What Happened to Rachel?

"Rachel just tell him. Everything will be okay." Kurt said as he momentarily came out of the bedroom. "No matter what it is I promise you it will not change how I feel about you." Finn says as he takes my hand and kisses it. "Okay I'll tell you. But Kurt could you and Blaine leave us alone for this. Even though you both already know." I said as he and Blaine both left the apartment. They understood that I needed to tell Finn by myself without any interference. "This isn't easy to say but it's better than you know. A few years ago I was rapped." I said looking anywhere but at Finn. Mostly because I was so assumed over what had happened still even though it has been a few years. "Did you know your attacker?" Finn asked refusing to let go of my hands. "Unfortunately I did. And you did as well." I said. "Who?" Finn asked and I could tell that he was getting upset. "Brody right after you left New York after the brawl." I said looking at him for the first time since I told him and tears where falling down both of our cheeks. "I should never have left after that. This entire ordeal is all my fault."Finn said the look of guilt evident in his face. Finn this is not your fault if it's anyone's it's his. But luckily he is still behind bars and not allowed within a hundred feet of me." I said putting a hand on his cheek and forcing him to look at me. "The only person that is to blame is the person that did and that will be behind bars for a very long time." I said as I caressed his face. "But Rach."Finn started to say before I cut him off. "The reason that I did not inform you was because I was ashamed of what happened. Puck has been a pain in the butt ever since I told him. He wanted me to tell you right away. He also wanted to put Brody in the ground. But I told him that I didn't want another thing taken from me." I said. "That must have pained Puck tremendously." Finn said. "Especially since he sees all of the new directions like an extended family." I said. "Well except for Quinn, his wife." Finn said with a goofy smile upon his face. "You're right. She turns him to putty. Which was kind of amusing to witness when we were in high school. Especially since she was able to keep him on the straight and narrow." Rachel said. "Which in no easy task trust me on this one." Finn said. " I believe you. I also trust you beyond without a doubt." I said. After I said this Finn kissed me with so much passion that I felt it in my bones. He is the first straight guy that I have been attracted to let me hold me let alone kiss me since the rape. My therapist say it was because of how traumatized I was after the attack. Finn then picked me up and we headed towards my bedroom.