you!" Misa cried out. "I'll have the fourth. I'd love to have it for Kira!"

Light sighed in a very vile way. "No."

"WHAT?!" Misa cried. "Why can't I do it, Light?! Lucy said it was ok! She doesn't mind."

Light sighed. I realized he was probably not going to change his mind. So, I stopped insisting. I just wanted Misa to be happy. The facilities came to pick up Misa as she struggled to break free. It pained me to see her go off to a facility even if it was the most beautiful facility. No facility to me was beautiful, they were all horrible.

"Did you have to do that?" I replied in a cross way. "The girl could've stayed here!"

"Do not speak to me that way, Lucy." Light got in front of me. "I make the final decisions."

"Make them without feeling?" I snapped back darkly. "You think three heirs is enough? Supposed something is wrong with one?"

Light laughed. "I don't breed sick children."

"Don't say that. I'm mating with a human so I'm not sure what will happen." I warned. "We don't know how this will all go."

Light walked past me and went to the balcony. I was only telling the truth. I wasn't sure how the children would turn out. Babies come out premature all the time and get sick. We had to be sure and prepare for it if it happened. Sometimes people weren't so lucky.

Light came back in. He realized he was a bit too cross. "I'm sorry, love. I was a bit too much with the anger. You're right, we have to prepare for anything."

"You're so cold and nasty sometimes..." I replied. "The girl furthered your status and should be given something in return. She cares about you a lot."

Light walked past me as his eyes glared at me. He knew I was right. Sometimes Light hated that I was right but I made sure things were right before any decision was made. I wanted my second chance at life to be better than the first chance.

"Light?" I called for Light.

"I want to be alone, Lucy." Light replied as he went out on the balcony. "Please."

I said no more and walked around the Utopia house. Light and I sometimes fought nasty with each other, inside we really cared. I still loved him eventhough he fought with me. We disagreed over things sometimes and that was normal as long as he still cared for me.