Ok…I need to let you guys know something real fast…I will most likely do a Naruto character more than once…just because I'll hear an awesome song that will remind me of them…and one more thing…you are probably wondering why I picked this song for this particular character…well…you'll find out…
Describe Me
Hinata
"Hinata! I expect you to do well today! You are a representative of the Hyuuga clan! Do me a favor and become a burden no longer," my father told me as I stood before him.
"Y-Yes F-Father," I answered obediently.
"And no more stuttering, it is unbecoming," he sneered.
I nodded my head once and waited for him to dismiss me.
"Now go, do not be late," he said, turning his back on me.
"Y-Yes Father," I said quietly and hurried out the door.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put
under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the
undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the
undertow)
Tears threatened to flow down my cheeks and litter the pavement with their liquid misery and pain. I pushed them back, once again. It was a daily thing now. I would get mentally abused by Father, the head of the house, and I would try not to show my weakness.
If only Father appreciated me for whom I was instead of making me more like him…
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so
much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more
like me and be less like you
I hurried to the academy. I wanted to prove to Father that I wasn't a burden to his clan. The abuse…it hurts…why can't he just let me be me…why can't he just be happy for what he's got? I want to give up…and if Naruto leaves me…I could…I could…be so…numb…
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would
be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the
undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the
undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've
become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more
aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and
be less like you
I took a deep breath to calm myself as I stepped inside the academy.
Sakura walked up to me as I wandered the halls, desperately trying to find the room we were meeting in.
"Hey Hinata! Team eight is just three doors to the left," she told me.
"T-Thanks," I muttered and hurried into the small classroom.
All talking ceased. I had a small idea of what that meant. My heart sank as I sat into a chair farthest away from my team. It meant that I still wasn't good enough…just like Father told me everyday…Maybe I would just be that…never be good enough…a failure…
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were
just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so
numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm
becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like
you
I snapped my head up abruptly.
I can't be a failure…Naruto would never notice me the way I wanted him to if I failed…he is my atlas, my oblivious, hyperactive, adorable atlas…my Naruto…
No matter how many times I've tried to convince Father and Neji that Naruto was a sweet guy, I had failed. I wanted Naruto to notice me and love me…not notice the failure of a disappointed Father. Not notice the small girl with large hopes and dreams being crushed by her controlling Father. I want to be me…
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being
what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you
there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
So…What did you think? I know it's kind of a weird song to be with a shy girl like Hinata but…I got a suggestion about putting Numb by Linkin Park with Gaara. Thanks DontMessWithAnime! But I listened to it and I thought…Hinata and her father so match this song! I don't know if you agree with me…but I did find a song for Gaara…next chapter! Heehee…Review please!