(Hey Naruto do I own You)
"I'm too cool for you to own"
(... Bastered)
"Inner person/Demon"
"Inside their heads" If they are talking to themselves duh
"Normal speech"
(Author Notes)
------------ Change in location scene or person.
The rest you can figure out.
Sorry for any spelling errors I'm trying to get a spell checker so deal with it for now. Everything should be understandable you don't have to do much guessing. :)
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"Tsunade-sama" Sakura yells in a paniced voice as she barges into her office.
Tsuande looks up at Sakura with an annoyed look on her face. "What is it Sakura I was enjoying my nap which you so rudely interupted."
"Its Naruto... He's lost his mind" Sakura says in a sad and worried voice for her team-mate.
"What do you mean Sakura." Tsuande ask now alittle conserned.
"Well.. Earlyer when I went to see him he wouldn't let me in so I barged in and he had cuts all over his arms he said he did it himself. Naruto's cutting himself Tsuande-sama." Sakura says as she comes to the verge of balling her yes out. Tsuande lets out a sigh.
"Figures Jiraiya warned me about it don't worry Sakura I'll go check it out right now. Please just go home and rest you've had a long day at the hospital and you could use a good sleep." Tsuande says as she quickly rises from her set.
"Don't tell anyone what you saw its a S class secret." Tsuande says as she throws on her coat.
"Why is it a S class secret I don't understand Tsuande-sama." Sakura ask as her mind blankets with confusion.
"Sakura If you can't figure it out yourself then I can't tell you. Don't worry about Naruto-kun I'll take good care of him and cheer him up okay." Tsuande says as she storms out of the office.
"What does she mean..."
"My kamisama are you that dumb."
"What the hell why are you showing up agian."
"Because I'm annoying like that."
"Not now please. I'm worried about Naruto."
"I know you are. I wouldn't blame you but calm down Sakura. That old hag will take care of Naruto-kun."
"Hey since when did you start adding -kun to his name."
"About when I relized it was completely hopless with Sasuke."
"Oh..."
"Sakura do you know why Tsuande said if you couldn't figure it out you shouldn't know."
"No..."
"Today is October 10th dumbass."
"So... Whats so special about today..."
"Today is Naruto-kun birthday dumbass."
"No thats in Octo...oh shit."
"Yeah Oh shit. How can you forget your best friend and the man that has worshiped you since childhoods birthday. You didn't even wish him a happy birthday ether. When he gave you a god dam expensive necklace for your birthday. All you greeted him with was tears."
"I...I.."
"You didn't think. Once again you hurt him by only thinking of Sasuke." Her innerself says in a clearly upset voice at Sakura.
"How can I make it up too him..."
"Sadly you can't now. The old hag is probably to busy trying to get him mentally back together. I highly dout she's going to let you near him right now. But maybe you can try making it up to him tomarrow. You know he's always wanted to go out on a date with you."
"Normally I would object but it might be the only thing I can do to make up for it."
Sakura nods to her innerself as she decides she is going to go home and come up with a plan to cheer up Naruto.
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Sakura relaxes in the tub deciding that tomarrow first thing in the morning she's going to ask Tsuande for the day off so she can hang out with Naruto the whole day. She even decided she was going to give him a kiss to make up for how bad she hurt him. She decided that would help cheer him up.
She lets her fingers trace the black leather book as she flips to chapter 3. Heartach
Not Supprisinly Hitori is still chacing the girl in chapter 3. But atleast this time he meets another boy who is called Damare (Silence). Damare too had felt all of the lonelyness that Hitori had experianced but unlike Hitori. Damare was excepted by everyone and liked by everyone. He had his whole faimly ripped away from him by an assassin which left a empty whole in his heart. Damare vowed to become an excellent warrior to avenge his faimly and kill the assassin. While on his path he befriend Hitori who helped ease his loneliness and make him stronger. Hitori and Damare even called each other brother. Though in public Damare kept silent to Hitori and never acknowledged him yet he never abused or made fun of Hitori only ignored him.
Then one day Tenshia fell inlove with Damare. Damare knew of Hitori feelings for Tenshia and tried to tell her how Hitori felt for her but she only responded by shouting insults and cruetly about the boy which enraged Damare. Though Damare would never admit it he looked at Hitori as a brother who shared his hardship. He also knew Tenshia only loved him for his looks and social status. Reguardless Hitori told Damare that he only cared for her happiness. Saying her's came before his and brushed of her love for for his adopted brother. Though on the inside it killed him deeply each day her obsessing would cut wounds deeper and deeper into the poor boys heart. Locking Hitori in the choice between his feelings for his brother and his feelings for Tenshia. He loved her so deeply that he could never stop his persuit yet he always wanted to see her happy.
This continued more and more over the years that followed.
Sakura lets more tears as she cries for the poor boy Hitori. Who could not ever seem to catch the one thing he dreamed for the one thing he wanted in life more than anything the feeling of being loved. The feeling of the girl he chased after loving him back.
Sakura quickly beings reading the next chapter. Commitment.
Damare lust for power to avenge his faimly eventually spits his bond of brotherhood with Hitori as he leaves for the inner part of the city in persue of his assassin. Hitori who had only ever strayed around in the naborhood of his city didn't know what to do. Tenshia cryed night and day for Damare which bleed deeply into Hitori's heart as he only wanted to ever see her happy. He threw aside his dream of ever catching his loves heart and promised her that he would venture into the city and save Damare. Each time he would fail returning on the verge of death. Only to have Tenshia scream at him calling him names saying he was a failure for not bringing back her Damare. Hitori tried everything to comfort the girl trying to cheer her up as he tried to recover from his wounds before venturing into the city again to only return in a near death state. Hitori kept too his vow and everyday he could stand he would push himself to become stronger so he could bring back Damare to her just to see her smiling face. He continued his persuit even with the villagers still mocking him and beating him he continued as his heart became weaker and weaker each day slowly as he continued pushing himself reguardless of it it would kill him he kept vowing to himself to make her happy.
Sakura sets down the book as she hugs herself tightly letting the tears escape into to water as she things the whole book over in her mind. "That poor boy. He keeps trying to do everything for her yet she completely ignores him. Yet he persues his brother at the cost of his own heart and even his life."
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After several hours of crying and feeling bad for Hitori. Sakura finally manages to get into her bed and sleep.
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"Oi Sakura." Shouts out Ino as Sakura walks threw the market district past Ino's house on her way to the Hokage office.
"Hey Ino. Whats going on." Sakura ask as she pops into the flower store.
"Nothing too much. Hey how far have you gotten into that book." Ino ask curiously.
"I finishes chapter 4 last night." Sakura says with a smile on her face.
"Wow same here. What do you think of it." Ino ask.
"Its quiet deppressing but wonderful though I do wish Tenshia would fall for Hitori. I mean the poor boy is going threw hell for her and all she does is ignore him." Sakura says in a deppressed tone.
"I know it sucks. All he wants is the feeling of being wanted and acknowledged. What makes it worse is Shikamaru said it gets even worse for the poor boy. He's a whole chapter ahead of me Ugh. I'm going to make him stop reading so I can catch up." Ino says in an annoyed tone.
"Oh what happens in the next chapter." Sakura ask hoping Ino would know.
"He won't tell me. Says he'd be breaking the authors 1st rule." Ino says in a fustrated tone.
Sakura looks at the clock when she suddenly relized she is late for work. "Shit I have to go Ino I'm late for work." Sakura says as she flies out the door at lighting fast speeds fearing Tsuande's wrath.
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Tsuande leans against the hospital wall sipping her morning coffee with a very pissed off look on her face as Sakura enters.
"YOUR LATE." Tsuande screams out almost crushing her preasious metal coffee cup in her hand.
"I'm sorry Tsuande-sama I got side tracked by Ino on my way here." Sakura confesses hoping Tsuande would belive her.
"Whatever todays a slow day anyhow." Tsuande says as she sips her bent metal coffee cup.
"Tsuande-sama... I was wondering if I could get the day off." Sakura ask really quickly hoping she might get approval without questions.
"Why." Tsuande ask curious of why her student would ask for the day off after being late.
"Well... Yesterdays was Naruto's birthday and I kinda ruined it for him. I wanted to take the day of and try to make it up to him." Sakura says in a nervous voice hoping her sensei would approve.
"Well I guess Naruto could use the companionship. So I'll approve." Tsuande says almost regreating the words that she lets slip out of her mouth. "On one condition." Tsuande say.
"Anything Tsuande-sama." Sakura responds quickly.
"You take Naruto his medic. Its a special blend I brewed up for him last night. I was going to deliver it to him because I can't trust anyone else. But since your seeing Naruto you can deliver it to him. But I warn you do not examine it. That is a direct order." Tsuande says as she pulls out a scroll from her pocket. "I mean it Sakura for once respect Naruto's space."
"Hai" Sakura responds as she catchs the scroll placing it in her pocket.
"I wonder why Tsunade-sama is so conserned about this scroll even to go so far as make it a direct order for me to not look at it. Well I can't look at it so I'll just have to ask Naruto about it later."
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Sakura knocks on Naruto's door as he opens it with his cold gaze starting down at Sakura. "What do you want." Respond Naruto very harshly.
"Tsunade-sama sent me here to deliver your medicene. I'm also to watch you and make sure you take it." Sakura says lying about the last part hoping that she can get some answers to her many questions now plaging her mind.
"Whatever." Reply Naruto as he lets Sakura inside. "Come in but don't touch any of the papers." Naruto says in a cold voice as he steps aside.
Sakura look around to notice that Naruto has paper scattered all over his apparment piles stacked up on his desk and littering his bed. Naruto looks down at Sakura. "Medicine." He asks as Sakura nods her head handing Naruto the scroll he walks over too the sink.
"Hn I wonder what the old hag fixed up." Naruto says as he upwraps the scroll causing 12 pill containers to poof onto the counter. Naruto begins systematically taking each pill in the order the scroll tell him too. Sakura watches in amazment of how uncaring he acts as he pops each pill into his mouth finishing the 12th pill he lets out a sigh turning to Sakura. "I'm sure your supposed to watch me take the rest of the crap too right." Naruto ask as he reaches up into the cabinate pulling out a large box containing several more pill bottles. She can hear him mutter. "I fucking hate pills."
Naruto begins poping pills one after another as he finally finishes several minutes later he turns to Sakura who has a confused look on her face.
"Naruto. Why do you have to take so many pills." Sakura ask in a curious and conserned voice.
"If you have to ask that then Tsuande doesn't intend for you to know." Naruto replies coldly. "Now if you'll excuse me I have to get back to my writing." Naruto says as he pulls out a pair of glasses sitting down at his desk.
"Naruto I didn't know you wore glasses." Sakura says as she studies Naruto. She notices that alot has changed on him. He no longer wears screaming colors infact he seems to always be wearing long baggy Jonnin pants ether of a dark navey blue or black. and always a black t-shirt or a seveless gray shirt. He happens to be wearing navy blue pants and a gray sleevless shirt. But what Sakura notices the most is he no longer is wearing the necklace Tsuande gave him. Instead necklace with a silver dragon claw clenching a ice cold blue orb all hanging on a leather strip.
"Naruto what happend to your necklace." Sakura.
"It reminded me to much of my old self so I put it away." Naruto repsonds coldly.
"Your old self what do you mean." Sakura asks once again.
"Sakura I'm sure you've noticed I've done alot of changing. I've matured since the last time we actually hung out. I no longer carry any stuiped trinkets that link me to my foolish childhood." Naruto says in a voice laced with ice.
"Why what was wrong with your childhood Naruto." Sakura ask as she suddenly relized Naruto never once talked to her about it. She did know the villagers hated him but she never knew much for he never opened up to her on it.
"Alot was wrong Sakura. You should know I never talk about it and I never talk about it with good reason." Naruto says as he continues scribbling things down on paper. "Why are you still here Sakura." Naruto says with a slight annoyance in his voice.
"Well. I came because I wanted to make up for how I acted on your birthday yesterday. I wanted to know if you wanted to hang out with me today I even got Tsuande-sama to approve." Sakura says in a nervous voice.
Naruto rubs the breech of his nose as he lets out a deep sigh. "I told that old hag that I didn't want to be bothered anymore. She's getting very annoying." Naruto turns to Sakura and looks her over. "I guess I could give you a chance just let me take a shower and change." Naruto says as he removes his glasses walking over to his dresser he grabs out 2 scrolls.
"Wait here I shouldn't be longer than 20 minutes." Naruto says as he walks off into his bathroom. "And stay away from my stuff." Naruto grumbles out but his words only modivates Sakura more.
"I will find out what he's hiding."
Before she can even make a move Naruto imerges from the bathroom. "Sorry forgot to seal up my papers." He says in a apathic tone as he. quickly flips threw a few seals and slams his hand down onto the desk causing the papers to tuck neatly into a scroll he tosses the scroll into the desk and locks it. "I trust you but those can not be laying around." He says in a lazy voice.
Sakura looks at the desk stumped. "Dam... Well their goes reading whatever he was writing... Maybe his meds will tell me something." Sakura tells herself as she begings looking threw all his medicine. She notices that Naruto has an overwheilming number of painkillers. Nerv releaxers. Tranqulizers, Heart medicine and anti deppressants. More than half his medic is anti deppressants. "What the hell is Tsunade-sama pumping into if none of this stuff is helping." Sakura asks herself as she looks over to the pills on the scroll. Her eyes widden as she reads the ingrediance. "Holy shit thats some of the strongest anti-deppessantes and heart meds made in the whole world. Why the hell would Naruto be taking this shit." She asks herself as she quickly decides to look around his room hoping to find a few answer than questions She looks around noticing that most of his stuff is now a deppressing shade of dark colors to the point it makes her slightly deppressed. Her eyes suddenly catch the glimps of a blood stained rag. All her medical knowledge tell her that the blood was not wiped onto the rag but rather splattered. Much like the towels she shes the patiances that are coughing up blood have.
"Sakura what did I tell you about snooping threw my stuff." Narutos voice rings out ice cold as he places his hand in his pocket.
"Naruto why do you have a bloody towel in your room are you sick or something." Sakura ask as she grows more conserned. Naruto just shrugs.
"Well if I wasn't sick I wouldn't be taking so many pills now would I Sakura." He snaps back.
Sakura nods her head. "I'm sorry I shouldn't intrude on your space." Sakura frowns as she hangs her head low.
"Dam straight you shouldn't but that doesn't matter now that you've already done it. Anyhow where are we going." Naruto ask in a apathic voice.
"Well it's preatty early do you want to go get breakfast." Sakura ask with a slight smile that Naruto didn't seem pissed at her but she couldn't even tell which emotions he displayed.
"Sure. Where at." Naruto says in a emotionless tone.
"How about that new pankace cafa in town." Sakura asks smiling that Naruto had actually not mentioned ramen for once.
"Whatever" Is all he responds as he opens the door.
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"Naruto. You've bearly eaten any of your food." Sakura ask as she points to Naruto's almost full plate of food.
Naruto just shrugs as he takes another slow bite. "I eat at my own pace." Naruto response to her statment which seems to plaster as shocked expression on Sakura's face.
"Naruto I've never known you to eat so slow. Whats wrong." Sakura ask.
"You don't seem to know very much about me anymore then Sakura. For I've been eating like this for quiet some time." Naruto says as he takes another small bite.
"Have we drifted that far apart Naruto" Sakura asks herself as she watches her former team-mate slowly eat his food.
"Naruto mind if I ask a personal question."
"Maybe depends on what it is."
"Well...Why have... you.. Umm... Stoped calling me Sakura-chan." Sakura nervously studders out.
Naruto shrugs his shoulders. "Same reason you don't call me Naruto-kun I guess I really don't seem to care about honorifics anymore anyhow." Naruto says in a very apathic voice as he takes another bite of his pancake.
"Have you really lost your feelings for me..."
A long odd silence forums between them the only sound that is heard is Naruto clicking his fork against the plate as he continues to eat his pancake without any emotion or care.
"Naruto why did you have so many papers in your room why did you seal them up like that." Sakura ask hoping to break the silence.
"Its my novel." Naruto says as if it was nothing.
"I didn't know you where a writer." Sakura states in a very shocked tone.
"Well what do you expect I trained with the author to Icha Icha paradice. I was bound to pick up some writing talent from him." Naruto says with a small hint of proudness.
"So whats your book called." Sakura ask curious of what it could be.
"I haven't named it yet." Naruto deadpans
"Whats it about." Sakura responds.
"I can't reveil that it would ruin it." Naruto responds.
"Oh... I guess that makes sense."
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Naruto and Sakura end up spending the whole day together much to Naruto's annoyance. And even more to his annoyance the spent several days together for the next two weeks.
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Sakura sits beside Naruto as she tries to pry into Naruto's life alittle more. She had made some success in finding out he had already released one book and that his current book in progress was the sequal to the book.
Then one evening as they are sitting watching the sunset in silence. Naruto lets out a rough almost chocking cough.
He turns his head away from Sakura as he covers his mouth with his hand. She watchs as Naruto coughs hard she can hear the gurgling sounds as something comes out of his mouth. She begins to approch him to see if he's okay as he lets out a cold painful snap. "I'm fine." he shouts out as he whips his mouth with his hand he turns back to her. "I've gotta go Sakura" He says in his now usual apathic voice.
Sakura stares at Naruto as she notices flesh blood on the coner of his lip. "Naruto is that blood." She studders out as she points ot his lip.
Naruto whips the blood away. "Yeah I bite my lip while I was coughing." Naruto responds as he rises to his feet.
As he goes to take off Sakura grabs his arms yanking his right hand free of his pocket. She notices something unsual on his wrist. A very thick and heavy Iron handcuff with the chain seeming to contect to nothing.
"Naruto whats this." She ask as hold onto his arm tightly staring at his wrist.
"Oh.. Just an accessory." Naruto says is now normal tone.
"Why would you strap a big heavy handcuff to your wrist." Sakura ask questioning Naruto.
"Cus I wanted to now drop it." Naruto says as he yanks his arm free.
"Naruto's grown so cold... So strange why... and that blood... I thought Kyuubi healed him he should be in this condition... Why... WHY I must know." Sakura tells herself.
"Naruto-kun stop right their." She shouts out at the top of her lungs.
"Wait I know I'm conserned for him but did I just call him -kun." Sakura ask herself in shock. She watchs Naruto flips around his fist clenched as if he's about to hit her.
"DON'T YOU EVER CALL ME THAT SAKURA. Don't you ever you have no right." Naruto shouts out in a very angry tone that makes Sakura almost want to cry. She watchs him slowly disapper from her sight she. She feels hot tears sceeching down her cheeks. "But... But what did I do to him I was only conserned."
"Cha lets go kick his ass. Naruto-kun has no right you yell at us like that." Inner Sakura scream out as she throws on a pair of boxing gloves screaming let me at him. Let me at him.
Sakura rises from her feet as she dashes into the forest Naruto disappered into only to have an ice cold feeling hit her. That seem to paralize her. She tries to make herself move foward even tries using her anger but the overwheilming fear that strikes her pervents her legs from moving.
"What the hell... So cold... So cold..." Sakura tries to forum words in her head but everything seem to be blocked out by the cold. Even her thoughts.
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(Hehehehehehe someone's on their period hahahahah)