Hey guys, Well ima try and update everyday so I dont keep u guys waiting. And note to my readers I will make the chapters longer sorry i havent been doing that lately. Forgive me?
And also to those who dont like my story line...im sorry. Im prob pissing u off but seriously if you dont like it dont read it. Im sorry but a perfect story in your eyes can only be written by you . I got a review I totally agree with...and oh boy are they right.
r0b0tic vampir--awesome chapter, update soon. Don't listen to the reviewers who dont' want a baby after all this is a fanfic. story, it's your imagination, if they dont' like it, they shouldn't be reading it then. Right? Anyway, update soon.
oh and yes i know the sperm is really venom lol i thought if i said venom some people waould say its sperm but yes its venom im sorry bout taht.
BPOV
I woke up in the morning pretty early. It was still dark outside. I looked next to me and Edward was sitting there smiling. I smiled back. He touched my cheek and leaned in to kiss me. I shifted my hips a little and my groan hurt bad. I guess thats what I get for doing that with a vampire. I was so happy. I was going to have a baby! And with Edward. Oh god I hope it looks like him...
"Good morning darling" He said brushing my wild hair.
"Right back at you." I said closing my eyes.
I thought about everything that happened last night. It was wonderful. I opened my eyes and Edward climbed on top of me. I looked confused until he bent down to kiss me. I kissed back hard. All of my body ached and I started feeling dizzy. It was all too much for 24hours. I ignored it and went further until I almost passed out. When we were broke apart he got off and then I realized he was still naked as was I. I blushed and he looked at me and knew why.
"Do you want to get dressed Bella?" He said scotting away from em.
"No." I said too fast just getting a weird face from him."I need to take a shower."
"Oh ok," He said smiling. "I need one too so do hurry please."
"No." I said once again." You can just take one with me."
"Only if your sure Bella. I'll only make you colder and I might be tempted." he said grinning.
"I'll be fine." I said getting up heading to the bathroom witha towel around me. He followed me at first but since I took the onyl towel in the room he speed up so no one would see him.
When I made it in there the hot water was already on and he was in. I threw my towel down and went in. Before I could step into the hot water Edward picked me up by my hips. My hips were against his chest. I was leaned over laughing. He set me down but didnt let go. He looked at me for a sec then kissed me. He pushed me up and against the wall under the running water. I kissed back and broke it after a while. I hugged him and started nibbling on his ear making him moan a little. I smiled and backed away. I eventually was finished and clean.
(I was going to put the whole make out scene but I decided to focus on other things this chapter.)
Once we stepped out I said my goodbyes and headed home on Edwards back. Charlie had just woken up. Today was Saturday and Charlie didnt have to go to work until later. Edward ran up to my room. When I walked in Charlie was making (attempting) breakfast. I laughed when I smelt the burnt bacon. He held up the pan asking me if I wanted any and I just shook my head. I would rather not eat.
"So how are you?" He said saetting the pan back down.
"Fine kinda tired. You?" I asked leaning against the wall next to the stairs.
"I'm fine. Enjoying the hours I have off today. But I might get called in. A lot of kids are acting up in La Push." It was kinda funny because at that moment his phone went off and he was out the door in 5 minutes. Edward was alreayd behind me looking at the so called food on the counter.
"Since when are eggs green?" He asked poking them.
"Since my dad thought he could cook." I said going over there and throwing them away.
I looked at my ring, it was gold and has a big diamond in the middle. In the inside of the ring in cursive it said 'Bella & Edward Cullen Always' I loved it. It was perfect.
"So what are the plans for today."
"I need to go get my graduation dress and everything. So shopping." I went over to the counter and grabbed my wallett.
"No mam' I'm paying." He flashed away and came back. I realized my wallet was gone. He hid it!
"EDWARD!!!"I yelled looking around for my wallett.
"Just today Bella." He said grabbing me and pulling me on his back. Yea like I had a choice in the matter.
At the mall
I had already gotten my dress. It was cheap but it looked good. It was a baby blue spaggetti strapped thigh high dress. It was tight all over though. I was sure I'd pass out before the night was over.
When we were done finding my dress we went to the food court so I could get something to eat. It was early so no one was really there. When we sat done for me to eat I could see a group of girls from my school looking at Edward. I heard them hit on him when they passed by. I felt like I was getting overly confident because at that point I looked at them and glared and kissed Edward for a long 5 seconds. The girls just dropped their mouths and stomped off. Heck it was that or me try to beat them up which I prob. would have tripped and hit their heels and died with my luck.
"Nice..."Edward said shocked.
"Yeah sorry... reaction?" I made up an excuse. We both knew why.
"Well only a week til graduation." He said smiling. We all knew what would happen after graduation. I was afraid to be changed until I knew for a fact I was prefnant. All the sudden I shook. The thought of having a baby was a great but scary one. I was young and all...
"Edward I have like three questions. One should we wait to see if I'm pregnant before we change me? Two if I am changed when pregnant will the baby not grow up? And three are you sure that you are ready for one?"
"Ok Bella...One yes we should. Two no, you got pregnant while being a human so it will start having humanly functions. It might get some traits of a vampire though since I am the father. Just a power or my eyes. and three even if I wasnt its too late. But I will alwayz stay with you. And our baby. I dont care if I have to go to the end of the world. Whatever it takes to stay with you and...it...ill do it. I couldnt leave you and I would never leave my child. I've seen children like that...I wouldnt do that never.
Also Bella I love you. The only time I'd leave you is when I have to save you or something like that. I mean Victoria...but dont worry about her. She wont show for a while...I hope and even if she does we have it in the bag. I mean Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, me, and possibly you. I think just Carlisle and I would be too much for her. I love you Bella Swa...Bella Cullen."
I smiled. A lot of what he said scared me and made me happy. Oh he confused me so bad half the time. Thank god he cant read my mind or he would know how stupid I am.
We got up and left shortly aftger that. I couldnt find anything to say to him. It would sound stupid.
I looked at him trying to hold back from crying. We were in his volvo right now in an abandoned parking lot. I let out a sob. I didn't know why I was crying. He put his arms around me and held me close. I instantly made his shoulder wet with tears. He kissed the top of my head. HE lifted me up and put me on his lap. He didnt say a word but he said so much with his actions. He put his head to my heart whcih made me stop sobbing so much. I let out more tears. I realized...Victoria...I could die...Charlie...I would break his heart once we fake my death...Jacob...JACOB! My best friend wouldnt even be here for me at my wedding or when my child is born. I know Edward will be, but what if he does have to leave me. I know Jacob wont just take care of me like that. I would have to take care of the baby by myself. I couldnt go to my family. By that time I'd be 'dead'. Oh Jacob...brought so much happiness but so much sorrow to my life.
Edward wiped my tears and put my head into his shoulder. We sat like that for a good 10 minutes. Edward started the car again once it started raing. He pulled out of the parking lot when I stopped crying. I started getting off his lap but then he wrapped the arm he wasnt driving with around my waist and kept me there. I smiled and kissed his cheek.
He pulled into a Walmart parking lot. I stared at him confused and he was in and out before a could think of anything. In his hand was a pregnancy test.
"I know it's early and we have to wait two weeks for you to take it but we'll be busy so right now was the best time to get it." He said pulling out and started driving home...
Later on a day before graduation...
"NO ALICE!!!!" I said running away. Oh god why do vampires have to be so fast, I thought once I was pinnedo n the floor. Edward walked in at that moment and eyed us.
"Do I need to know something?" He said crossing his arms.
Alice and I started cracking up. My ribs started hurting after Alice was on top for so long
"Alice...do you mind?" I said breathing in and out as well as I could.
"Oh sorry." She said standing up. All the sudden she went blank and starting staring off into space. Oh another vision. I walked over to Edwards...OUR bed and sat down. We watched alice. This vision lasted long. Finally she stared at us like we were crazy.
"Bella...you arent really...are you?" She said looking for the rgiht words.
"Pregnant...?" Isaid holding my belly. Since last week I started having cramps. Just today I started with the sickness and mood swings. I havent showed any weight considering that was later on.
"She is Alice...arent you happy for us. We were going to wait until our wedding night to tell you guys." Edward said walking over and wrapping an arm around me.
"Oh Edward Im going ot be a aunt," She said smiling," but I'm not sure if Bella is safe."
"What do you mean?" I said jumping up.
"Well that baby is going ot have your blood since Edward doesnt really have any to pass on. IT will have your scent and everything. And all the other vampires see it as a layed out meal since they dont have to do any work. You cant let the baby out of your sight. Victoria will be back soon." She said with her hand over her 'heart'.
Edward and I understood completly what she just said. We are going ot have a baby who can't be raised normally. It would have two vampire parents, a vampire family, a vampire future (if it choose to be changed), and it would be followed by stalkers who want their blood.
"Alice...we might need your help then... we will need to be able to hunt and we cant bring it." He said with hsi hand so far in his pockets.
"I will help you guys. But one more thing. The wolves. They already are going ot be upset about Bella being changed but her bringing another one into the world...how are they going ot react?"
"Oh shit...Edward...I'm sorry but I have to go to La Push. I need...no want to talk to Jacob. Folllow me but dont coem in." I said grabbing my head running down the stairs. I didnt have to yell. He could hear me breath from 5 rooms.
In La Push
I knocked on Jacobs door. Today was cloudy and cold. I had a big jacket on and black skinny jeans.
"How may I ...what do you want?" Billy said openign the door.
"Billy please. I need to talk to Jacob. Its an emergency." I said shivering.
He allowed me in. He pated a seat on the couch. I sat down and looked around. Everything looked the same to me.
"Bella Jacob will be back and moment. Him and Sams crew have been acting up lately. Ever since your bloodsuckers came back it's been nothing but hell here." He handed me a cup of hot chocolate. It tasted so good consideringmy cravings.
All the sudden Jacob walked in. He had only a white sleeve shirt. Oh wow how can he do that.
"Bella..." He sounded excited but pissed.
"Jacob I need to talk to you alone." I stood up and walked over to him.
"Bella...no...yes...fine come on." He walked towards his room.
When we got there I sat down as did he. I started tearing up before a word was said. The door was closed and his light was off so it was kinda dark in here.
"Jacob I'm sorry...about everything I want to be your friend and have Edward." He put and arm around me, it felt good. He hasnt done that since Edward left...
"Bella I'm sorry but I'll NEVER accept him. I want to be your friend I want you to be happy but if he breaks the treaty..."he trailed off thinking.
"Jacob but I want to be one of them."
"You want to be a leech?"
"Yes actually I do. I want to live forever, with Edward."
"Huh really... what if he leaves you again Bella what are you going to do. Run back to me. NO I wont be your rebound shoulder. I'm sorry but toying with my feelings is bitchy and boy have you crossed the lines," His temper was rising. I backed away,
"Jacob calm down...please... I need you even if he is here." I said hugging him
"How?!?"
"WE are getting married., I want my best friend, you, to be there. Please. I want to have a baby. I want you to be the godfather. I want you to be in my life Jacob."
"None of this makes since. Your serious. Bella I'll come to your wedding and Ill be there for the baby, as long as your still human." Did he have to add the last line.
"Jacob..."
"Get out Bella. Call me later but I need to think" He said shaking his head,
"Ok... Ill talk to you later." I said getting up. I gave him a kiss on the cheek and walked out of the room.
"Bye Billy." I said waving from the door. He waved back and I was out.
"Edward... he isnt going ot change his mind is he?"
"Don't count on it Bella."
I rolled down my window and looked into JAcobs. He was looking straight at me. He mouthed slowly 'I 'm sorry, I love you'. I nodded with tears in my eyes. The car was on and we started backing out. I mouthed 'I love you too, please Jacob' before we were out of few. I coud see him go in his room and I teared up. Why did things have to be like this?
Omg I tried so hard. I hoped you guys liked that.
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