Hermione felt a lump being created in her throat and stomach had butterflies in it, tears welling in her eyes… she was hurt… "That Jerk." Hermione yelled.


Stupid, stupid Hermione… stupid, stupid." Hermione thought as she ripped opened her bedroom door. Her face stained with tears as she fell to the floor holding her stomach. She cried hard "How could he… what was I thinking." Hermione cried to herself while rocking.
Hermione made her way down to breakfast but found herself not wanting to eat anything as soon as she saw that Harry was there, so she decide that she would go down to see Hagrid. As she was walking down the familiar hill she felt that same cold hand grab her and drag her behind a tree.

"Slut." Draco said slapping her. "Filthy." Draco said again slapping but on the other said of the face while Hermione gasped. "Bitch." Once again he slapped her on the opposite side of the face. "Dirty filth." He said and once more slapped her for the fourth time.

"I… I… I'm sorry I didn't mean to… he wouldn't listen." Hermione said trying to pry away from Draco who was holding her shirt.

"No your not… I told you that if you told you would have to face the consequences…" Draco was cut off.

"And what is that?" Hermione asked.

"Look at Ginny." Draco said.

"She killed herself." Hermione stated.

"My point exactly." Draco spat at Hermione in the face and walked away from her.

Hermione slid down the tree to the ground trying to catch her breath from holding it. What was she going to do? She couldn't tell anyone else, she couldn't talk to Harry, she trusted Harry and now look at what has happened.

Hermione couldn't go to Hagrid's now her face was red so she decided to go up to her room. On her way passing the great hall she bumped into no other than Mr Harry Potter.

"Hermione." Harry said while Hermione pretended that she didn't see or hear Harry. "Hermione." Harry repeated as Hermione stopped in her tracks and slowly turned around. "Hermione shit." Harry said in a concerned voice as he saw her face.

"Its fine, it's only red." Hermione reassured Harry as he can up to her he went to touch her face for a better look but Hermione quickly pulled away from his reach.

"Are you ok?" Harry asked.

"Why wouldn't I be?" Hermione answered with a question.

"I don't know. I seem kinda angry with me… are you?" Harry asked again.

"Do I have a reason to be angry with you?" Hermione asked with bitterness crossing her arms.

"I don't know… but I can tell that you are angry with me because of your body stance." Harry gestured.

"Well you just answered your question didn't you?" Hermione said as she turned her back and started to walk away but was confronted with Harry's running around and making her stop.

"What is that mean to mean?" Harry was confused.

"I am angry with you." Hermione yelled at him.

"Why." Harry asked.

"Two words… Lavender Brown." Hermione said and Harry was taken aback. "What?"

"You heard me." Hermione said. "I saw you two last night at Hillers… so don't you deny it."

"Saw us what? We were dancing that's all." Harry confessed.

"Bullshit… I think that you two do more than just dance." Hermione said.

"Hermione… can we take this some other place please?" Harry lowered his voice.

"Why? Don't you want people to know that you and Lavender are together?" Hermione yelled out for people to hear but know one was there.

"Come on." Harry said pulling her sleeve and ushering her into an empty classroom. "Lavender and I are not together." Harry said.

"Bull." Hermione said. "Look if you dragged me in here just to tell me that you too aren't together then you two can have each other."

"Hermione don't be like that. What do you want to hear? Oh Hermione I am sorry I lead you on but I am with Lavender? Do you want to hear that?" Harry yelled and there was no answer from Hermione. "You don't want to hear that… and you don't want to hear me saying that Lavender and I are not together what the hell do you want to hear?" Harry asked.

"I don't know what I want to here." Hermione said. "All I want to here is you not lying." Hermione stated.

"Well I am not lying… I am not with Lavender." Harry said.

"That's complete and utter bull and you know it Harry James Potter. I saw you with her; I saw her kissing you I saw where your hands were on her." Hermione said.

"Hermione you don't…" That's all Hermione heard when she walked out the door.


She made her way back to the Gryffindor common room and up to her bedroom to where she spent all day there until morning. She only had a few sweets in her room to tie her over until she got really hungry for brunch. She sat down at the Gryffindor dinning table once again across from where Neville was sitting occasionally burping every five minutes.

"What you do to Harry?" Neville randomly asked Hermione after she had poured herself a cup of orange juice.

"Excuse me?" Hermione was confused was Neville talking to her?

"What did you do to Harry?" Neville asked again.

"Nothing." Hermione said.

"Are you sure because you are the only one that he spends time with now and he bit my head off last night…" Neville said.

"Neville… what ever Harry does is none of my business, he is a big boy and his actions have nothing to do with me." Hermione stated.

"Well I just thought…" Neville was cut off but a rude Hermione.

"Well you thought wrong like you do most of the time." Hermione said picking up a piece of toast and leaving. Hermione was walking in one of the corridors when she felt that familiar hand push her into the wall really hard… Hermione turned quickly to see where the next hit was coming to but Draco was walking away with his mates. Hermione let out a breath and kept walking. She found herself at the library a place she hasn't been in a while... she has read almost every book in it… but she just like it because it was peaceful and there was a adult there to keep an eye on her.


Hermione walked into the common room about six pm and wondered why everyone wasn't at dinner… every one was doing there own thing until Hermione walked in everyone went silent and Lavender walked out of the crowed and cam e fact to face with her.

"You Bitch." Lavender said slapping Hermione on the face it seemed to feel harder than what Draco did yesterday but Hermione didn't know because it was healing.

"What was that for?" Hermione asked.

"Harry just told me we couldn't be friends anymore" Lavender said. "Because of you."

"What?" Hermione said.

"Yea… look bitch… you stay away from my friends or else alright… just because you don't have friends any more doesn't mean you that you can steal mine." Lavender said coldly.

"Harry what the hell." Hermione said as Harry walked down the stairs and as the whole room turned to look at him.

"Uh?" Harry said.

"You bite off Neville's head and he blames it on me and you break up with Lavender and she blames it on me." Hermione said.

"WE ARE NOT GOING OUT." Harry yelled at Hermione from across the room.

"Well apparently not any more." Hermione said.

"Oh my gosh will you get over yourself." Harry said as he walked towards her. "I don't know what bloody world you are living in but it's not mine. And if your acting like this maybe we shouldn't be together." Harry said.

Hermione ears burst… what he say?

"What?" Hermione lowered her voice.

"I said if you can't trust me maybe we shouldn't be together. I can't do the drama." Harry said.

"That's not what you said." Hermione stated.

"It's what I meant." Harry said coldly.

"Oh my god this is too much for me in one night and I wanted to come out any way I am a lesbian ok." Lavender confessed. "I have known for awhile and people have started up rumours saying I was and I wasn't ready for people to know… so I asked Harry if he would be seen with me and he suggested Hillers on the weekends and it was better than nothing cause I new that some people from school goes there and then they would see me with a guy and wouldn't question my sexuality anymore." Lavender finished with a huff.

There was an awkward silence until a noisy red head came barging through the door holding a suit case and wearing a very colourful shirt.

"I'm back… I am feeling much…" Ron stopped at all the people staring at him. "Better." He finished.

Harry and Hermione told everyone that the show was over and they could go to dinner and so they did.

"You could have told me that there was a welcoming home party for me." Ron joked as he put his stuff down in the empty common room.

"Look I am going to dinner." Lavender said trying to get Ron's attention to go with her.

"Ohh me too I am starving." Ron said ad going with Lavender.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Hermione asked.

"Because… like you Lavender wants things kept as secrets." Harry said.

"I am sorry." Hermione said with tears in her eyes.

"Hey come on its ok. You just have to promise me one thing ok?" Harry said.

"What's that?" Hermione asked.

"Apologise to Neville." Harry smiled.

"I will." Hermione said has Harry embraced her with a hug.


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