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This is Alec's Point of View
Earlier that week…
Alec was sitting in the apartment mopping around. She had no right to say anything to him about Rachel. There was nothing about that situation that he didn't regret. She had no right to throw that in his face, but still where was she. He hadn't seen her since then; that was 3days ago. There were text messages on his phone, which said she was alright. No matter how angry they were at each other they would still check in twice a day. I still wasn't safe. He went to terminal city the day after their fight, there was always work to be done. He had hoped to see her there but she had never shown. All the work that had been left for her to do was done, she came in the middle of the night a done it. So here he was sitting in their apartment drinking, I was true that transgenics weren't affected the same way as human by alcohol, a guy could try right. Besides he knew when he was wrong he just didn't want to admit to her he was wrong cause it partly her fault too.
wait, I'm wrong
should've done better than this
He knew he shouldn't have said any thing about Ben, they had had this fight many times, but he was tired and his arm was hurting and every thing was messed up.
please, I'll be strong
I'm finding it hard to resist
Alec wanted to call he really did it was just she had hurt him.
so show me what I'm looking for
Alec decided to call, the phone rang three times than when to voicemail. "you know who you reached, leave a message."
"Hey Max, I just called to make sure that you were alive an ok give me a call."
All Alec really wanted to say was:
"save me, I'm lost
oh lord I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what I'm looking for
show me what I'm looking for
oh lord"
don't let go
I've wanted this far too long
mistakes become regrets
Alec was sorry that he worried her. He never meant to he'd loved her from the moment that he walked into her cell. He had done a lot of things that he wasn't proud of since then and he regretted all of them,
I've learned to love abuse
It didn't matter to him that she used him as her punching bag as long as she was around he knew what his life was for. He wanted to stop looking. He wanted to know what to do how to live she had always shown him that in the real world, he needed that now more than ever.
please show me what I'm looking for
He decided to call her again and again it when to voice mail, "Hey, Maxie. Just checking on you please call me so that I know you're still alive." With that Alec ended the call and went back to drinking in their apartment.
save me, I'm lost
oh lord I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
save me from being confused
show me what I'm looking for
show me what I'm looking for
oh lord
Alec knew he couldn't get that drunk but he was willing to try and forget, but that would leave him more confused he just wanted her home with him.