Chapter 6

Diclaimer I don't own Instant Star

Previously: Tommy was watching her from the bed room window and sigh and say "nice going Quincy you let her walk away from you again".

As Jude walk to her apartment with tears still rolling down her face. She walk to her bedroom and look at her face in her mirror her eyes were red and puffy. Jude look at herself with disgust and say loudly " What the hell are you doing Judith Michelle Harrison you are tougher than that " she stop crying and walk to the bathroom to take a shower and get herself ready for her date.

30 Minutes later

Jude walk to the lobby of G-Major look around and found SME playing around and Sadie behind her desk. She walk to her and says "hi Sades"

"Hey Jude I'm surprise you for Darius said you have the morning off, I thought you would be in bed with a box of cookies and ice-cream until twelve?"

"I could've but my wonderful producer ruin it for me"

"Oh, oh what did he do this time" Sadie asks knowing all the dances between Jude and Tommy.

"You know the usual thing, kiss me and tell me it never happen but this time we went 10 steps further."

"How far is 10 steps?" Sadie ask fearing the worst.

"How far is staying the night together and do more than five rounds?" Jude ask putting her hands on her face.

Sadie look at her sister like she just say that she was going to sing one of Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera cheesy song. (A.N nothing is wrong with them I love some of their songs) Jude who notice Sadie silent, she look at her and ask "Sadie say something?"

"Jude do you know that you just make every single girl in Canada dream come true, even mine."

"What's that falling in love with a guy over and over again?"

"No not that, I mean sleeping with li'l Tommy Q"

"Huh, I thought you guys had dated for almost six month, and you telling me you never sleep with him?" she ask not believing it.

"Yes, that's what I'm saying" Sadie answer sadly.

It took Jude a second to realize that Sadie was telling the truth. Finally she talk

"You guys never sleep together?"

"No" Sadie said.

"Why not?"

Sadie look at Jude and Jude know the answer by the look she was getting from her sister.

"I'm sorry Sadie" Jude said with meaning.

"Hey its okay, you can't help it if you're in love."

"I guess you right look where it got me" She respond with tears filling her eyes again.

"Hey its okay look you are so lucky and talented you have a wonderful career and a hot boy who is in love with you" She say giving her a hug.

"If he so in love with me why did he marry her?" Jude asked with tears in her eyes.

"I don't know sweetie, I really don't know "Sadie say silently wishing that something would happen to Tommy.

Jude dry her eyes and pull herself together as Lex walk to the lobby.

Jude turn away from Sadie and Give Lex a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

Lex look at her strangely.

Finally he spoke "Is everything okay?"

Jude look at Sadie for a second then think about her answer and say "Yes everything is fine, why you ask?"

"It's nothing, it just this morning when I had called you sound weird like you spent the whole night and morning screaming."

Jude face turn as red as her hair used to be. Sadie saw that and came to the rescue. "Oh, that because last night we were having a girl night you know how we girls go crazy we play pranks on each other and scream at each other you know how it goes." She say casual.

Lex look at both of them and shake his head and look at Jude and ask "You ready to go"

Jude look around the lobby and see that the boys were still playing around and say yes to Lex with a good bye to Sadie they walk out of the lobby hand in hand.

As they walk out of the door Tommy walks in Jude and Tommy look at each other for a brief second and walk by each other.

Tommy sighs and look back at Jude Lex hand together. He walk inside the lobby and see Speidermen with a blond wig on and a guitar on and singing 'who am I fooling'. Tommy walk to him and snap the wig off and point to studio C. Speidermen didn't catch what he was saying he look at his band members who shrug. Speid look back at Tommy and say "Dude don't you have the morning off?"

"Dude aren't you here to work?" Tommy ask mimicking Speid voice.

"Well you see ….." Speid say trying to think of a good reason.

"Never mind, I don't want to hear it just hurry up and go to studio C now.

"

The boys look at Tommy who was already walking to studio C.

"Who put a crab in his pants?" One of them ask.

Back to Jude and Lex

"Hey you been quite you okay?"

Jude who was thinking about the night before and realize that Lex says something to her.

"Um, sorry about that, what did you say?"

"A penny for your thoughts."

Jude smile at him "what I'm thinking right now worth more than a penny."

"How much?"

"To much to count right now" which Lex took as an 'I don't want to tell you so drop it'. Which he did.

"So are you ready for the new Instant Star?" he ask a couple of second later.

"Can't wait"

The Studio

Tommy was mixing a new sound for Jude when Kwest entered. "Man you okay?"

"Yes, absolutely, why you ask? He respond without taking his eyes off the sound board.

"Just wondering, I mean I was wondering why SME is getting their equipments ready when they don't have to work still Jude gets here."

"I told them to get to work, that is why we here, right?" Tommy asked still not taking his eyes of the sound board.

"Ouch where did that come from?"

"No where, it's just that I'm tired of coming here to work and while I'm doing that other people are just messing around" He say pushing one of the sound buttons hard.

Kwest look at him and cross his arms and says "why do I think that this is all about Jude more than about what people do here?"

"Why is it that every time I say something or do something people always think it's about Jude"

"Because everything you do is about Jude. You got married because of Jude, you end up in jail because of Jude, and you fought her ex-boyfriend on national television."

"Well everything is not about her." He lied.

"T, I've known you since we were breast feeding from our mothers, we took the first step together. So I know when you are lying and my friend you are definitely lying right now."

Tommy sigh and turns away from the sound board to look at his best friend of years, and say "first of all I didn't fight that boy on national television it was just in front of a couple press. Second I did not get married because of her."

Kwest gave him a look/

Tommy sighs and shakes his head "ok, maybe I got married because of her."

"What did she do this time?"

"Nothing she didn't do any thing"

"Then what's the problem?" Kwest ask not getting it.

"She picks me up from jail, we start fighting, I ask her to stay for dinner, we start talking about our relationship, and we start kissing and the next thing I know we woke upon my guest bed room in each other arms." He says in one breath. Kwest look at him as thought he had say that he was going back to Boyz-attack

"Let me get this right, you ask her to stay for dinner and you guys slept together?"

Tommy didn't say anything, which Kwest took as yes.

"Man, are you serious? You are married."

"Don't you think I know that, but when she was in my arms it felt so good and right "

"Are you forgetting your wife, by the way how is she?"

"I don't know, it been a week since I had seen her."

"Why that"

"She says she was going to a trip with her friends."

"Still getting a divorce?"

"Yeah, and can't wait "He say smiling for the first time since had walkout this morning.

"Why did you get married anyway?"

"I ask myself the same question, but all I could remember was I got drunk and meet her at a club and wake up with a wedding ring on my finger."

Kwest just laugh at his friend mess up love life.

"Man haven't you ever heard of the gym?' He says when he finally caught his breath.

"I mean next time you get mad go to the gym or go for a run, just don't get married."

"What made you think I was mad when I had got married?"

Kwest gave him a look.

"Shut up, get out of here and go make out with my ex."

He says not wanting to tell the story of why he was married.

"Hey Sadie is nice ok." Kwest say walking away.

"What ever" was the respond he received.

Tommy starts to think about all the things that had been going on with him and Jude.

He pulls out his cell phone and muttered. "Don't care if she gets mad" and dialed the number he know from heart.