A/N: Hey guys I want to thank you guys so much for all of your support
A/N: Hey guys I want to thank you guys so much for all of your support. If you are a new reader and enjoy this story line I strongly suggest you read my other P&P story Boarders. Also just so you guys know if there are more mistakes than usual this chapter its because that I cut one of my major typing fingers while making lemonade so please bear with me. Also if anyone wants to apply for my beta I would really love you. You must be really be good with punctuation because that's my biggest problems. That's that and with without further ado here is Forgive me...?
Forgive me...?
Who you know
"Charles do you have all of you invites sent out?" Elizabeth Bennett asked her nose almost glued to the clipboard.
Charlie sighed and smiled good naturally "Yes Lizzy I have. Calm down and stop worrying, Jane's starting to worry about you." Lizzy looked up and smiled at her soon to be brother- in-law.
"I know but Jane worries about everything and I just want to make sure my favorite sister's wedding is the best of the century." She smiles a wistful smile than was all business again. "Have any of your family written back? How many are sure they are going?"
Charlie sighed again and then pulled out list he had made in anticipation of this exact moment. "Mom and Dad have confirmed, so has Caroline, Eric, Jeremy, and eleven others."
"What about this William Oarcy?" Lizzy asked, her tongue stumbling a bit on the odd name.
"You mean William Darcy yes he can come."
Darcy! Lizzy felt her heart stop. William Darcy! As in ... HIM!! Lizzy felt a shriek welling up in her throat but she forced it down. There could be many William Darcys in the world. HE isn't the only one. He can't be. Her mind flashed to the last day she had ever seen Will Darcy. Blood streaming out of his and yet he still looked at like her like she was something disgusting on his shoe. She remembered what she felt that day. She had been fed up, pissed at the world and furious at this boy who just couldn't stop sticking his nose into her collapsing family. I couldn't be him not after all of these years. But what if it was? What if he was coming back as some punishment for what she had done? It wasn't the punch she was worried about.
But it wasn't her fault. It wasn't. It was his. George Wickham. She shuddered as his name flared in her head. Lizzy did not know how she linked her high school tormenter to what he had done. She shuddered again and forced herself back to the present. She couldn't break down now. Jane was the only one who knew and she was going to keep it that way.
" Darcy? Charlie would you mean the Pemberly Darcy's?"
Charlie stared at her strangely. "Why of course what other Darcys are there?"
She smile sadly at him and quickly left the room. She needed to find Jane. Jane had probably already known that Darcy would be coming but most likely didn't tell her because she wanted to protect Lizzy. Ever since the Incident she had been acting like this, insisting that she must protect her baby sister now more than ever.
Lizzy sighed and slumped against the wall. She would not her memories of the Incident or William Darcy upset the life she had just started to rebuild. She had worked to hard to sink now. She sighed and rubbed her forehead feeling a headache coming again and glanced down at the guest list. Most of the names she did not recognize but the four Bennetts stood out on the page—highlighted pink by Jane—she hadn't seen most of her family for a year or two and incredibly excited and anxious. But she did wish terribly that it was only Bennetts coming to Jane's wedding as family, but the "and guest" next to both Lydia and Kitty's name suggested otherwise.
Lizzy sighed again and forced herself off of the wall. She really needed to find Jane now. If this was how it was before Will and family came she wondered how it would be after. Her stomach rolled and she felt bile rise up in her throat. She didn't know if she was going to be able to take the stress. Jane would be pissed if she got another stomach ulcer.
A/N: I know I made Lizzy a little bit angsty than most people but it really helps the Will—Liazzy thing in the future. Thanks to all my amazing reviewers you guys are great!! I'm really glad you guys like my random idea. Also I want you readers who have read my other stories to tell me which ones you want updated the most. Toodles! I Love You All!!
