Chapter 4 – True feelings
"Good evening, little brother"
"Sesshoumaru. How'd you find this place?"
"It was not difficult, after following your scent. I have become quite familiar with it."
"che you're a real dog if you can sniff me out even here.." Inuyasha commented. Though Sesshoumaru did not seem pleased with the comment.
"I see your monthly curse is upon you again."
"yup, that time of the month again" Inuyasha said disinterested as he wrapped the fur closer around him again. He looked back to Sesshoumaru to see the dog-demons gaze looking off to the side. Following his gaze, Inuyasha turned red when he saw what he was looking at. The cloth he had used to clean himself up. It was probably giving of a very peculiar scent. Trying to distract him, Inuyasha cleared his throat.
"so uh, what are you doing here anyway?" he said. Sufficiently drawing Sesshoumaru's attention away from the cloth, the demon lord turned towards his younger brother.
"I was in the neighborhood"
"Bullshit, there's nothing around here. And there ain't no paths leading towards anywhere. I made sure of that when I chose this place." Inuyasha defied. Sesshoumaru stared at him in silence.
"If you want me to trust you, you gotta start talking. Otherwise you can just fuck off" Sesshoumaru scrunched his nose from Inuyasha's foul words. He answered truthfully this time;
"I decided to come back during the night of the new moon, to make sure nothing would happen to you" Sesshoumaru deadpanned. Inuyasha raised an eyebrow.
"Because you suddenly care about my wellbeing?" He asked. Sesshoumaru took mokomoko off and walked towards Inuyasha. The hanyou could only stare in disbelief as mokomoko was wrapped around him. Eyes as wide as saucers, Inuyasha stared at the new fur wrapped around him.
"I see your previous activities have not kept you warm enough. You were shaking." Sesshoumaru said. His face turning red, Inuyasha quickly countered Sesshoumaru.
"Gah! Shut up! Don't say such things out loud! Fuck Sesshoumaru, have some common sense. You're not supposed to talk about it."
Now Sesshoumaru looked confused. Raising one eyebrow to ask for clarification.
"Tch never mind.. " he said. Seeing how indifferent the Daiyoukai was about it, he probably didn't even care.
Inuyasha looked down. He was a lot warmer thanks to mokomoko. Curiously, Inuyasha touched the fur. It was incredibly soft. Though handy in the winter, Inuyasha could not imagine it was a pleasure to have to wear this in the summer. Looking up he saw Sesshoumaru sitting by the fire. He had moved when Inuyasha wasn't looking. Sesshoumaru looked different without his fur. But it wasn't a strange sight. After all, he was always stark naked in his fantasies. Blushing, Inuyasha looked away.
"uhm.. thanks anyway.. still not sure why you're doing this. But if you stay this kind, I don't really mind much. Just.. just tell me if I shouldn't get used to this okay? If this is only a temporary thing to sate your curiosity, just tell me now."
"I do not have any plans or schemes up my sleeve. I just want to get to know you." The hanyou seemed unconvinced, so the youkai continued; "If you want my honesty, here it is; Ever since I heard you sing, my mind has been filled with you more often than I care to admit. I realized that I had closed my eyes from you. Which is unreasonable because you are one full of mysteries and adventure. That intrigues me. I had never wanted anyone by my side. Jaken was useful in his own way, and yes, Rin is special to me. But she is human. "
"And I'm a hanyou" Inuyasha interrupted.
"Yes, you are. But instead of weakness and filth, I can only find strength and beauty in you. I'm sorry it took me so long to realize, but I can see now your true value, little brother." Sesshoumaru spoke from his heart. He had not felt that burning feeling in his chest for a long time. It was a strange feeling.
Inuyasha looked down, bangs covering his eyes. How could he react to this? This was, this was everything he had ever dreamed. And now it suddenly happened, out of nowhere? There was no way. It couldn't be that easy. Inuyasha wanted desperately to believe this. To have his brother. So he took a leap of faith. He decided to throw his feelings on the table. What did he have to lose? That things would return to normal? Sesshoumaru would hate him more? It was worth a shot.
"You know, all my life I dreamed of you accepting me. I tried so hard to show you my strength. To show you that I'm not weak, that I could take care of myself. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't change who I am. I can't change my blood. I wanted to, for a long time, with the sacred jewel. I thought if I became a full blooded youkai, other youkai would accept me. That you would accept me. But after the ordeal with Naraku I gave up on that. Besides. I'm not the most pleasant person to be around with when my youkai side takes over.. "
Inuyasha took a deep breath.
"To think that after all this time. When I had finally given up, you suddenly do a 180 and come my way. And because of what? Some stupid song I sang when I was feeling sad? Do you know how many times I've been sad in my life? How many times I cried and sang myself to sleep? Why now. Why did you only just find me now?!" Inuyasha cried. He was not able to stop the tears from flowing.
Sesshoumaru stood up and sat next to his brother. Lifting his arms, he pulled Inuyasha into his chest. Rocking him as Inuyasha cried his heart out.
"This isn't fair! For so long I..I.. I just wanted to be held like this. Please don't leave" Grabbing Sesshoumaru's breastplate Inuyasha cried, he cried for so long. It wasn't until sunrise when Inuyasha lifted his head from Sesshoumaru's chest. Even though he looked away, Sesshoumaru could still see the red cheeks and swollen eyes.
Pushing himself away from his older brother, Inuyasha stood up. Standing in the opening of the cave, the sunlight hit him. Immediately his black hair turned white and two adorable puppy ears appeared on his head. Turning back to Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha was half-demon again. His face stronger, less emotional.
"Just so you know. That was my weak human side talking" Inuyasha said. And that was his prideful side talking. He could die of embarrassment right now. Talking about how strong he was one moment and the next, crying in his brothers arms. "I'm sorry you saw that"
"I am not. I told you I wanted to learn more about you, and I have yet again. This Sesshoumaru has many regrets, but last night is not one of them." Inuyasha blushed. Thinking he had had enough of the heavy atmosphere, he changed the subject.
"Well I don't know about you, but I need a bath." Inuyasha said. He picked mokomoko from the floor, it had fallen somewhere during the night, and gave it back to its owner.
"I can imagine" Sesshoumaru said, referring to the scent he smelled last night.
"Gah! Sesshoumaru!" Inuyasha yelled before he shook his head and jumped out of the cave. Soon after, Sesshoumaru followed him. On his way to the hot spring, Sesshoumaru walked a few paces behind him. It wasn't a far walk and Inuyasha arrived sooner than he wanted. He now stood on the edge of the pool. He should undress now.. looking to his side, Sesshoumaru had started taking of his breastplate. Figuring Sesshoumaru was occupied with himself, Inuyasha quickly undressed and waded into the pool. Looking anywhere but at Sesshoumaru, the hanyou sat against the edge. But when he heard water moving, much closer than he expected, Inuyasha looked up. Quickly looking away again after a quick glance at Sesshoumaru's body. Well.. his imagination didn't fall short on Sesshoumaru's size. Feeling his own member twitch, Inuyasha stared in panic, wide eyed at the surface of the water. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. How could he forget. Sesshoumaru turned him on, and he was willingly taking a bath with said youkai. Stupid hanyou, he thought. Inuyasha quickly thought of something else.
"Why are you sitting so close?" Inuyasha asked.
"It is more convenient to talk this way. Why does it matter?" Inuyasha did not answer, but the blush was all Sesshoumaru needed. "Are you shy little brother?" Sesshoumaru smirked. "Unless you have yet another mystery for me to find out, there is nothing to be shy about. We are both men."
"I just don't like parading around naked. So shut up Mr. perfect.." Inuyasha mumbled. Inuyasha realized to late what he had said. He had complemented his brother.
"I do not have any qualms with my body, but I see no need why you would with yours?" Sesshoumaru asked intrigued.
"Just leave it okay?" Inuyasha said before he swam towards deeper water. It's not like he disliked his own body. He just wasn't comfortable being naked around other people. That and it just had a mind of its own right now. Luckily the steam made it hard for him to smell Sesshoumaru. Now if he could just not look at him, he would be okay.
Inuyasha emptied his mind and relaxed. Standing in the deeper water, he started combing his hair with his claws. The water washed away the hardened salt. It had made his hair hard and tangled. Sometimes he found his long hair a curse, it would take some time to comb through it. His hair was much more unruly than Sesshoumaru's. His always seemed nicely combed and smooth. But it was even longer than his own so it must be a real ordeal to keep it nice, Inuyasha thought.
After thoroughly combing his hair, Inuyasha deemed himself clean enough. "I'm getting out" he said. Swimming back to the edge, he quickly climbed out and covered himself. Sesshoumaru too, had enough. As he got out he calmly walked to his clothes and dressed himself. The jerk looked like he was parading around with his naked body, Inuyasha thought.
"I shall leave for today, I have other business to attend to. I shall see you again soon, my brother" Sesshoumaru said. He gave a slight nod before taking to the air. Inuyasha kept his gaze on his brother until he was completely out of sight. He had always envied his brother for being able to fly..
Turning around, Inuyasha walked off into the opposite direction of Sesshoumaru. Wanting to get his blood pumping a bit, he decided to go hunting.
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Four weeks later, Inuyasha same as always had stayed near his cave. He swam in the sea sometimes and took his occasional trip to the hot spring. But a foul scent hang in the air lately. Inuyasha had tried to find out its origin but every time he got close, a youki so powerful and disgusting reached his senses. Inuyasha did not know what kind of demon or creature it was but it left a nasty taste in his mouth. So he quickly turned around. It would be best to keep his distance, hopefully the creature would leave soon.
It was two nights later though, that Inuyasha was surprised by a sudden visit. He was hunting, not keeping track of where he was going, when the demon suddenly ambushed him. Running into the clearing where the demon stood, on his path, Inuyasha came to a sudden halt. Standing in position, Inuyasha was ready to face this new enemy. Though the demon did not seem particularly maleficent, the scent it gave off spoke different. It was as if a thousand corpses were surrounding them, the odor stung the hanyou's sensitive nose.
Contrary to its scent, the demon was most beautiful. Though nothing compared to Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha thought to himself, the creature seemed to be blessed by the gods. With long ebony hair, loosely tied, he seemed carefree. The midnight blue kimono, extravagantly showing his chest, showed he was not one for uniform. Contrary to the Daiyoukai, whom always wears his battle armor. His eyes were snakelike, with dark green lining his eyelids and slits as pupils. Inuyasha would guess he was some sort of snake or lizard demon. Though his face had a creepy smile, Inuyasha could not deny the beauty he possessed. But he did not trust him for one bit.
"Who are you!" Inuyasha demanded to know.
"I am one and I am here. I have come for you my dear. Many days I have sought, to find your delicious hanyou blood." The demon mused. Inuyasha raised an eyebrow. He wanted to laugh at what the demon had rhymed. But the words he had uttered were strange. He was not to be taken lightly.
"Say what now? Look I don't know who you think you are but you ain't getting anything of me!" Inuyasha said as he gripped Tessaiga's hilt. Drawing his sword, Inuyasha stood in battle position.
"By my word, what do you think to accomplish with that rusty sword?" the demon said.
"Could you stop with the damn rhyming?!" Inuyasha yelled frustrated. He looked at his sword. Tessaiga had not transformed. Inuyasha concentrated. Nothing. What the hell was going on?!
"What did you do to my sword!" the hanyou cried.
"I have many powers, with many a battle I have fought. But the power to change weapons, I do not." The snakelike demon mused. He took a step closer. Inuyasha stepping back. "don't come any closer!" he yelled. But before Inuyasha could react, the snake was behind him and threw him against a tree. Inuyasha landing on his feet against the tree, sheathed his sword before jumping towards the demon. "Iron reever, soul stealer!" he cried as he went for his attacker. The demon evaded his attack but Inuyasha was fast. Another hand came at him the demon could not escape. Jumping back, the demon licked his wound. A cut along his forearm. The demon's blood dripping from Inuyasha's claws, Inuyasha punctured his own hand to form his blades of blood. The demon could evade them all.
"You are strong for a hanyou, with only half your youki freed. Dog demons are magnificent, indeed. What would happen, even though your sword is sheathed , If all was unleashed?"
"what are you talking about?" Inuyasha said angrily. He had had enough of the annoying demon. But as soon as the words left his mouth, his vision began to sway. "What did you do to me?!" he cried.
The demons eyes suddenly small slits, his grin creepily fake. He had turned serious it seems. "My blood has mingled with yours, I'm full of joy. You made it quite easy for me boy. Now, release your instincts!" he screamed.
Inuyasha dropped to one knee. His vision swaying and head spinning. A heat pooled in his stomach. This was different from turning full demon. This was pure instinct, not just the killing one, but all. Survival, killing and mating instinct. It clouded his mind, turning Inuyasha into a ferocious beast. His fangs and claws felt sharper, his senses were even better and his instinct to protect himself overpowered him. Jumping at the demon, Inuyasha was faster than before. The demon, though slightly shocked by the change, held his ground. He seemed amazed by how much the hanyou had bottled up on instincts. He fought back. This meal would be delicious. He threw Inuyasha against a tree, before jumping to the other side and slamming the hanyou into the ground. Sitting on top of him he grabbed Inuyasha's head and slammed into the ground multiple times. Inuyasha blacked out. The soil beneath him, drenched in blood. The demon stretched his claws, readying himself for the finishing blow. Inuyasha had come to. He shook away the daze and noticed the demon's position. Pulling up his arms, he covered his face from the incoming attack. Only it did not come. Looking at his adversary. His arm still hanging in the air, a green energy seemed to be twisted around his wrist. Following the demons gaze, Inuyasha found Sesshoumaru standing there. His poisonous whip tangled around the demons arm. With one fell swoop, he pulled the demon towards himself only to rip it apart with his claws. It lay on the floor, blood quickly covering the earth.
Inuyasha turned around, on his hands and knees. He still felt those instincts burning his senses. And though his survival instinct was sated, with no threats near, he still wanted to fuck really badly. He tried to crawl away, his limbs weighing tons.
"You are safe now, little brother" Sesshoumaru said. He saw what Inuyasha was doing. But the danger was gone. However, even though he had said that, the hanyou still tried to get away. Sesshoumaru walked towards him, blocking his path.
Inuyasha noticed the demons position. He could not go further. He tried to get a grip of himself. He took a deep breath, calmed himself and stood up. His legs were shaking and it took all his strength to stay up. Not meeting Sesshoumaru's eyes Inuyasha stood face to face with him.
"Are you alright? You're face is flushed." His brother said, concern in his voice.
"That demon did something to me.. something about releasing my instincts. My survival instinct is gone for now, seeing as I'm in no immediate danger, but well let's just say I need some time for myself" the hanyou said, trying to walk away. He stumbled but Sesshoumaru caught him. The moment their skin touched, Inuyasha could feel his blood spike again. His whole body twitching Inuyasha could no longer stand on his feet.
Although the Daiyoukai was pleased with the fact Inuyasha felt safe around him, the part about the instincts worried him. Seeing his red face and the scent of extreme arousal he caught when he held his brother, was enough to let Sesshoumaru know what he was talking about. He picked him up and took off into the air. First things first, getting back to the cave.
As they flew, Inuyasha clutched his haori and tried to cover his arousal with it. The other hand covering his mouth so he wouldn't make any weird sounds. The warmth of Sesshoumaru's body was too much, it nearly sent him over the edge. His eyes clenched shut, Inuyasha let out an occasional whine. Luckily for the hanyou, the flight was short and they quickly arrived at the cave. Sesshoumaru put Inuyasha down on the furs. Wiping some of his bangs from his sweaty forehead. Inuyasha whined.
"It is your mating instinct that is driving you crazy right now. I shall find you a female" Sesshoumaru said before he stood up.
"NO!" Inuyasha yelled.
"Your body wants to rut Inuyasha, it will not be satisfied with just your hand."
"I said no. I-I'll take care of this myself.. Just leave." Inuyasha panted. He was so hot. Sweat covering his entire body. He desperately wanted to grab his cock. Sesshoumaru needed to leave, now. He couldn't control himself much longer.
"stop being a child. Your priestess is gone. You can't abstain forever. I will find you a female. It'll be a demon, seeing as I don't know how far your instincts will drive you."
"No one wants to fuck a hanyou Sesshoumaru! Just get the fuck out! I can't hold back anymore!" Inuyasha cried. He needed release, now! Already untying his hakama, but not showing anything yet.
Sesshoumaru was shocked by those words. He should not be, it was true after all. Who wanted to be with a hanyou? But to actually hear it. Did this mean his little brother was still a virgin? It was a sad thought. For someone who has been 'mature' for well over a 100 years, it must be quite frustrating. But then what about that priestess? Surely they had been intimate?
"Sessh.. please.. you're killing me.." Inuyasha almost moaned, the Daiyoukai's scent did not make it any easier on him. Snapped back to reality, Sesshoumaru took action. His brother would not forgive him, but left alone, any demon could go insane with such lust clouding its mind. Sesshoumaru went to sit behind Inuyasha. The hanyou's back against chest. Spreading his legs, Sesshoumaru opened the hakama further and released Inuyasha's cock.
"No! Sesshoumaru, don't! please!" Inuyasha pleaded his hands covering himself. But Sesshoumaru was stronger. Holding Inuyasha's paws captive in one hand, he used the other to grip his arousal. Immediately Inuyasha moaned at the feeling. His flesh burning, his brother's cool hand felt great.
"Just imagine you're priestess, little brother. Let yourself go, or you won't get better." The Daiyoukai said as he started pumping his brothers cock. It was already leaking and twitching like crazy. He could feel how frustrated his brother was. Quickening his rhythm, he needed to let Inuyasha come at least once for now. Inuyasha moaned like crazy, the friction was amazing. When Sesshoumaru started to play with the slit, he couldn't hold it in anymore. He let out a deafening scream as he came hard.
Falling back against Sesshoumaru's chest, Inuyasha breathed heavily. His hands released, he quickly grabbed his stomach. The heat was still there. It hurt. Looking down, his cock was still hard. Inuyasha groaned.
"Once wasn't enough." Sesshoumaru said. He grabbed Inuyasha and laid him on his back. Sitting in between his legs, Sesshoumaru lowered down to the hard member. The cool breath on his soaked dick made Inuyasha crazy. Looking down he saw the most erotic picture of Sesshoumaru looking up at him, his eyes flirtatious while his hand massaged his cock. The image almost caused the hanyou to come.
"Why did it have to be you" Inuyasha cried to himself.
Sesshoumaru licked the tip of his dick. No need to wet it, Sesshoumaru quickly took the entire thing in his mouth. His cock reaching the end of his throat. A tight warmth covering him. Inuyasha could not stop the need to thrust, but Sesshoumaru did not mind. He needed to release his urges. So he let Inuyasha fuck his mouth. Something as this was easy for him. He looked up at the hanyou, his eyes clenched shut and claws tearing apart the furs. Sesshoumaru swallowed his saliva. The movement sent the hanyou over the edge, once more.
Sesshoumaru used his finger, slick with cum, to lubricate Inuyasha's entrance. Slightly twitching, he entered one finger. Meanwhile he licked the tip of his cock again. Thrusting his finger in an out, the hanyou did not even seem to notice. When he entered a second finger there was no reaction either. Sesshoumaru kept thrusting, deeper and deeper. When he finally reached Inuyasha's good spot Inuyasha let out a scream. Grabbing a rather painful hold on Sesshoumaru's hair.
"What- what the fuck ..was that?" he panted.
Sesshoumaru continued, entering a third finger. His entrance was wide open, proof of how aroused his little brother was. He kept thrusting towards the good spot while sucking on his cock. With two hands Inuyasha held his brothers head as he directed him to move faster. The suction felt great, but that thing he felt deep inside was driving him over the edge. His third orgasm came upon him, draining all his energy.
The hanyou lay there completely spent. Harshly panting and eyes closed. Sesshoumaru covered him with some of the furs and mokomoko. He hoped that whatever the demon had done to his little brother was stopped with this. Sesshoumaru grabbed a cloth to clean his hands and mouth before sitting against the wall next to his brother. He would keep watch tonight.
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