Chapter 5

I awoke the next day and got some toast for breakfast and went and sat out on my back porch. I sat there drinking coffee and eating.

I drifted off into fantasy land. I day dreamed about waking up to him everyday for the rest of my life.

He would make beautiful babies. Wow and the making part would probably be great if that kiss was any indication.

I looked down at my watch. Oh, It's almost eleven. I better got get showered.

When I got out I went to my closet and picked out some tight jeans and a tank top maybe this will get his attention. I threw on my tennis shoes and pulled back my hair into a ponytail.

I went down stairs and reached for a box. I found all of my pictures and went around the house placing them. It was starting to look more like home.

I had been dancing around the house to music while I put up my little knick knacks.

"Oh, this is my song." I said out loud to myself. It was Notorious B.I.G. Big papa. I was rapping along with the song and dancing around my living room.

I heard a chuckle and saw Jacob standing at the front door watching me.

I smiled and he walked in. He walked over to me and grabbed me by the hips and started dancing with me.

He started singing the song , so I joined him. We looked at each other seductively as we danced. We were grinding together and I felt like I was going crazy. I just wanted to throw my arms around his neck and kiss him. Just then with out thinking I put my hands on his face and pulled his face to mine and started to kiss him. We continued to dance together and kiss. I could picture myself taking him by the hand and leading him up to my room. I tried to gain control before I followed this impulse. When the song ended I let go of his face and smiled, I could feel the heat in my face. I was so embarrassed, I can't believe I had just done. What did his presence do to me. I felt free to do what ever I wanted and he never stopped me.

"Well that was nice but we better get some fresh air and get those plants done." He said.

"Yeah, "I breathed out and walked out the front door. I started walking around moving plants around until I found were I like them.

The cool air cleared the fog in my head.

As we were both bent over the flower bed he asked, "So you like to dance huh?"

I blushed ."Well usually I don't dance like that in public. I just like to put on music I enjoy and dance. "

"Well dancing like that probably shouldn't be done in public." He smiled at me with a crooked grin.

I reached over and slapped his arm.

He laughed.

When we got done, we went in and washed up.

"You hungry?" I asked.

"Yeah "he said.

"I was going to grill some hamburgers out on the grill, want to join me?" I asked.

"Yeah, that would be nice." he replied

"How many do you want? "I asked.

"A couple will be good. " he said.

"Want me to start the grill?" he asked.

"That would be great. Thanks." I said.

I quickly ran to the fridge. "What else do you want? I've got some chips, green salad, potato salad. Take your pick." I said as I dug thru the fridge.

"Potato salad sounds good. The grills almost ready." he yelled from the back porch.

"Okay, here's the hamburgers you want to put them on the grill?" I asked sweetly.

We stood out there and he asked, "So what CD was that you were listening to?"

"Oh just one that I made that has all of my favorite songs on it." I said as I flipped the burgers.

"Can I turn it back on, I'm interested to see what else you dance to." he said jokingly.

I laughed, "Go ahead you'll probably get a good laugh imagining me dancing around to some of those songs."

"I don't think I'll laugh if your dancing anything like you were earlier." he said over his shoulder as he walked inside.

I flipped the burgers as he turned on the stereo and started the CD. Of course the songs were all different.

He walked to the back porch reading the CD case and said " Wow, I love most of these songs. That's cool, it looks like we have a lot in common when it comes to music. " The next song came on and I felt him standing behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck and then his arms wrapped around my waist. We both began to sway together to the song. He was lightly whispering the words to the song. Then he got louder when the song said "you're my kind of girl." I reached for the plate and put the burgers on it and turned off the grill.

Right as I put the spatula down, he turned me around and pulled me closer. I don't know how much more I can take of this before I jump him. I had never been so aroused before. All he had to do was get close to me and my pulse raced. The song ended . Oh, good not another song that would allow us to be close to dance.

"Well you ready to eat "I asked as I grabbed the plate and slid by him. He kind of twitched his head to the side and watched me walk to the table.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to make you fell uncomfortable". He said.

"Oh, you didn't but we better eat before the burgers get cold. " I said trying to put space between us. I sat down and he sat beside me. Well that didn't work I thought.

We both ate and I asked him, "When are they going to have a bonfire again. I would love to see what you were talking about with the flames from the wood."

"I don't know but I bet we could throw one together, everybody always loves to party. I'll ask the guys, maybe we can this weekend."

"I would love that. I don't know if I could find my way back though. " I admitted.

"It's cool, I'll come get you."

"Thanks' for all of your help today. " I said

"It's no big deal," he said. " I enjoyed it. I like working with nature. "

"To tell you the truth I was never a big nature girl. But I fell so different being here. It's like I just want to be out in nature now. I have this craving to just run wild in the woods." I must have looked crazy when I said that because he got a concerned look on his face.

"Do me a favor, don't just go running out into the woods, there are dangerous animals out there." His face lightened, "and besides you could get lost easily."

"Oh, I know I don't know the last thing about hiking. I wouldn't dare go by myself. Maybe you could take me sometime." I asked.

"So did your dad ever tell you any interesting stories about your family?" he asked.

"No, but after he went "abroad" for the first time he came back and was having me look at old papers and pictures he found. I remember the first time he showed me the picture of this man, I think it was like his 10great grandpa or something, It freaked me out, it was like looking at my father. Then he just got more obsesed and was always talking to me about following my insticints, "jasmine just let them come out" he would tell me. " I shivered and said "Well it just freaked me out"

"Sorry, I didn't mean to bring up bad memories." Jacob said.

I smiled and glanced at my watch. I didn't realize how long we had been setting there and he said, "It's your song." I blushed,

"yeah, I think its my favorite." as I jumped up, to embarrassed to look at him. I grabbed the plates and went to the sink.

He followed, "Why are you so embarrassed, you just turned as read as a tomato."

"Its just that I can't believe that I did that earlier. I think I'm going to have to start being careful about following these impulse's, or urges what ever the are. I'm going to get myself into a situation." I said.

"Why, what are you having the urge to do? " he asked with a look of intrigue on his face.

"Well it's not so much what I have the urge to do now, but what I had the urge to do earlier." I said as I looked down into the sink.

He smiled, "Well I liked the result of that urge earlier." and grabbed a strand of my hair and twisted it around his finger.

"Stop" I said, and reached over to slap his arm. As I did he grabbed me and pulled me hard into his chest.

"So what other urge did you have earlier," he growled?

I put my face down into his chest, I couldn't look at him. "I wanted to take you by the hand and lead you to my bedroom."

He put his finger under my chin and lifted my face up to him and began to kiss me. I slipped my arms around his neck to pull closer. I couldn't get enough. I wanted all of him right now.

The next thing I knew he picked me up and wrapped my legs around him and pushed my back up against the fridge.

I laced my fingers thru his hair and pulled closer. I had to pull away for air. He put me down and grabbed a hold of my hand and said "Just follow your instincts. Lead the way."