Chapter 2

I don't know how long I sat there. I don't even know why I sat there that long.

There were just so many questions running through my head; why did I want to run away?

Where would I go? What would happen? Why was I all of a sudden so sad?

I had to just sit there and try to think this all through after who knows how long I got up off the rock and just ran some more.

I know that there are some vampires that live in houses and go to school, some even have jobs, well my life is no where near that good I am a loner I only go out at night well at least in public.

I spend most of my time roaming around in the woods waiting for some unexpecting human to come along.

Right now I was in South Carolina along the coast there is a lot of swamp, just walking along the coast line, don't worry it is night time and there is also no body out.

I just kept thinking about all the things that had happened in such a short period of time and all the important questions that I was asking myself.

The last thing that I thought before the sun came up was that right now I am as happy as a vampire can be right were I was and I have all of eternity to go up north if I want to later so what was the rush.

One week later

I was still going out of my mind with wonder.

Trying to figure why do I wasn't to head out into the middle of no where, where not many vampires live, and try to find whatever I was looking for if I was even looking for something.

I sitting in my favorite part of the whole world a place that when ever I had to do something hard or make some choice,

It was at this amazing waterfall that was just gorgeous it was in the middle of the woods with rocks on either side the water was just crystal blue water so gorgeous.

I was sitting on a rock not to far from the waterfall just staring at it like I would find all the answers in the crystal water. Sadly I saw nothing there but leaves and sticks and some water bugs.

Then I saw my reflection and I saw that was on my face and I looked so sad like I was missing a big part of who I was, like I was not as whole as it had once been.

Then I realized that the only real reason that I did not want to go was that I was scared scared of what would happen to me if I left the only part of the world that I have ever lived in the only place I had ever know.

Then the answer that I had been searching for came to me and it was that I had to go I had to leave and go to this new place that my heart and soul where telling me I should go.

And I got over the whole self pitying I don't want to leave the whole place that I have ever known.

I started running relying solely on my instincts for which direction I should go. I ran for miles and miles only seeing trees and dead leaves. It was fall and probably was cold but I could not feel it vampires really don't feel temperature because we are always cold.

I ran for days on end not eve feeding until it started raining and I had a funny feeling that I would be seeing a lot more of this in the west (A/N have I been saying north that is kind of stupid of me she is going WEST to those who r confused just ask and I will try to explain better if u just send me a message) then I had ever seen in the south.

I decided that I need to figure out what state I was in but I had not eaten in days so I was kind of torn I think that I should go in to a welcome center and see if I can lure somebody out of the center.

So I sniffed around trying to find a place that smelled a lot like humans but there was nothing there hmmm………. I don't really know what is wrong I mean shouldn't there be humans somewhere near by. Where was I was I in the middle of no where?? I would I feed with out humans close by?

Hey u guys listen I will not b updating for like 4 days b/c I am going some where where there is no internet access ok but when I get back I would have been working on the new chapter and it will be longer ok!! REVIEW!