Waiting For Her
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Everyone waited for thirty years; they waited as time passed and another generation came about and grew. In that time many things happened to everyone. Many things that, had Saya been there a different story would be told. Through hell and high water everyone waited.
Saya did not dream as Haji had wished she had. She dreamed of everything in stunning clarity. In every dream she had she took the same steps she had already taken. She dreamed of the life she had before the war became the reigning factor in it. She dreamed of the times before Haji was introduced into her life, she dreamed of the times that they had been together and the things that they had done. She dreamed of how she enjoyed spending time with him. In these dreams she saw him grow older and older with each passing year, while she stayed the same. She watched him grow and age right up until she lifted time's spell over him. She dreamed of the day she freed Diva and of how she proceeded to get her revenge on the guilty and innocent alike.
She went through the motions of the years that she lived fighting before she lost her memories. She dreamed of the people that had bravely fought besides her and how they had died fighting in the same manner. She dreamed of the time that she had been prematurely woken and like Diva before her, proceeded to destroy every moving living person or monster around her. She remembered hurting her chevalier, and not recognizing him, in her fury.
And of course the one blissful, ignorant year of not knowing, she lived through every detail she could remember she lived through the year she had spent as a normal high school girl called Otonashi Saya. She dreamed of how she had lived with her father n her two brothers. She remembered Riku her beloved younger brother, how sweet he had been. She remembered how much she had loved him, and still did. She remembered how he had done everything that he could to stay by her side and help her fight. She remembered the way she had been forced to turn him into her chevalier, and how he had died for that same reason. Kai her older brother how he had done everything he could for her during the war, and still after how he continued to for her once everything was done. Her father, the man that had loved her and tried to protect her like he would his own daughter. She remembered how he would cook for her and everything he would do for her. She remembered how he had been wounded trying to protect her and died doing the same thing only this time she helped him with her blood. She dreamed of the days they had spent as a family and hoe they had been happy. All the while that she would dream of them her frozen features would lift slightly with a soft smile so sweet, yet so heart broken. Her heart would cry the tears that her eyes could not shed.
Haji's unspoken and forcefully suppressed wish was more or less answered. She dreamed of him and of how he had been her rock throughout the decades. In her dreams she relived the moments that they had lived together happily. She remembered how they had met. Her no more than a sixteen year old girl and him a scrawny boy of twelve. She remembered the day they became friends and how he taught her how to be a friend. She watched him grow in every meaning of the word while she stayed the same. And she remembered his acceptance of her when he found out that she wasn't the human he thought she was. Throughout everything in her heart, in her mind, in her ears and in her soul, she could hear his voice say her name over and over again throughout their time together. She could hear his say it every time he would speak to her. He would say it every time she fell a split second before he would catch her. He would say it every time he held her while she cried and tried to compose herself. He had always stood by her and fought with her and for her. Her chevalier, her protector and her life-long friend.
Then the inevitable would happen. She would relive the moments before he was taken from her. She would hear every word, every syllable. See every movement he made, so that he could convince her to keep living. She heard words form the Haji that had loved her before she had turned him into her chevalier, yet at the same time words that were uttered by the Haji that had obeyed her every wish while being her chevalier. She heard the words that came directly from the heart that had loved form the moment that she had hugged him to her while she was still taller than him, and would continue to love her until the demise of all existence.
"I love you" he had told her with a smile on his lips and love in his eyes. Before she could respond he was crushed by the rubble of the fallen building taking her heart with him. He had died protecting her and killing Amshel so that she could get away with the babies. Her heart was crushed along with him.
At one point she stirred her body shifting to free itself from her 30 year confinement.
Sorry I tookso long school is driving me psycho
