Jasper sat quietly on the couch as the family discussed the move to Alaska. He knew it wouldn't be permanent but He knew it would be awhile before they came back. Carlisle spoke" Edward, I know you don't want to move but we have to in order to survive and come back here again."

Edward sighed then looked at Carlisle" To Tanya's, once again?"

Carlisle smiled. " I thought you liked it there."

Edward smiled and then said half-heartily." Anywhere Bella isn't is a place I can't be." Edward sat on the couch next to Alice. Jasper looked at Edward. He tried not think things of what he could do with his perfect body but it was hard. Edward turned toward him and raised his eyebrow curiously. Jasper sunk his head down. He didn't know what Edward was thinking but he knew what he was feeling:Amusement, hurt, a twinge of anger, loneliness and....Was it lust? Jasper wasn't going to pursue it any further. He looked back at Edward, then he turned his head towards Alice. He spread out his emotions just to her and she nodded. He knew she would understand from the beginning but He felt her emotions as well:Understanding, Jealously, Anger, sadness, worry, loneliness, and wanting. He didn't want to do this to her but He never felt that connection to her after he saw Edward for the first time. He went over the memory as if it was yesterday.

Alice and Jasper were walking in the woods. She apparently knew where they were going but then Jasper trusted her with all of him. He loved her like no one else would. They came upon a house in the middle of a clearing. He could smell other vampires in there. The first one to come out was a tall, bulky one with dark curly hair. He didn't seem suprised to see them.

" Carlisle, we have some visitors."

"Thank you Emmett, I can see that." said a not as tall but very handsome blond vampire Jasper supposed was Carlisle. Others came out with him." Hello my friends, I'm Carlisle and this is my family. You already know my son Emmett, This is my wife Esme"he gestured to a small female that had Caramel colored hair and was beautiful." My daughter Rosile" his hand moved to a tall blond vampire. "and this is other son Edward." A tall bronze hair vampire was standing in the doorway."Edward" Jasper thought. Jasper's hand dropped from Alice's shoulder and he almost looked surprised but he hid it in an instant. He never had felt this way with anyone or anything before. Alice had not made him feel this way but this boy, this man had made him feel this way in a instant of meeting him. That is when Jasper knew it was true love. He just couldn't stop staring at Edward. He hadn't noticed that Edward turned his head towards him. Jasper turned his head down. He shouldn't stare.

"Hello, Will you be staying with us or be moving on." It wasn't really a question. Jasper was to amazed to speak. He was looking over the Bronze haired vampire. So Alice answered.

" Yes we're staying with you. My name is Alice and this is Jasper. We want to become part of your coven." Alice was confident with her words.

" Anyone is welcome, So long as they abide by our rules. We have a different diet than most of our kind. We only drink animal blood" Carilisle said but jasper hardly registered it.

" We are ready to make that change" Alice was blissful.

Jasper finally came back to reality and realized Edward was speaking.

"What am I going to do about Bella though? She is so dependant of me that I'm afraid of what she might do when we leave." Edward words were the truth but there was no love and no need for her in the words.

Then Jasper spoke. " Tell her you don't love her anymore." Then he went to his room. He could feel everyone shock but he could feel Edward curiosity. Edward started after him. Jasper didn't know why Edward would even speak to him after what he did. It just seemed okay.

Edward followed his brother up the stairs. He needed to talk to him about Bella. Jasper knew he didn't love her anymore but he should know that he was never going to be more that a brother toward Jasper or at least he thought so. When he saw those images though he thought of how he could make his brother happy in a way that lovers should not brothers. Edward shook his head, walked to Jasper's door and knocked on it. Jasper let him in.

"What do you need"

" I just wanted to talk. Why do you love me, for one, and for two why do I have the feeling you won't let it go.? And what was that statement about Bella?" Edward wanted to find these out and he would one way or another.

"I don't know why I love you this way but ever since i first saw you I have wanted you."

"What about Alice?"Edward was curious about how his sister felt about all of this.

"Well she understands now but when she first found out, she freaked out, throwing huge trees at me, trying to rip me to shreds, and yelling about how she had been waiting for me but after she calmed down, she understood these feeling for you. She will find some one else. Knowing her. " Jasper was glad to finally be telling Edward everything playing back the images in his head so that Eward could see. He was amused at how mad Alice was because she has never been that mad before.

"I don't give up on the people I love very easily either Edward but you don't love Bella like you used to and I personally don't like her going out with you." Jasper stated simply.

" Do you know what Kind of effect that us leaving would have on her though?" Edward sighed as he sat on the floor.

" Yes I do but I want you.....I think we should go back down stairs and see what the family's doing." he said trying to change the subject.

They went downstair to find their family watching them as they cam down the steps.

" You should break the news to Bella" Calisle said with a sad expression. Everyone nodded their heads.

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