Chapter 3: Broken Heart
Your presence lingers here, like a ghost; Haunting me, Mocking me, Taunting me, reminding me of my failures.
The pain feels like fresh wounds that won't heal.
I'm so tired of being here, yearning for you, but I can't leave.
You're so close, I can almost touch you; My fingers are only millimeters away from grazing your skin.
The days go by, slowly, oh so slowly.
I don't know how much longer I'll last. Maybe days, hours, minutes, seconds.
They tell me I'm fading away. They say they don't know how to help me.
This is all too hard.
I try to rebuild myself, but you still have pieces of me.
I can't imagine a life without you. Your bright smiles, your sexy laugh, the way you looked at me, with love in your eyes.
These memories are killing me; Slowly, painfully.
I no longer want to see the light, so I invite the dark. I embrace it; I encourage it.
In the past, I would never have contemplated the glories of death. Never would have thought of it as joyful.
No more fear, pain, suffering. Paradise.
And now, in this moment, I feel a wave of relief wash over me as I sit on this chair looking out the window, crimson pool at my side growing bigger.
I let the darkness wrap itself around me, and I smile. I smile because I know I will be with you again, and I will no longer carry the burden of this broken heart.
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-Tcrown