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June 19, 2020
Dear thing,
We were away hunting all day yesterday and part of today. So obviously I didn't bring my thing (diary…) with me. Ah! I still can't get used to the idea of writing in a diary… I thought that maybe today I would get away with not writing, but then Bella brought the diary to me and told me that I need to write to 'let all my feelings out'. Okay, I should get this over with.
My feelings:
Well today when I was hunting I was very mad (feeling: mad). Let me explain to you, we were hunting with the whole family, so since Nessie was with us the dog had to come… it's as if he is tied on a leash to her! Follows her everywhere! So anyway, they start kissing right there in front of all of us, and then he.. oh I don't want to even write it down!! And his thoughts made me feel even madder (feeling: more mad)! Nessie has only been on this earth for about 12 years, of course physically she will not growing anymore… but still!! She is only twelve!! Can you see where I get a little angry (Feeling: a little angry)??
And the thing that made me very annoyed (feeling: annoyed) is that no one else cared!! The rest of the family didn't care that my precious daughter was making out with a mutt in the middle of the forest; they acted as is nothing of the ordinary was happening!! I got to admit, once in a while they do kiss in front of me but they both know that this is not acceptable!!! So I did what I had to do, I punched Jacob in the gut while he was kissing her. He flew a little ways and hit the ground. I growled a 'Don't do that to my little girl' at him, and I was feeling a little happy (feeling: happy) that he wasn't kissing my daughter anymore…
But then Nessie and Bella started yelling that I was too overprotective (is that a feeling?)… I am not… I have reasons!! I was a little sad (feeling: sad) that everyone was mad at me… But Bella sensed that I was sad and started kissing me… so then I was feeling better... (feeling: better)
I heard Jacob mutter something about 'Go get a room' at us... but I didn't care (feeling? not caring?)
I am still not coming to terms with that mutt and my little girl…together... maybe it will be better in six or so years... but definitely not now. Not now.
So a little overview of my feelings on the hunting trip: Mad, more mad, a little angry, annoyed, happy, overprotective?, sad, better. I think that I did pretty well with writing down my feelings.
I am never doing that again. I mean writing down my feelings, I'm sure I'll punch Jacob again though…
I think my family is going to throw me a surprised birthday party tomorrow... I can't be sure though... I keep catching glimpses in some of their minds before they realize it and try to hide it from me... I guess I'll wait and see...
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I read over my 'entry' or whatever you call it. I sound crazy.
Trust me, I'm really not. (Who am I even talking too??)
Never mind, cross that, I am.
Overprotective mental father who doesn't like to write feelings down,
Edward Cullen.
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