"What's that?" Hermione asked.

"Apologise to Neville." Harry smiled.

"I will." Hermione said has Harry embraced her with a hug.

­­­­­"Wow. Didn't see that coming." Hermione thought about Lavender. She felt so bad how she treated Harry as she walked up to him early Sunday morning in the Gryffindor common room.

"I just said I was sorry to Neville." Hermione said sitting on the couch that Harry was sitting on and wrapping her arms around Harry only so he'd take them off.

"Hermione we need to talk." Harry said and Hermione didn't like the tone of his voice.

"Why what is it?" Hermione was taken aback.

"It's about Lavender." Harry said.

"Oh Harry can we drop it… I was right and you were wrong I know." Hermione said once again putting her arms around him only so he pulled them off again.

"No… you were right and I am wrong." Harry said.

"What do you mean?" She asked.

"Lavender is a lesbian…" Harry was cut off.

"And." Hermione butted in.

"And I am in love with her." Harry blurted out.

"What?" Hermione was surprised.

"I am in love with her… and I used you to try and get over her but I couldn't… the reason why I asked you to Hillers last week is because I just found out that Lavender was a lesbian… she just told me you see… because she didn't want to lead me on any more. And I new that you liked me so…" Harry was cut off again.

"So you used me." Hermione was angry hurt confused but one thing she didn't want at that moment is for the tears to start and they did.

"Yes and I am sorry. Do you know how bad the feeling is when you girlfriend leaves you for another girl? Trust me it's not good on the ego. So I had to prove to my self that I am not broken or something and I could have a non lesbian girl friend..." Harry said… Hermione now had tears rolling down her face, all she wanted to here was that Harry loved her she didn't care that he loved some one as well all she cared about is if he loved her and that's it. "Hermione I don't love you…" and there it was. "Not the way I love Lavender your like a baby sister to me." Harry said.

"Oh god." Hermione let out a wail of tears, got up and ran away. She ran as fast as she could anywhere but here she kept on thinking. Finally she found herself bent over the toilet seat throwing up what little food she has eaten. She walked out of the cubical and saw what bathroom she was in Ginny's. Hermione felt all cold "What's the point?" Hermione thought. "Mum and Dad are dead…My best friend is dead… Harry doesn't love me and Draco won't stop hurting me… what's the point… I'm gonna die any way." Hermione thought once again.

She picked up a rock that was on the deserted bathroom floor, wondering what a rock was doing in there she threw it at the mirror and shattered it into pieces. She picked up a piece of glass and rested it on her wrist for a moment. "I have been through worse pain with Draco." She thought as she pressed the piece of glass into her wrist. She let out a gasp as blood poured out of her skin while she did it again and again and again.

Soon she couldn't see her arm any more; it was drenched in blood and deep cuts. She fell to the ground because she couldn't handle standing and in a few minutes she felt dizzy. She held her head until she felt herself feel the cold marble floor press against her face as she slipped away from the world.

A/N that's it every body…. What did you think? I want to say thank you to every one that read my story and I think that I have improved in my English lol… hopefully my English teacher will see it… Umm keep and eye out for my other stories… it u like… and yea I will be starting another story soon… don't know what it is called but it will be a Harry and Ginny fic kk… well thanks to everyone once again 31 reviews… no make that 32 I just got another one wow… thanks… lots of words from Karebear90