Tamaki's feelings

For the ball Haruhi was dressed with a lovely blue dress with green flowers, to make it more comfortable after the birth the family designer made it wider. Kyoya was going to be always by her side; she was still sick and couldn't be up too long. But she had to be the necessary time to be introduced to everyone in the Otori Company and their guests.

Everyone in the ball wanted to meet the future bride of the successor of the Otori Company, she acted polite and perfect for Kyoya's sake. The first one coming from the Host Club were the twins, they both kissed Haruhi in her cheeks whispering "Don't worry, we love you", Mori-senpai and Honey-senpai arrived later, they talked a little with the twins and then said hi to Kyoya and Haruhi, Honey looked directly to Haruhi's eyes.

"Haruhi, Tamaki is fine... you'll see" said Honey-senpai taking her hand in his, Haruhi smiled, everyone were trying to comfort her and bring her hope and strength.

Around midnight Tamaki finally arrived, he didn't understand why Haruhi was with Kyoya, in a chair next to him, but the only thoughts that he could think was that she was looking perfect and cute in that gown. For Kyoya the night was just starting and his plan was in progress.

Haruhi looked straight to Tamaki, her eyes were wide open, tears fight to fall, she hide her face in Kyoya's shoulder, she didn't want him to see her sad face.

"What's wrong?" asked Kyoya taking away her tears. "He is here, Tamaki... Tamaki-senpai, I cannot see him, I need to go" she said, trying to keep herself together gripping Kyoya's hand.

"It's ok, I have arranged everything, go sleep a little and I'll wake you up for the announcement" said Kyoya smiling at her. "Thanks Kyoya, I'll see how is the little Kyo" said Haruhi making Kyoya blush, she had decided to put him that name in honor of him; she was truly grateful to him for everything he had done to protect her.

Kyoya said to his father that Haruhi was sick and her maids were going to take her to her room until the moment of the announcement, he agreed. Then he went directly to the Twins and Tamaki, there he talked like he was talking to the Twins.

"Tamaki, don't look at me, look at Mori-senpai" said Kyoya looking at the Twins, they listened to him and smiled. Tamaki confused looked at Mori-senpai; he was making the same thing. "Haruhi needs to see you, go to the restroom and then go to her room, a maid will be waiting for you in the hall to guide you. Be careful and don't speak with anybody about this. Tamaki walked to the restroom while the Twins and Kyoya stayed, he didn't understand what was happening but his words were making his heart hurt from happiness, "she wants to see me".

"The spies are in their positions; we have the direction of the hospital and her situation. The car will be waiting for her, so the moment you say the truth we take her away, the results will be ready for tomorrow afternoon." said the Twins almost in a whisper.

"Thanks, I'll be contacting on you tomorrow, keep Tamaki with you, today is going to be a difficult day for him, and for Haruhi" said Kyoya looking at the window in the salon. "I hope it rains" the sky was dark and stormy.

Tamaki went to the restroom and after a few minutes he went out, a maid was waiting for him, in silence he walked through the corridors following her. Then a thunder, the hall got illuminated for almost 10 seconds, "mmm... it's going to be a stormy night" said

Tamaki for himself, but then a memory came to his mind. "Haruhi!". He almost instinctively hurried in to the room that the maid pointed. Haruhi was curled under the covers, at the very edge of crying from fright, her hands over her ears, her eyes closed.

"Haruhi? ...it's me... Haruhi... " Tamaki called his voice full of worry. "Ta...ma..." another thunder make her scream "Kyoya!!" Haruhi wanted to see a familiar face; she thought that Tamaki's voice was part of her dreams.

Tamaki stopped walking, Haruhi was calling Kyoya so desperate, but why? …he was just about to go when another thunder stroke, Haruhi's cries were louder. So he walked through the room in to the bed and took off the cover, she opened her eyes to see Tamaki looking at her.

"Haruhi, are you alrig…" he couldn't finish the sentence, just as another thunder stroke Haruhi got up and hugged him tightly. "Tamaki!" her face buried in her chest. He smiled and put his arms around her embracing her, he was starting to blush deeply. Another sudden crash of thunder make Haruhi shake, she was still crying.

"It's alright, I'm here" said Tamaki embracing her tightly. "I'll call Kyoya to his cell phone".

"Don't, please, I just want to be with you" said Haruhi calmer, his warmth was giving her a sense of security driving her fear away. Tamaki couldn't help but kiss her in her head "I know that you have feelings for him, but I can't lie anymore... I.. love you Haruhi…" he whispered softly, and leaned down kissing her lips, another tear fall from her eyes as she returned the kiss, then she stop the kiss and looked in to his eyes. "I love you too, Tamaki" and kiss him again, Tamaki felt his heart beating faster, her lips were sweet and soft, her skin was like silk under his touch and he couldn't stop feeling her. "I love you so much" said Tamaki separating from her just enough to say it and kissed her again this time more passionate. Haruhi didn't wanted to be swept away by the incredibly feeling he was giving her, she needed to explain everything to him… but then he licked her bottom lip and she gasped in pleasure, Tamaki used this to enter his tongue.

His hand caressed her back softly making small circles under her dress, one hand moved to her arm caressing it, slowly moving up to her shoulder caressing… Tamaki kissed one last time in her lips and then moved to her cheek, a peck in her cheek make her smile and open her eyes, but another kiss closer to her ear make her close his eyes making Tamaki smile and giggle "so cute…" said Tamaki and kissed her ear again but now he bitted softly and sucked it making Haruhi breath harder, Tamaki kissed again and sucked and then moved to her neck to lick and kiss her skin. Haruhi shivered not being able to open her eyes again. His lips kissed and bitted her neck going lower and lower, his hand moved away her clothes. Stopping, he softly shoved her on the bed, lying next to her, both facing each other. Now he moved on top of her, his legs on either side of her, and continues kissing her neck going down, his hands caressing tenderly her skin, pressing and massaging her breasts, teasing her nipples with his fingers making her gasp and moan softly moving her hips against his hips instinctively.

"Haruhi… don't…" moaned Tamaki closing his eyes

"Does it feel bad?" asked Haruhi worried

"It's not that…. It feels too good" said Tamaki blushing, Haruhi blushed even redder and closed her eyes smiling softly. Tamaki finished taking off her dress and Haruhi helped him with his tuxedo.

"Haruhi… have you gained weight?" asked Tamaki caressing her belly, Haruhi blushed and punched Tamaki lightly in his head with her hand "How can you say something like that to a girl?!" Haruhi looked angry and pouted softly; Tamaki smiled and kissed her in her lips "I'm sorry... I didn't mean it like that… you're beautiful, you're so perfect for me" said Tamaki with a low tune in Haruhi's ear making her shiver and bite her lower lip. Tamaki smirked and lined down to teas her breasts with his lips and tongue, sucking, licking and kissing them while moving his hand to her belly to caress it. The way his lips ran across her body made her moan louder.

Haruhi embraced him tightly playing with his hair, caressing his back, pressing her body against his. "Tamaki…" moaned Haruhi breathing hardly, the way she said his name sent shivers throughout his body, a strong feeling of pleasure that make him groan. "Haruhi..." whispered Tamaki letting his hands continue to roam as he playfully flicked her nipples with his tongue and his fingers began rubbing between her legs.

"… Haruhi..?" said in a quiet whisper Tamaki, when Haruhi looked at him he was completely red and even when he tried he couldn't look at her eyes.

"Yes?"

"… Can I…?... I…?" Tamaki couldn't speak, and just hided his face between her shoulder and neck. Haruhi smiled blushing lightly and kissed him on his cheek "I love you" said and kissed him again in his lips passionately. Tamaki closed his eyes and responded to the kiss sweetly "is it alright?" asked Tamaki between kisses, "yes" said Haruhi blushing and continue kissing him.

Tamaki entered her slowly, the feeling almost taking his breath away; she felt her body shiver and breathed deep. For a moment he stayed still waiting for her to get used to him but then she moved against him pushing her hips upwards sending electricity through his body making him shiver and moan and move his hips following the rhythm she had started.

The storm continued outside but Haruhi didn't notice only looking at Tamaki, hearing her heart beating fast. Tamaki closed his eyes from time to time while breathing labored, his whole body responding at every movement of her body, following the rhythm, increasing the tempo. Haruhi embraced him tightly and searched for his lips kissing him, almost ravishing his lips. "Haruhi I can't..." said Tamaki feeling his body tremble and tense, Haruhi felt her muscles tense and tighten around his manhood.

"Tamaki" moaned Haruhi coming, pressing her body against his. Tamaki groaned and after a couple of more thrusts, he came too.

Tamaki leaned against her trying not to crush her, kissing her cheeks and lips various times, small sweet butterfly kisses. "I love you Haruhi…" said Tamaki embracing her, Haruhi smiled and embraced him again "I love you too…" said Haruhi and tried not to think in the announcement that was coming soon downstairs.

It had pass 15 min when Haruhi opened her eyes again and decided to get up. "Tamaki don't fall sleep… we have to go back to the party…" said Haruhi shoving moving his shoulder.

"Haruhi?" asked Tamaki opening his eyes slowly… recognizing the petite figure in front of him already getting dress. "It wasn't a dream" thought Tamaki smiling and blushing. "Haruhi there's something I need to tell you" said Tamaki but wasn't able to continue because a soft but load enough cry distracted him.

"The baby!" said Haruhi going to Kyo's room. She took him in her arms and started rocking him to calm him.

"Baby?" asked Tamaki getting closer to the little Kyo, while continuing getting dress

"Tamaki, there's something I need to tell you..." said Haruhi, she was going to tell him about her relationship with Kyoya, if Tamaki loved her so much he would understand, but then someone knocked at the door.

"Quick! Hide" said Haruhi pushing Tamaki behind the door. "Yes?"

"It's me"

"Kyoya" said Haruhi smiling and opening the door "Haruhi we need you downstairs, it's time" said Kyoya entering the room "Where's Tamaki?" asked looking in the dark room "I'm here" said Tamaki walking out, blushing deeply.

"Ok, you go to the restroom and stay there for a bit, then go to the salon and be with the Twins, whatever happens you must stay calm inside" said Kyoya looking at Tamaki, he saw his confusion and sighted. "I'm sorry for not explaining this to you… but you must remember what have happened tonight".

"What? …how do you know..?" started saying Tamaki. "What do you know???" he was redder than an apple now.

"There's no time, go!" said Kyoya pushing him out. Tamaki went out but couldn't avoid hearing their conversation.

"Why did you send him here? You know that I can't stop him" said Haruhi looking right in to Kyoya's eyes. "Why do you create a moment of hope?" said Haruhi leaning her head in his chest.

"Don't worry, everything will be alright, be strong, like Kyo" said Kyoya kissing her in the cheek (Tamaki only heard the sound). "Be strong okay? Now it's time, go put him in the bed, the nurse will come to check on him.

"Kyoya, I was going to tell him about him, about us but..." said Haruhi putting him carefully in the bed and kissing him "Haruhi please, trust me, everything is going to be alright" said Kyoya embracing her "It's ok..." said Haruhi finishing getting dress "I love you Kyo-chan" said Haruhi looking to her baby. Tamaki was now walking to the restroom; he was so confused, he couldn't understand what was going on. After a couple of minutes he went out of the restroom and in to the salon. Kyoya's father was doing an announcement.

"Today is... bla bla... we're not only celebrating my sons 20th birthday, who is now the successor... bla bla bla.. , yet his weeding to a beautiful young lady... Miss Fujioka Haruhi" everybody instantly started applauds; they were very happy and started congratulating the couple, except for the twins that were trying to comfort Tamaki. He felt like falling in to an abysm of darkness, his heart was hurting more and more… his head was repeating the announcement "Haruhi is going to get married to Kyoya... what? why?, why?". His grandmother was seeing everything; a smile of victory was in her face when she started leaving the salon.

"Make him come to me this very night, he must feel destroyed when he talks to me" said the old woman to his maids. "Yes" answered them, not looking in to her, because they really liked the young master and hated the suffering she was giving him.

"Kyoya I'm tired, I have..." was trying to say Haruhi, breathless, tears falling from her eyes. "I can't…"

"It's ok, I know" said Kyoya taking her hand in his

"Tamaki, he knows..."

"Shss... I'll take you to your room… we must be more strong now."

In the same moment that Haruhi was leaving to her room Tamaki went out to his limo, returning to his mansion. When he got there Shima-san informed him that his grandmother needed him to go to the 1st mansion and so he went there.

"Grandmother, good night" said Tamaki entering the room, trying to contain his confusion and sadness."Did you want to see me?"

"I do" said the old women placing a cup of tea in her little tea table by her side and looking at him coldly "I know everything my child, now you're alone, right?" said while standing up and walking towards him, "they announced tonight their engagement, right?" said putting a hand in his shoulder (he was sit in a sofa).

"What?" said Tamaki, her words hitting him, he was alone? ..."I'm alone... Haruhi...is..." said almost in a whisper

"All your friends have known about this before the announcement"

"What?"

"They knew, and they didn't tell you… they betrayed you" said her making pressure in his shoulder. "Even more, they have known something that the Otori family wants to hide. You know, Miss Fujioka and the young Otori have already had a baby, he has born a month ago, they settle everything since then" said the women smiling to herself.

Tamaki couldn't handle that, his heart was breaking "Haruhi and Kyoya... why?"

"You know, I tried to convince her to marry you but the Otori family have more influence in the biggest lawyers firms, but don't worry, everything it's going to be okay I have decide that you're part of this family, the successor of the Suo family, in a few months you would see your mother and you will not be alone anymore. You have me now" said the old women, knowing the strong meaning of her words in his broken heart.

"My Mother…" repeated Tamaki, his eyes had a grey opaque shade, lost in the pain he was feeling. "My friends… "

"You can't trust them now, can you? ...You need more than ever the support of your family; we won't lied to you, or hide from you something that you treasure so much. I'll give you some time in your room to assimilate all the things that have pass" said the old woman walking again but now out of the room "just remember, your friends are not longer with you, you only have your family, only your family cares about you, and wants you to be happy" said the old woman and closet the door behind her.

Tamaki stud up and went upstairs in to his room. Letting his body fall in his bed, the tears started falling, he had gave her his heart and even then she had decided to marry him, why?, why everyone hide the truth and let him suffer that way?, why?, why she said so many things to him and then said that they weren't truth, why Kyoya did that to him?, he was his best friend, they betrayed him, she betrayed him.

The next day the Twins tried to contact him, but he gave his cell phone to his grandmother, and obeyed the order of not answering their calls, especially the ones of Kyoya. So they decide to keep with the plan and make it obvious later. The exams would take more time, but the rescue of Tamaki's mother was going to be that day.

It was about 12 o clock when Kyoya's cell phone rang.

"Kyoya, the baby" said Haruhi waking up and looking if the sound had disturb her child's dream.

"I know" said Kyoya answering quickly and walking away of the room, to not awake his child.

"Kyoya, we have a problem" the voice of the Twins was worried."Tono's mother it's no longer here, seems to be that someone took her in the afternoon, no data record about who was it".

"Damn!" Kyoya spoke lower, so Haruhi couldn't listen. "We'll have to say the truth to Tamaki about what's going on, he must know, if something happens... I'm afraid that Haruhi will suffer more than Tamaki…" said Kyoya. "We can't let this go on like this; she'll think it's her fault". Kyoya was walking in circle, trying to think a solution. "We'll talk tomorrow, the solution is going to be hard, and I don't want Haruhi getting sick for this again".

"Ok, be careful Kyoya" said the Twins before hanging up.

"I'll be ok" said Kyoya and hang out, looking through the room "how is the baby".

"Sleeping like a rock, he sleeps just like you" said Haruhi smiling. The baby was bringing her the happiness and hope she need so much.

"I don't think he looks like me" said Kyoya smiling at her. "It's more like you, it's truly beautiful". Haruhi smiled "You know, if the weeding can't be stopped, I won't regret marring you Kyoya, you're the best friend I could ever ask for" said Haruhi hugging him "Thanks for everything".

"No, don't mention it. You have bring him hope, (referring to Tamaki), and he brought us hope, that's more than I can ask for" said Kyoya hugging her in return."I will protect you until the moment when you can be with the one you love, now go to sleep, the baby will wake you up in the morning" said Kyoya kissing her forehead.

Haruhi and Kyoya went to bed, Kyoya couldn't sleep to well, Tamaki wasn't answering the phone, and he heard Tamaki's grandmother speaking with his father about how broken he was, and that sooner or later he was going to obey her, because of the sadness her words. Haruhi slept well, the breathing of her baby make her remember how was to be in Tamaki's arms, his face, his voice, everything she loved.
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So this is the NEW 4 chapter… obviously you'll find that I have add a few things and cut out others… even so I hope you like this version even more… I think it's true to the first version but with less grammar errors and a little bit more love… then again, hope you like it... ^^