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Chapter 10
BPOV
I didn't want to run but at the same time I knew that it was the only thing I could do, so that the Cullens would not get hurt I owned them so much, they showed me a new way of life that I would not have believed before now and I was so grateful to them.
So I ran I ran and ran until I was at the state line and I knew that the second I crossed that line that it would be all over I would never see any of them again I thought about them all but I basically thought about Edward.
I thought about how I would never see him again and how it had felt when we had kissed I thought about how I was losing him.
I crossed the border line and it all went down hill from there.
I just broke down I lay on the ground of the forest floor and just cried dry tears of loneness.
I can't believe that I am going back to that lonely and emptiness.
I was going back to a place I hoped to never see again and if felt so wrong I sat on the forest floor for who knows how long and toke self pity on myself.
After a while I got up and turned around suddenly having the feeling that I was not alone and that I was being watched.
Then I saw him the most wonderful creature in the world sitting on a tree limb not 30 feet above my head.
He was staring at me with a look of pure pity written across his face. He jumped down and came to me. He stops about a 2 feet away from me and we just stared at each other for the longest time not having anything to say.
When I thought that I could take the silence no more he finally said something "I know we have taken this fast and I know that we don't really know anything about each other but I really just wanted to say that I care deeply for you and I don't know why I am just hoping that you feel the same and that we CAN be together. hopefully take this slow and try to figure out each other I just want to get to know you that is all I want just to get to know you at least that is all I want for know." He seemed to stare straight into my heart as he looked into my eyes.
I knew that in this moment I was no happy that we were just together. I too hoped that this would work out.
I slowly opened my mouth to speak "I just want to be happy and I know that we don't know anything about each other and that this is all of confusing and messed up I just want to feel happy for once in my life and all I can do is hope that I make you happy."
"You do, you make me so happy I have only know you for going on 3 days" he said as he stared at the setting sun "and you have made me so much more happy then I think I have ever been in my whole life you are all that I have ever wanted and all that I need."
I saw so many caring emotions behind his eyes and I really didn't know what to say. So I just stared in to those emotions filled eyes and asked a simple question "So what do we do know?"
Such a simple question with such a complicated answer.
"I don't know" he answered and now he was the one staring out into space.
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