That
moment Lucius returned from his study. Pain was written all over his
face because he tried so hard to fight the tears and be as
coldhearted as he usually is. It had never been so hard for him to
control his emotions.
"Raven!" He said with a haunted breath
when he simply went past her and started staring at the necklace his
wife was now wearing. He had no time to formally greet the woman nor
look at her. He couldn't take his eyes off the necklace and started
speaking… A bit confused.. But without even laying eyes on his
guest.
"You may go with my… Our son Draco to the dining room.
Your place is between Draco's and mine. Please escort her
son."
Draco nodded to his father and offered his arm to Raven.
"Lucius" She said gently and put her hand on his shoulder…
Begging to look at her. "Not now Raven." He said and kneeled next
to Narcissa. Draco sighed quietly in content as the mysterious woman
accepted his arm.
In an aristocratic way they entered the dining
room. He led her to her place and held out her chair so she could be
seated next to him.
Not much later Lucius strode through the room
and stood before his seat at the head of the table. Every guests'
attention was focused on Lucius as he held out his chalice to toast.
"Family,
friends…And all those that cared a great deal for my wife. We have
come together on this day to honor Narcissa. We all have beautiful
memories that include her… her being, her tenderness and the warmth
she carried within. I'm sure that's the way she'd want us to
remember her. I know I will…
I'll also remember her as the
woman I shared my life with. The woman that blessed me with an heir…
A son we both desired for. She tried to fulfill every wish she could,
no matter what. Despite the fact that she had to go through a rough
time … A time she didn't deserve. She kept on executing her tasks
with her gorgeous smile, she kept on being herself, being there for
her family. I'm sure she's someplace beautiful watching us, the
beautiful world she deserved… the world I couldn't give. Though I
couldn't fulfill all her wishes… I loved and still love her with
my entire heart. I know she forgives me… All of us and I'm sure
she's glad to know we'll never forget her." Lucius held his
chalice a bit higher and then drank the bitter wine. Everyone stood
up, and then followed his example. When everyone was seated the food
was instantly served and they began to dine.
All
ate well, though there was no laughter. They simply spoke in silence
and each conversation was about Narcissa.
That evening could have
been described as a historical event; for it was the first time
Lucius Malfoy exposed his true feelings towards the world. Many of
his close friends said it was an important breakthrough in his life…
but they were afraid that in the future Lucius would keep on building
walls around himself so no-one could ever hurt him like now… so
no-one could reach the core of his existence.
It
was about 10 pm when the last guests left. Lucius and Draco escorted
them through the great hall. When they returned, they found Raven
sitting by herself in the library. Father and son entered and sat
down in a comfortable armchair. Draco saw she was nervous because her
hands were lightly shaking.
"Raven…" The sound of his
father's voice seemed to take away her nervousness, but awakened
other feelings. Her eyes lit up and were burning for some unknown
reason. She seemed very eager to speak. "Yes Lucius, I"
"No
Raven" Lucius responded immediately. "This is still not the right
moment to speak. Tomorrow is another day. Sleep… rest. You must be
tired of the long journey."
It was easy to see that she wasn't
pleased with Lucius' interruption, but as a lady should; she hid
her inner anger and nodded respectfully. "As you wish Lord
Malfoy".
"Very well. Your room is near Draco's in the
West-wing. Breakfast is served at 9 am sharp, please don't start
your conversation during breakfast… just be patient. There's time
enough. Tomorrow morning one of the house-elves will wake you up. If
there's anything you need, just call "Scrooge", he is now your
personal elf." Even Lucius' heavy emotions seemed to have washed
off.
"Thank you Lord Malfoy, bonne nuit" she whispered. "Bonne
nuit mademoiselle.".
Draco was surprised to hear his father
speak French. "Draco, could you please show mademoiselle Godefroid
her room". Draco nodded respectfully to his father and offered
Raven his arm for the second time. She smiled at him and they exited
the library. Lucius watched them carefully. "She should have been
here a lot earlier" he thought and then drifted back to where
Narcissa's body still was.
Draco
led Raven up the black marble stairs towards the dark West wing. He
was a bit confused why his father had said she could stay in the West
wing. The West wing was his wing, only important family was allowed
to stay there. Other guests normally had to sleep in another wing.
"Who could she be?" He thought as he looked at the woman next to
him.
"Did you know my mother well?" Draco asked without
hesitating… his curiosity was growing by the minute. "In a way
yes… but as your father said… we'll discuss it
tomorrow.".
Draco felt that she really wanted to disobey his
father and tell him everything he wanted to know, but for some still
unknown reason she stayed silent. He figured she would like room 29.
If he remembered well, it was a large room with dark furniture and a
lot of mystic accessories. Candles floated in the air, and she would
have a beautiful view on the Malfoy estate.
Here's your room
miss. I presume that Scrooge has already brought your luggage if you
asked him to and as my father said, he'll wake you in the morning.
If there's anything you need… he'll always be ready to execute
every order. If there's anything urgent, you'll find me down the
hall starting room 89."
"How do you mean starting?" She
asked confused.
"Well rooms 89 till 100 have become one enormous
room. It's a bit like my own little home in our mansion, I have
everything I need right there."
"Are you sure you have…
everything you need Draco?" she said with a smile on her face
before she entered the room and locked the door.
"What
did she mean by that?". Draco scratched behind his ears and headed
for his room. As soon as he entered the candles were lit and without
saying a thing; his shower turned on. "Ah… Magic." He sighed
content and took his clothes of. When he stepped into the shower and
welcomed the warm water on his skin, a long lost memory flashed in
front of his eyes. "Mother" He whispered and fell on his knees…
The feeling overwhelmed him. The entire week he hadn't shed a tear,
he wanted to be strong, take care of the Malfoy mansion so his father
could grieve over his wife… To be honest, he was afraid to cry. But
the vision of his mother washing him when he was a toddler and the
fact that the funeral service was today… It just was too much for
him. He felt empty and suddenly burst out in tears while the hot
water washed over him. He felt sick and weak. She was the only woman
in his life he really cared for.
"It wasn't your time Mom…"
