Hey, thanks for all your rewiews, i´m very happy about them. I tanslated the new chapter and hope there are not too many mistakes in it. But I think you will get what I mean.

I hope to get a lot of comments on the new one and I hope you all like it! ;-)

Chapter 1

When Rory woke up the next morning she felt empty. She missed him so much that even breathing was hard for her. Tears came to her eyes again and she started to quietly sob, so that her daughter didn't wake up.

How am I supposed to get through this? I need him so much and so does Lori, she needs her dad. Why did he do this and left us? He knew that it would be dangerous; he still has a family who needs him.

She couldn't understand why Logan did something this crazy for the Life and Death Brigade.

When she felt light movement next to her, she dried her tears and turn around to see in the piercing blue eyes of her daughter.

"Good morning sweetie, did you sleep good?" she asked the little girl and smiled, which wasn't easy for her at all. The two year old girl yawned and said:

"Yea, where are we Mommy?"

"We are in hotel somewhere in New Jersey. I thought we make a vacation for a few days, just the two of us."

Rory haven't told her what happened to her dad, just that he is somewhere in heaven and would take care of her from there. She thought Lori was too small to tell her the truth; she wouldn't understand it with her two years.

Rory thought about her mother and how much she would love to just go and see her, back to Stars Hollow, because she needed her more than anybody else at the moment. Even when she told herself that she would do perfectly fine without her. But she couldn't. Since their big fight over three years ago she hasn't talked to her at all, both were too stubborn to make the first step. And when she learned that she was pregnant, a few months after she moved in with her grandparents, she haven't had the heart to tell her mother about it and to make up with her. She didn't want that her mother would be more disappointed than she already was.

She wanted to go back to Yale after a very good talk with Jess, but then everything went different and she was pregnant and wasn't able to go to college anymore.

She moved to Logan's apartment and they married short after that. But she hasn't done that just because of the Baby but also because she really loved Logan. She was happy about her child and was really looking forward to be a mother even when she knew that it was maybe a little too early to have a Baby at twenty, but at least she was older than her mother was.

She felt really happy even if she had no contact to her old friends and family. She had Logan and his family and that was enough for her this time. Just at some little moments she thought about her mother and how her life would be when she had contact with her, but short after this, the thought, that her mother wouldn't like the life she lived came back. After all it was the live she ran away from.

Everything was perfect, when Lori turned one; Rory got a job at a very famous paper in New York and got her own column. But when the time went by, she missed her mother more and more although she couldn't get herself to even call her or write her a letter. Maybe she was too afraid because so much time went by but her mother could have got back in touch with her either but nothing.

So they lived their life and nothing happened.

"Come on, we get ready now and look for some breakfast, I'm hungry and I need Coffee" Rory told her daughter after a few moments of cuddling time and got up.

"Me Coffee too?" Lori asked an jumped off the big bed. Rory shook her head, she was a true Gilmore, she thought.

After breakfast they made their way to look for a supermarket to buy a few things, because she liked the hotel and thought they could stay there for a few days.

"Lori, please stay right by my side, otherwise you get lost and I can't find you!"

Rory took her hand and together they searched for some shampoo, she forgot to take with her when she left. Suddenly she crashed into someone:

"Sorry, I didn't pay attention!" But when Rory saw who she crashed into she froze.