I woke up the next day in bed feeling warm and fuzzy knowing that dan likes me. Until I realised he doesn't know that I'm gay. What if he didn't like me like that?
So I called up pj to see if he knew anything as he did used to be friends with him.
"Hey Phil. What's up?"
"Hey Pj, I wanted to know if you knew anything about Dan being, well umm kinda...gay?"
There was no answer.
"Oh sorry I accidentally pressed the mute button on my phone. I said that I don't really know, but why do you wanna know?"
"Well last night he came to my window and we talked..."
"OMG! You like him! Lemme tell Chris. CHRIS WAKE UP!"
I heard Chris groan and walk over to the phone.
"Phil likes Dan Howell!"
"Awww, Philly's in love!" There was a slight croak in Chris' voice but it didn't bother me. I was getting another call on my landline so I hung up and answered.
"Hey is this Phil?" It was a familiar voice but it sounded a little deeper than usual.
"Yea, is this Dan?"
"Yea I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out?"
Was this the start of something great?
2 MONTHS LATER
DAN POV
I ran down the stairs and collected the post from the post box. As I did Phil was walking down his garden. His amazing raven black hair fell across his face.
Beautiful, but if I told him I was gay my reputation would be ruined.
"Hey Dan! You seeing if you got your letter?"
"Yea, that reminds me. Who did you apply for?"
"Manchester, you?"
I looked at him as a smile spread on my face and said
"Seriously!? Me too!"
"Cool! Maybe if we both get in we could share a dorm..?"
"Umm yea.."
We opened our post boxes and looked through, until I stopped at an envelope with my name printed onto it.
"Did you get one too!?" Phil asked.
"Yea!"
We talked for a few minutes about how exited we were until my mum wanted to get me in as it was cold outside and none of us had coats on. I told her and the rest of my family about me getting in. As a present I got a laptop, so straight away I skyped Phil.
"Hey Phil guess what I got!"
"A laptop!?"
"Yea! How about you?"
"I got a video camera because I'm going to major in computer science."
He asked me what was the first thing I did on the laptop and I told him I was looking up my friends on google. He looked a me with a straight face and told me to not look him up. I wondered why but after he had told me I had to see why. As I did a blog came up with a little picture of him in the corner. He had his own blog, and didn't tell me.
'Hello everyone, this weeks topic is about love and relationships, and all of that fluff. So before I say this I know a lot of you may not like this but if you don't then I'm sorry, but I need to clear this up. I Phillip Lester am gay.'
I stopped reading and highlighted the word gay, was he joking? Or was he serious? I kept on reading.
'Yes I'm serious, I'm gay. As in l like men. So if your homosexual please don't share your hatred on the comment section. So anyway let me define love for you, in a way I feel about someone, but he's straight for sure, so I can't be with him. So let me tell you how I feel love. It's when he walks I'm the room and smiles at everyone. It's the way his hair looks natural but you know it isn't. The way he talks to everyone like their his best friend. He makes me warm and fuzzy inside when he's with me. My day is brightened when he's around.
Wow sorry this got a bit too deep so I'm going to stop here. See you next week where I talk about me wanting braces and eating dog biscuits. Byeeeeee
RAWR!'
He was talking about Pj! Pj, not me. Fucking Pj.
I skyped Phil and didn't let him say hello.
"How's Pj?"
PHIL POV
"How's Pj?" Dan seemed angry, but why?
"Why you ask...?"
"I read your blog. Can you come over? I need to do this in person."