I do not own zoids.

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now!
Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
Right now!
I feel it scratch inside I wanna slash and beat you
Right now!
I rip apart the things inside that excite you
Right now!
I can't control myself I fucking hate you!

Korn – Right now

Abused:
Chapter 2: Things get started

Shadow growled inwardly, As he looked up at the black haired boy that came the next morning to fetch him from his stone chamber. Shadow felt the bonds be loosened and clank to the floor as Raven unlocked them.

"Get up." The boy commanded flatly, He watched the black dragon get up and shake off the invisible dust off his shiny coated armor. "Come on, we have work to do." Raven sighed stretching his arm; it seemed stiffer than normal to a viewer. Shadow's eyes narrowed at this action but he chose not to say anything but the organoid proceeded to follow Raven out of the cold room and into the blistering heat from above.

Shadow's body tensed as he heard the clash of metal against metal, like skin against skin. Sahdow turned his head to watch one of the black computerized Zaber fangs roar in anger at Raven's zoid the boy seemed to not acknowledge the zoids obvious cries in pain as he tore relentlessly through the metal. The zaber fangs bodies seemed to be more damaged than normal, probably due to the lack of care from the original owners, Shadow mused silently as he watched the heartbreaking show before him.

After a few slow moments of watching the fight, pity filled the organoids heart, closing his eyes Shadow couldn't understand how Zoids and Organoid, have stooped so low to allow themselves to be walked all over by the human race.
Shadow snapped open his eyes lazily as another cry of agony tore from the Zaber fangs mouth, Raven had decided to rip off its front leg. Sending a few colorful sparks of electricity to flow down from the damaged wires, sending down the zaber fang to the yellow sand below; were the zoid cried out in pain, 'till Raven with little pity stole the zoids life away.

Growling darkly Shadow's wings tore open and he glared down at Raven's Red zoid which was racing towards another black zoid.

Shadow couldn't stand it anymore, Humans were destroying everything. Killing their own kind by making a pointless war. Humans where dragging Zoids into their fights, and then saying zoids have a killing nature, and placing all the blame on the metallic creatures rather then seeing the truth..

Shadow thought bitterly watching as Raven ripped the last's zaber fangs wires out from its chest, before the red zaber fang plunged his head into the core of its former friend. Shadow's long black tail swished to curl around his body and one of his legs. The metal tip flicked slightly up and down next to shadow's foot.

"SHADOW!" Raven cried, looking for his lesser 'counterpart'. "Damn it." Raven growled scanning the sandy area over the dunes, and to the left of the base Raven spotted The black organoid and opened his cock pit.

"SHADOW!" Raven cried angrily again at Shadow's direction, who then formed a blue light and flew over to Raven. Flying just in front of Raven, Shadow growled in greeting, before stopping in front of the Zoid.

"When I call for you, you would do wise to get here as soon as possible, unless you like the dungeon…" Raven snarled, glaring at Shadow, Raven didn't seem too pleased about his fights with the computerized zoids. Shadow didn't seem to take much notice this unhappy emotion from Raven, shoving the thought 'He wished he could have destroyed more.' Into his brain reinforcing the idea of Raven being a monster.

'You were such a cute kid…' Shadow hissed softly, but just as darkly as his growls. He didn't understand the boy's sadistic pleasures. Shadow couldn't understand how the boy could be so heartless, when as a young kid, he cared deeply for everything.
Shadow could see Raven's past as clear as day, he understood why the boy hated Zoids. Shadow also knew the boy suffered from the trauma of losing his parents, and his home and nearly his life.

But Shadow didn't understand why the red organoid; the most blood thirsty one alive at the present time, didn't finish the boy off. It was something Shadow was meaning to ask the other organoid one day.

Raven shut his cock pit door, and headed off into the direction of the hangers leaving Shadow to watch him in an angry glare.
Shadow's eyes flashed a dull orange color, it was known in the ancient times Shadow had a short fuse, and could be tempted for so long before he snapped at any living thing, possibly killing them in his wake.

Shadow growled and dived towards the black wreckage and looked at the destroyed zoids, feeling a stab of pain and misery, shadow looked up at the sky.
-How could Eve let this happen to her children?- Shadow thought sadly watching a few fluffy clouds roll over the blue ocean. –Why did she let us all lose hope and allow us to be walked all over by the humans?-

Raven had come back out, with a towel wrapped around his neck and dangling off his shoulders and was looking down at shadow who was looking to the sky in a painful way. The organoid roared in sadness, probably a sign of mourning for the other zoid, Raven thought silently. He heard someone approach him but he didn't dare look up to know who it was.

"Raven.' The older man said in a high commanding voice. The man next to him looked down also at the black beast. "I bought those zoids for you to play with, not destroy." Prozen drawled his voice lightly tinged with sarcasm.

"I was playing sir." Raven responded looking up at Prozen's shoulder, not daring to look any higher. He may be Raven, Prozen's adoptive son, but Raven wasn't suicidal. "They just couldn't handle my skills." Raven said arrogantly something he was most likely taught.

"You should be careful Raven." Prozen said getting ready to leave after watching the black organoid, which was now watching them.

"For what sir?" Raven asked dabbing his forehead with a towel that hung loosely from his shoulders watching the older man who stopped a few meters away.

"One day, a zoid will do the same to you." Prozen answered indicating with his hand to the wreckage and left before Raven could retort to the comment made by his 'father'. Raven scoffed and turned back to shadow, to find the organoid glaring up at him.

"Come on... Shadow." Raven said the last part quietly; his voice seemed softer without the edge of danger or hate. And he feared someone would have probably heard him being 'weak' to the black organoid. Shadow cocked his head and decided to not push his luck and flew up to where the boy was standing. Raven wanting to test to see if the organoid was loyal raised his hand, to see what the organoid would do.

Shadow being defiant raised his head higher with a slight superiority feeling, and grunted down at the boy. Raven cocked and eye brow but then continued on his way back to their rooms.

At the separation point, Raven looked over his shoulder to watch the back of Shadow as the organoid moved off into the darkness that leads to his chamber. Raven had continued to walk and when he finally looked forward Raven collided into Prozen.

"Sir." Raven said with respect, but not showing any sign of weakness to the commanding male. The older male said nothing and continued walking. Raven was curious to know where Prozen was heading in a hurry and watched the man turn at the corner leading to offices and control rooms. Raven shrugged his shoulders and headed off to his room.

I know different, but the next one will be darker and more blood on raven's behalf.