Brooke woke up on a clear Satureday morning, she opened her curtains to find a bit of sun shine enter her room, 'maybe this day won't be so bad' she thought after remembering all the fights her mom and dad have been on. she changed into some jeans and a nice t-shirt and put on a jacket and left the house without thinking of eating breakfast or even saying 'goodmorning' to her parents, as if she did anyways. she ran next door to her bestfriends house, she thought of maybe going shopping since she was such in the mood for it. she rang the doorbell waiting for someone to open the door and when it did, she found haley's dad standing there looking all tired and like he's not been getting a good time in sleeping.

"Hi Mr. James!" brooke squealed happily to haley's dad.

She has known her dad forever, since they were bestfriends. he was always so kind to her and sweet and he would get her anything she wanted when she was a kid, he was like a second father to her and he loved having her around, she would always help haley in so many things he never understood...

"Oh, Hello Brooke" he said in a soft tired tone.

"Wow you look awfully tired mr. james" she said

"Yeah, I've been up all night yesterday working, and i've still got some papers i have to finish"

"Oh, good luck with that" she smiled "Umm..Is Haley around?"

"Oh she left early this morning, I don't exactly know where since its a weekend, probebly to grab breakfast or something" he said with a tear rolling down his cheek. Brooke noticed it and wondered what was wrong.

"Mr. James, are you okay?"

"Oh yes, yes, I'm fine, Just something caught inside my eye" he said rubbing his eye.

"Uhh..okay, I'll go find Haley, Tell her i came by if she comes back"

"Yeah, of course i will" he said and with that he shut the door.

'That was weird' she thought, why on earth was he tearing up? he never did that not unless he's really sad about something, brooke knew Haley's father too well, since she's been almost living there. and haley? where could she be? she never leaves early like this. it was just about 10am and she's already gone, haley usually calls brooke as soon as she gets up or before she goes out anywhere for brooke to come with her and then she remembered 'Nathan', 'riiight' she thought, she's probebly 'hanging out' with him, she giggled a bit at that thought and started making her way to the scotts house to see if haley's been there.

Brooke finally reached the scott's mansion and was now standing infront of their huge brown door, she rang the bell twice and waited for someone to open it up, after about a minute, she heard footsteps coming towards the door from the inside and sighed 'atlast, someone's here to open up the door', the door opened and she found a blonde, tall guy standing right infront of her.

"Brooke Davis!" he said in surprise "what a surprise"

"Yeah, I know, you are Lucas right? Lucas Scott?"

"You got that right"

"Uhh..I was wondering if your brother is here" she said as she started to looking inside the mansion.

"Yeah he is, what do you want from him?"

After he asked her that question, she raised an eyebrow at him, 'what the hell is this dude's problem?' she asked herself, she was really getting annoyed by him.

"I need to talk to him please" she said sweetly, hoping he won't get any more rude then he already is.

"He's already taken" he said, He loved it when brooke got mad, although it was the first time he ever saw her getting mad but he already loves it, to him, a women getting angry and mad is 'hot' "On the other hand, I think I'm available" he said with one of the famous scott smirks.

'Okay, this guy has got a major problem' she thought getting ticked off by his annoyence.

"Is nathan here or not?" she asked angerily at lucas.

"Who's asking for me?" a familiar voice brooke knew came from behind Lucas, brooke sighed with relief, Finally, If Nathan hadn't come she would've gone into a huge fight with Lucas by now.

"I am!" she said as she saw nathan behind his brother and smirked at Lucas.

"Oh, Hey Brooke" he said "Whats up?" now he said stepping infront of lucas and leaving his brother behind him.

"Ummm...I was wondering if haley's with you?" she asked hoping he would say 'yes'

She's been trying to call haley on her way to the scott's mansion but haley wouldn't answer her cell, she thought something maybe wrong with her, she always picks up when its brooke, Always! and now she wouldn't, brooke thought something maybe wrong but then again she might be with nathan instead and put her cell on silent or something.

"No, she's not actually" he answered while he picked up the newspaper which was between the two of them which the paperboy threw infront of their door a while before brooke came. and then he saw it, the worried look on brooke's face.

"Is everything okay?" he asked after seeing brooke's worried look.

"Umm...Yeah, i think, I mean, I went over to haley's house and her father said she's gone out and after i called her a couple of times she won't pick up and so i thought she might be here with you which appareantly she's not and now i don't know where she is!" brooke said all at once.

"Woah, slow down, you mean haley's missing?" he said now him getting worried along with brooke.

"Uhh..No not Missing, maybe she just went out for breakfast or something but haley usually picks up my phone calls and now she's not, i'm just a bit worried, you don't have to worry too i mean, I'll go find her now, tree hill is such a small place to be hiding"

"Yeah, I'll look with you" he said but didn't move when he saw Brooke reading the newspaper which was on his hands then he looked down and followed brooke's eyes to where she was looking at, she was looking at the date. it read 'november 13'

"Brooke?" he asked after he saw her still staring at the date in a weird way.

"It's november 13 already?" she asked softly. which made nathan nod. "Oh my god! I'm such a bad friend!" she said in a loud voice which made nathan confused.

"What? No your not, don't say that"

"No no, I am! I think i know where haley is but i need a ride"

"Okay, I'll drive you" he said and ran to grab his coat and his keys which were placed on the table, he told lucas he'll be back after a bit and to tell their mom not to worry and that he's out and he left with brooke.

After fifteen minutes of driving, Nathan found himself standing right infront of a cemetery. 'what the hell is haley doing in a cemetery' he thought to himself since brooke said this was where she might be.

It all fits in now, Haley's dad almost crying earlier this morning, Haley not bothered of calling brooke this morning, Not even answering Brooke's phone calls, This was where haley james was all morning then. The cemetery...

Brooke and Nathan walked in slowly and saw a small figure they knew sitting on a bench under a tree. It was Haley..

"What is she doing here?" nathan asked brooke, walking up to her from behind.

Brooke didn't answer him, she just kept on walking until they reached to where haley was sitting, they were behind her, so haley never knew they were there.

"You stay here, okay? I'll go talk to her" she whispered to nathan and made her way to haley and sat next to her quietly. Nathan just stood behind them, next to the tree.

Brooke looked over at haley who was tear stained, she probebly cried alot but brooke was sure that she'll start crying all over again. it happened every year, every november the 13th...

"Haley?" brooke whispered, she didn't answer. all haley did was close her eyes as another tear fell down her cheek. "Its okay Hales" she said as she hugged her bestfriend, nathan was still behind them and heard and saw what brooke just did but he never knew haley was crying and he never knew why was she here in the first place.

"Its okay" brooke said as she rubbed Haley's back for comfort. Haley backed away from the hug and started crying, Now Nathan could hear the sobs, why was she crying?

"No its not okay" Haley whispered to brooke.

"Yes it will be" brooke whispered back.

"No its not!" Haley said in a louder voice now "Its never gonna be okay!" she said and her tears started to get more and more, she dug her head between her hands which were intop of her thighs and started crying harder. brooke again rubbed her back for comfort, she turned to nathan and saw the confusion on his face but didn't say anything, all she could think about was her broken friend infont of her who was crying her heart out.

Haley sat up straight and looked at brooke, she knew brooke was hurting for seeing her like this but she can't stop the hurtful feeling inside of her.

"I killed her" she whispered to brooke

'She killed her?' nathan thought, who did she kill? he knew haley, well kinda. and she's not the type who would go off and kill a person. how can she kill somebody? she's not a killer.

"No you didn't" brooke said back

"Yes i did"

"Stop it" brooke demanded "you did not kill her, okay? it was an accident"

"Because of me!" haley yelled.

"Haley!" she started yelling too "A driver past a red light that day, it didn't mean you killed her!"

"She went out of the house because of me! do you think she'd be dead today if i hadn't said those words to her? if i hadn't got pissed at her? its all my fault! its all my fault" she cried. she remembered that moment exactly how it went, that was the worst day in Haley James life, The worst...

Flashback#

"I hate you, I hate you! your the worst person I've ever met in this whole planet!" a 11 year old Haley cried.

"Haley listen to me-" the women started to say but got cut off by haley.

"No, I hate you! do you hear me? i hate you!" she said and ran off to her room with tears.

The women got out of the house with tears in her eyes, she drove off the house.

After about half an hour of saying all those mean things, haley heard a knock on the door. It was her father, he was crying for some reason, he wasn't in the fight haley just had, why was her dad crying?

"She's dead" was all he said and from that day forward haley changed...

End of flashback#

"Stop blaming yourself on her death okay? you did nothing wrong, you were young, you were a kid, you didn't know anything at that age, you never knew this accident would happen, you never knew she would die, no one ever knew!" brooke yelled.

Brooke knew how hard this was on haley, every year she would blame herself on this death, every november 13th she suffers and remembers painful memories on the women that raised her, it hurt brooke alot to see haley like this, she couldn't imagine what she would do if she was in her place right now, but haley had no right to blame herself on this, it was an accident...

Haley was crying now harder then before, It hurt nathan to see her like this, he was still standing behind them but haley never knew that, Brooke actually forgot all about him and the fact that he was standing right behind them and must have heard everything..

"But i never even said goodbye" she whispered with tears still rolling down her cheek, her eyes where all puffy, her nose was red and so were her two eyes "Do you know whats the last thing i ever told her?"

Brooke knew exactly what her last words were, but she didn't answer haley's question.

"I Hate you" she whispered as she closed her eyes when more tears tried to escape it.

"That doesn't mean that you don't love her, you were angry at her hales, she knows that deep down inside that you love her and always will" she said as she hugged haley.

"Thank you" haley whispered.

"Your welcome honey, now what do you say we go buy some ice cream to cheer you up?" haley tried to smile to her and it kinda worked, well she did smile a half smile, even though that smile was with tears, she smiled...

Both of the girls got up from the bench they were sitting on, Haley walked over to the gravestone and kissed her hand and placed her hand on the gravestone, she then placed some flowers on it and whispered 'i love you' and after that brooke did the same, exept she didn't have flowers to put on her grave so, she just placed a kiss on it and whispered 'i love you too' and both girls started walking away.

Brooke totally forgot that nathan was even there, haley hadn't seen him at all, but he saw haley. he saw every single tear roll down her cheek, he never knew haley was so misrable deep down inside because of losing someone special to her, she never talked about losing a dear person in her life to him, she never mentioned anything about a person's death, after the girls walked away, he walked over to the gravestone to see who's death were they talking and crying about, as he got closer he read the name on the grave stone and whispered 'Oh my god' to himself, he couldn't believe what he just saw, he never thought that this happened, haley would never talk about it, he never actually asked, he picked some beautiful flowers from the bush near him and placed it on the grave, he read it one more time and walked away, he still couldn't believe it, as i said haley never talked about her much, actually never talked to him about her at all, it was a tragic death, a painful memory that haley couldn't handle, it was the death of lydia james, a loving mother, a wonderful wife, a great women in haley james life...