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Chapter 2: Seeing the Darkness Again

I woke up with a sigh, another day of the life of my sucky life. I got dressed and put on a ripped jean mini skirt, black tank with a red tank under it, and black converse. Then, put on my heavy eyeliner and lip-gloss and sighed. This wasn't me in the beginning of the semester, in the beginning of the semester I loved being Hannah Montana and hanging with my friends. But now, I'm hanging with Amber, Ashley, Kyle, and Lucas. I walked up to the school to find Ashley and Kyle. God, they are so cute together! I sighed and wished someone was like that for me. I decided to leave those two alone and walked up to Amber who was chatting with Michael aka her crush. I walked up to them and said,

"Hey Amber what's up?"

"Miles…I thought you had to go to the Biology room because Ms. Kunkle had something for you to do there?" Amber said gritting through her teeth

I know what she was really saying, in Amber speak it means 'I'm chatting with my crush, can you please get out of here because I really like this guy and I want you to go away.' I stifled a laugh, nodded, then left. Man, she has it bad for that Michael. I walked into Biology to find Oliver. I did a dreamy sigh and walked over to him with my flirty smile. I sat next to him and said,

"Hey Triple O what's up?"

"Oh…nothing much." Oliver said with a smile

God, if he only knew what his smile does to me. I'm completely and totally in love with him and he doesn't see that, he likes Mandy, but…ugh. This sucks. I saw Mandy and Joe walk hand in hand and immediately smiled. Maybe Oliver will forget Mandy because she is taken woman now.

"Hey Mandy…I need to talk to you in private."

"Oh…ok. I'll be right back Joe." Mandy said with a giggle

Joe nodded and Mandy smiled. God, they make such a cute couple.

"Manders…I don't think that Oliver will ever notice me. I think I should just give up."

"Don't ever give up Miles! He will love you back." Mandy said while pleading

"But the question is when? I can't wait any longer Mandy."

Mandy sighed and just said,

"If you love him this much, why stop now? You love him Miles and I know it. I know your falling for him harder and harder each day but he will see that you love him. Trust me. I know you guys like each other."

"He doesn't like me for the last time Mandy. He likes you." I said while I rolled my eyes

Mandy groaned out frustration and almost yelled,

"I know he will like you Miles! You and him have been best friends since 6th freaking grade! OK! I've only known him since 7th grade and he said he liked you at one point, don't give your hopes up yet!"

I did another sigh and shook my head, she didn't understand. No one did. I put on a fake smile and said,

"Thanks Mandy, I know I can count on you for anything to cheer me up."

I gave Mandy a hug and did a sigh in my head and thought I wish Oliver can see that I'm in love with him, and I always will.

When I got to algebra I saw Lilly and she was alone, I rolled my eyes and went to my desk. As soon I got to my desk to finish last night's homework, I was confronted by Lilly.

"What do you want Lillian?"

Lilly grimaced by my harshness. But hey, she deserved it.

"I want us to be best friends again and to figure out why people hate me!" Lilly practically screamed

I just wanted to laugh, she didn't get it. She's just too caught up in herself to realize that she is a bitch. God. I just want to say that but I just can't. I'm the biggest chicken in the whole wide world.

"Lilly, you and I can never be best friends and one of the reasons why people don't like you is because you are a backstabber."

I decided to skip algebra and walked away with a slight smile. I sort of stood up for myself but it's just a start. I need to work on it more, but all I know is, is that I'm going to Starbucks to get my mind off of things. When I got there, I saw Lucas there and did a slight smile at him. He's changed over the summer, and he looks KIND OF cute. I decided to sit next to him and start a conversation.

"Hey Lucas what's up?"

Lucas looked up and just, gave me the cold shoulder. I was confused so I tried to make conversation again.

"Lucas…earth to Lucas….are you there?"

"Yeah…but I don't want to talk to you." Lucas said

"Why?"

I know I shouldn't be like…bothering him but I want to know what his deal is.

"Leave me alone Miley." Lucas said with force

Lucas left Starbucks leaving me dumbstruck. He never EVER pushed me away before. What's his damage? I shrugged and got my frapichino. After that I decided to head home, and for my worse nightmare…my grandma was weezing, and she didn't look to good. I ignored it and left to take a nap, I got in my bed and slept.

4 HOURS LATER

I heard my grandma calling for my dad, but he was at a "meeting". Then I heard her call again and then I got worried so I walked into her room and heard the words that made me have my own panic attack,

"Miley, I can't breathe." Grandma choked out

I was in a panic myself and called 911. I'm so scared. Even though she's a pain in the butt, I don't know what I would do without her. Then, I heard sirens and breathed out of a sigh of relief.

"Miss, where's your grandma?" one of the paramedics said

I pointed to my grandma then the rest of the scene was a blur to me, everything was and the next thing I knew they took her to the hospital, when they left, I didn't have any choice but to stay at my house. I got into my bed and a teardrop fell from my left eye and it continued more and more. I'm scared for my grandma and myself and I don't know what to do. I'm seeing the darkness again coming my way and I try not to think about it, while thinking 'I can't believe this is happening to me. Where was dad when it was in this situation?'

Hey y'all. I don't care if nobody reads this. I'm just doing this because it's fun and that it expresses why I wasn't here making more chapters for my fanficitons. Thank you for the ones that are reading and reviewing :) I'm going to continue until you guys want me to stop. :) I promise it will get better and better each time and you guys will help by giving me ideas and constructive critisim. Cristisim helps me to be a better writer and I can take it. Thanks and I will post the new chapter tomorrow :) Love y'all!

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Mickey