Tamaki's voice
"I will respond for what I have done, but you and she will pay for this!" screamed Kyoya, meaning "she" for Tamaki's grandmother. Then a little cry made him look back, Haruhi was crying, supported by the nurses. "I'm sorry I'm a burden to you" said Haruhi crying louder couldn't keep stand. "No, no, I didn't mean you, is Tamaki's grandmother, I... I'm so sorry" said Kyoya hugging her, but glancing to his father.
"She will remain in the room that I have reserved for her in the mansion, the only people that can be with her are the doctors, nurses, myself and you; your friends are not allow to see her, until your weeding is announced to everyone" said his father, leaving the room.
After the checkups the doctors and nurses leaved the room too. Haruhi tried to move but was too weak to do it. A tear fall to her cheek.
"I'm sorry, I have given you problems with your family" said Haruhi in almost a whisper.
"No, you haven't, it's ok. I'm going to take care of you and my son, we'll get through this, and I will know what truly happened" Kyoya help her going to her bed, and laying on it.
Later that day the maid and nurses helped Haruhi move in to her new room. It was a beautiful room with pictures of gardens and lakes. There was a baby room too, decorated blue with teddy bears, Kyoya had tried his best to make that room more comfortable and warm for her. The window gave a perfect vision of the garden. But even then, they had to sleep together.
Kyoya kept going to school ordered by his father. In the Club everyone asked about Haruhi, and he always gave the same answer "he's studying in his home, his having a new work to do so it's really hard, he'll be back soon" to the Host Club members was "She's working, the study and work let her just a little time to call her father, she needs this, and our support by letting her be".
Her father returned by the final of the first month and was informed about everything (that Kyoya and Haruhi had an affair and now they were going to have a baby and get married), he couldn't tell anybody that, so he said the same lies, he couldn't see Haruhi either, "she wants to be alone with Kyoya", said the police when he tried to see her. He could feel that something was wrong, but couldn't tell what, he knew that the only person she loved was Tamaki, and Tamaki loved her. Kyoya was always looking how to get them together, it was impossible.
And then, the months passed.
For the last months of pregnancy a stormy weather was coming, it was going to rain for day and days, knowing what was going to happened Kyoya asked for permission to tape Tamaki's voice for Haruhi, she could lose the baby because of the fear so they agreed, but they would have to listen to the tape first.
Kyoya recorded a large conversation with Tamaki, about a lot of things, like his mother, his music, the club, and Haruhi. The tape passed the supervision of Kyoya's father.
When the storm started Kyoya run to their room, and found Haruhi in a corner next to the bed, covered with a blanket, crying from fear. He took her to the bed, and with care put the headphones and played the tape. Tamaki's voice sounded through the headphones like a dream to her, after a long time no hearing it. She felt happy, for the first time in months; her eyes started closing feeling calm, feeling the warmth of Tamaki's voice, talking like nothing had happened.
"I love you Tamaki" said Haruhi before getting sleep.
Kyoya felt like hell, looking at her, in a few minutes she had changed from a strong and happy girl to a weak and sad child. He needed to know the truth, for her.
When the 9 months had almost finished the twins sent Kyoya a note before their Host Club time
"We know that something bad is happening, we put a spy on your house and in the Otori Company, it was difficult but we have come to know that you and Haruhi are going to get married, but you're not in love. We know that she is sick, and can't see anyone except the doctors, your Father and you. We know as well that Tamaki's grandmother it's taking decisions on this matter, tell us how we can help. P.S. Tamaki doesn't know anything"
The letter came back to them with an answer: "I can't speak about it, but I need a DNA exam, I'll pass you the sample blood, and the hospitals name where Tamaki's mother is in, I know you can help her, don't say anything before the child is born. (She is pregnant) especially to Tamaki"
The twins acted like nothing in the Host Club, but for Kyoya was more difficult, looking at Tamaki breaking down inside, and he didn't even notice it; because, for him he was just worried about her daughter, he didn't wanted to admit the dreams and desires that came when he heard about her or thought about her... he didn't wanted to admit the horrible feeling that Haruhi was in danger, he wanted to believe that everything was okay.
"Kyoya..?" Tamaki said looking at Kyoya with his more fake teary face.
"Hmm?"
"Why Haruhi doesn't want to see us anymore?" Tamaki was hoping not to hear something cruel... just wanted to hear that she was okay.
"It's not like that, and you know it" said Kyoya, the twins looked at Tamaki with sadness but quickly change, everyone knew that he loved her, but after all what had happened how could they possibly tell him?
"Yeah, I know… hope she's doing fine… not working too hard" said Tamaki moving away.
Tamaki could feel the pain getting harder in his heart, he took his hand and kept squeezing his chest tighter and tighter, the feeling that something dearly to him had been lifted from him in front of his eyes didn't go away. And he could not be happy, he could not fake, that day something was truly lost in his heart, something he loved too much.
"I'm going home, see you tomorrow" his voice was soft, but with a tone of pain. The last costumers were gone so Tamaki took his bag and left.
"We have to do something" said the twins when he left.
"He's just tired, because of the Club's activities so don't worry. I'm going home as well, but I'm counting on you to make tomorrow better" said Kyoya giving them a box that said "sweets" on it, and then walked through the door, the Twins knew that he wasn't talking about the Host Club, so that night like next ones they kept awake looking how to get what Kyoya was needing before their wedding and their son's birth, if the last thing was possible.
Tamaki went to his bed, for days he had being trying really hard to not think about her but in a moment everything came back to him, he imagined himself walking with her, talking to her, living with her, really close to her, so close that he could feel her breath, hot against his skin. Slowly his hand moved across her silky lips to her neck, his fingers tracing along the edge of her hairline. He imagined her soft gasp as he pulled her to him in a firm embrace.
"Not again!" said Tamaki and sat up quickly in his bed, his bare chest protesting the sudden cool air that hit him. Why was he breathing so hard? Why did it seem as if his heart was on fire? This was wrong! So completely and painfully wrong! What kind of father thinks in his daughter in that way? His love for her was pure, chaste, and fatherly! It wasn't that kind of love… it wasn't... he get up of the bed and tried to walk.
Tamaki now saw the vision again, but this time with Kyoya, he was now close to her, they are going out together? Why did they leave the house together? in the middle of the night?, Slowly he fell to his knees. He was his friend; he couldn't do that, but then... why? why he couldn't do that?
"I'm supposed to be happy for her!" screamed Tamaki, feeling a great weight in his back "why do I want to..?", "Why did such a thought cross my mind?" Images of Haruhi flooded his memories. The memory of Haruhi curled in his chest, sleeping with him. That memory hit him harder that anything, He wanted to hold her, caress her, touch her, and kiss her…passionately and with complete abandon. But it wasn't a memory, that was one of his dreams... it had to... but why? Why it was so real to him?!
He could feel a tear slipping from his eye down to his cheek. The weight of the emotion overpowered him, falling to his side on the floor next to his bed. Now he really wanted to see her, only she could tell him what was going on, and only seeing her he would know what he really felt about her. There must be a way...
Kyoya entered the house; it was almost eleven o'clock, now he was working at his father company, (one of the orders of Kyoya's father). In the house were a lot of nurses and doctors, an ambulance was ready if something was necessary.
"There's something happening" though Kyoya, the nurses were running and the doctors were gone somewhere."What's going on?" asked to one of the nurses.
"The young lady is going to have the baby now young master, you can't enter the room, please wait outside" said the nurse, entering their room with water and medicine. After hours they let him enter, the baby was sleeping in his cradle, the mother was in their bed, awake for now.
"Hey..." said Kyoya sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at her.
"Hi"
Kyoya wanted to asked, or get close to the baby but he was too nervous.
"It's a boy, you can see him" said Haruhi, knowing what he wanted, after all that time together they had come to known each other very well. The baby was sleeping.
"He has your hair?" said Kyoya smiling "and his eyes?"
"He has gray eyes, the doctor said that is normal in the first weeks, so we have to wait to see what color he has" answered her, breathing a little deeper she said: "Your father has already sent the invitation for the party, to celebrate your birthday and our weeding".
"Haruhi... Don't worry, it's not going to happen" said Kyoya
"No, leave it that way, please. I have cause too much pain, I know that I'm asking too much from you, but I prefer not to see him again, I betrayed him" said her, getting closer to the baby, taking him out of his bed and hugging him. "It's stupid but I was sure that I'd spend the night with Tamaki and not with you" the memory of that night made her blush deeply.
"I need to talk to you about that" said Kyoya. Knowing that he was unable to talk to her, he wrote in a piece of paper... "That night I was making the club's administration when I heard a door opening, after another sound of a door closing I started to feel dizzy, an hour later I fell sleep with my laptop on my laps". He said while he wrote the truth about the plan and the camera.
"That can't be" said her, trying to hide her reaction. "I don't remember... It can't be" she was starting to feel sick, still being weak because of the birth.
"It's ok, we can talk about this in another moment, you should rest" said Kyoya taking the baby with him. "The twins are helping in the Club you know, they have change a bit"
"That's good, have you seen Honey-senpai and Mori-Senpai?"
"Yes, they're fine, the University treats them well" said Kyoya smiling to his baby
"And Tamaki-Senpai?"
"He's fine too, missing you; I know he wants to see you"
"I'm glad, that he doesn't know about this" said Haruhi getting sleep.
All the members of the Host Club were invited to the ball, it'll take place in a month, Tamaki decided to wait to see her that day and explain everything that was in his heart and make her go back and leave her job, or at least call him from time to time...His grandmother had a special care about making Tamaki go, to make him lose all his hopes and look for help in his family; crashed with a broken heard his mind will be weak so he would do whatever she wanted to.
