"So you need to fuck off and leave me alone alright." Harry spat as he wiped the fresh tears away and ran up the stairs. Leaving Hermione standing still processing what he just said.

"Wow. Wasn't expecting that." Hermione thought. Hermione walked up the stairs slowly. She didn't know whether she felt happy that Harry liked her or sad at the fact that he avoided her this whole time due to the fact that he was scared that he would hurt her. She needed time to think and talk… she needed to talk to someone. Ginny, was her best friend before the war and even though the have grown apart Hermione was sure Ginny would want to know. Hermione went to Gryffindor tower to find her, surely she would walk past after last period to put her books away, but she didn't walk past at all for and hour, Hermione went up to Ginny's room (which she should have done in the first place) and she wasn't there. Hermione grew worried and walked back down to the common room. People were sitting around doing homework playing games, but there was no Ginny. Hermione spotted the people Ginny usually hanged out with and walked over, she felt quite intimidated. They were just sitting in a bunch looking all 'cool' and depressed. They all seemed to wearing black and seemed to be very well covered… Hermione new the type of people they were.

"Hey." Hermione said but she was just ignored. "Hey." She said louder and got a few heads looking up at her. "Do you know were Ginny is?" Hermione asked.

"Nope." A young man replied, his eyes were red, is face pale he was wearing black from head to toe.

"Well have you seen her at all today?" Hermione asked again.

"Yep." He replied.

"Well, when." Hermione said more forceful.

"Transfiguration."

"And." Hermione was annoyed and getting one word answers but she was then ignored once again. "And where is she now?" Hermione asked abruptly.

"Don't know." The bog said very calmly.

"How can you not know she is your friend?" Hermione yelled, she was very concerned at the moment. "I mean what would happen if something happened to her?"

"Look… we don't keep tabs on people alright."

"She is most likely in the bathroom." A voice appeared. Hermione looked a young girl probably in third year was speaking. Long golden blonde hair, Hermione wondered how long that would stay that colour until it turned black. Awake shinning blue eyes, Hermione wondered how long until they were red and clean fresh arms, Hermione wondered how long until hidden by cuts. The young girl wearing black reminded Hermione of herself if it wasn't for Harry and Ron Hermione would probably be in that group all alone and only having them for comfort.

"Why is she in the bathroom?" Hermione asked questionably.

"Why does any of us go in the bathroom? Don't worry its her daily schedule and now I cut, you know the drill." They girl said.

"No I don't know the drill." Hermione said crossing her arms. "What bathroom?" Hermione demanded the answer.

"The Moaning Myrtle one… you know cause no one…" The young girl was cut off.

"Goes in there I know." Hermione took off like on speed.

Hermione was almost there until she felt that familiar hand on her shoulder whip her around and pull her into a classroom. He placed his cold lips on hers and forced his tongue between her lips. Hermione pulled away like she does every time only to revive a kick in the shin.

"Why are you like that." Hermione got defensive.

"Cause its fun." Draco went to kiss her again.

"Well not now ok…I have to do something." Hermione thought she would give that a chance to work her way out of it, after all the same thing happens all the time.

"You don't get to make the shots… I do." Draco spat.

"Ok… ok… ok…" Hermione said her guard was down.

"Now what should I do this time?" Draco whispered loud enough for Hermione to hear. "I know." Draco moved towards her and lifted her up on a desk. He separated her legs with great force and ran his hand up her leg.

"Wha… what are you doing." Hermione had tears forming in her eyes she was scared.

"Shh." Draco pulled down her pants from underneath her school skirt.

"Don't." Hermione yelled and tried to push him away only to have him push her down hard on the desk. One hand was on her stomach holding her down pushing into her pelvis and the other pushed two fingers inside her causing Hermione to scream in pain. Over and over again she told him to "Stop." And "Don't." But he wouldn't. when he was finally done he pulled his fingers out and shut her legs tight so her knees hit together painfully. He walked around the table to look Hermione in the eye he placed a hand on her face to wipe away the tears he had created. He pushed her off the table onto the floor and then he left.

Hermione laid there for a few moments before picking herself up and leaving all she could think of was Ginny. She once again cleaned herself up before going into the 'real world' once again. She finally made her way to the bathroom she was seeking only to find a crowed of teachers and students waiting outside. Hermione walked up to the crowed only to be told by Dumbledore to "Go back to your common rooms everybody give Mrs Weasley a little respect please." And with those words Hermione new something was wrong.

While the crowed went one way Hermione went the other only to discover Ron and Harry doing the same thing.

"Ron… Harry."

"I don't know." Ron said as the three of them walked up to Dumbledore and a few other teachers present.

"What's goin on here Sir?" Ron asked. "What happened to Ginny?"

"Ron, I think you should come with me to my office." Dumbledore said.

"No… what is it… is she ok." Ron voice became surprisingly concerned after having one emotion since the encounter with you-know-who and that was drunk and falling asleep.

"What's happened Dumbledore?" Hermione piped up afraid of the answer.

"Ok… Ginny was found tonight by Luna."

"And." Harry butted in.

"And… Ginny was found dead, she had cut her wrists and… well you know." Dumbledore said lightly. No one said a thing. Ron shook his head for a moment, turned around slowly punched the wall and walked away. Hermione couldn't breath, she literary couldn't breath.

"It's all my fault, It's all my fault, It's all my fault." She repeated while her knees buckled and she busted into hot tears that she was keeping in. Harry kneeled down beside her and hugged her.

"Shh." Harry repeated into her ear as Dumbledore entered into the bathroom with the other teachers. "Its not your fault, its not, come on shh." Harry helped her up as they walked off in the direction to the common room.

When they got there everyone was there waiting for them. The group that Hermione talked to earlier were still in the same position.

"So did you find her?" The young man said with a smile but this time he was the one that was ignored. "Wow, so she actually did it, can't say that any of us would have had the guts to."

"You new…" Hermione stopped in her tracks. "You new exactly wear she was, what she was doing and you acted like you didn't know." Hermione spat as tears rolled down her face, her face was steaming red. "How could you, you waisted my time, her TIME, why couldn't you have just told me when I asked you then I would have ran into Draco and would have found her before she killed herself. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Hermione yelled at the top of her voice as she flung out of Harry's arms and bounced on top of this young man slapping his face and screaming at him. Tears kept rolling down her face like a water fall. Hermione hands on her sides lifting her up off the ground and out the common room. Harry walked her through the school grounds and out to the black lake while she kicked and screamed "Put me down." And Harry finally put her down. Hermione landed on the grass with a bump curled her legs up against her chest and into a ball. It was now dusk and Harry sat done next to her.

"Hey come on please don't cry Mione." Harry said scratching his messy hair.

"It's really bad, I don't care if he kills me any more I feel like dying anyway, everything is so screwed up Harry its not funny." Hermione cried into her legs.

"Who's going to kill you?" Harry asked.

A/N Soooooo…. I know it's a little short but oh well. I almost cried writing this lol..

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