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4. Light

The sun began to shine radiantly through my window, bringing a sense of relief with it. Edward was going to earn my trust back, and I knew he would stop at nothing to do so. I thought about how the light was ironic. When Edward left, there had only been so many sunny days, but none of them could compare to the sparkling gem in the sky today. But now that he is here, in my arms, I can see the radiant light once again.

"Let's take a trip to our meadow, love." Edward whispered. His sweet breath was absolutely intoxicating. Dazed, I nodded eagerly, unsure of what to say. Everything seemed to be swarming in my mind.

Edward went downstairs to fix me some breakfast while I changed. I threw on the first T-shirt and pair of jeans I could find. I had to force my brush through my knotted and tangled hair. I looked in the mirror and couldn't recognize myself. My skin had a new glow- I looked normal again. My eyes were a little puffy, but they were wide with excitement. It was unhealthy how much of an influence Edward had over me- emotionally and physically.

I practically flew down the stairs, but being the klutz I am, I tripped on the last few. Edward caught me mid-fall, and held me in his arms. It felt natural. I would give anything to freeze this moment in time. I wanted to stay there in his arms forever. His stunning topaz eyes were so passionate and adoring. He looked at me like I was some kind of prize.

"Thank you," I sighed.

"No problem," he chuckled, and a giggle escaped my lips too. "I made you cereal. I honestly don't know what could be appetizing about it though." He smiled my favorite crooked smile.

My stomach snarled at the mention of food. We both started laughing at that! Maybe things could go back to normal between us…

Edward let go of me-but kept his arms wrapped around my waist- and led me to the table. I shoved my Cheerios into my mouth, not even bothering to taste them. Being human was really annoying right now.

"Done," I jumped up and put my bowl in the sink.

"Ready to go?"

"Absolutely." He grabbed by hand and headed toward the back door. As soon as we were outside, he swung me onto his back and took off running.

My motorcycle didn't even compare to running. The speed was exhilarating. I could feel the adrenaline running through my body. I rested my head on Edward's shoulder and leaned my head against his. I tightened my arms around his waist and hugged him closer to me. He chuckled and sped up. I was no where near finished by the time we got there.

The meadow was even more beautiful than the last time I was here with Edward. The stream was bubbling louder, the flowers were more colorful, everything was clearer. I dropped from Edward's back and grabbed his hand. He squeezed it with the smallest amount of force and led me to the center. Diamonds appeared on his skin, making the already colorful meadow have rainbows soaring around it. He sat down and pulled me onto his lap.

"What are you thinking love?"

"I am thinking about how I feel like a blind person seeing the sun for the first time."

"What do you mean?" He cocked his head to the side, looking like a toddler watching his mother speak a different language. His topaz eyes were wide with an honest curiosity.

"When I was alone, it was like everything was in the shadows. On the rare days when the sun came out, I still only saw clouds. I pretty much saw black and white. But now you're back, and I can see colors I never knew existed! Everything is clearer now, my thoughts, everything!" A small smile popped up on his beautiful face. Seeing his dazzling smile only forced a grin out of me too.

"You are everything to me, Bella. I promise I won't let you see black and white again."

"I know you won't. I trust you." Triumph flashed across his flawless face. "I do Edward. I trust you with my heart."

"You have no idea how…relieving it is to hear you say that." I smiled in return. I don't regret this. If Edward is trying this hard to gain my trust, he won't abuse it. Once again he has stolen my heart.

No matter how many times he says he wants me, I just can't understand how someone like him could love someone like me. By some miracle, though, he does.

"What are you thinking, Edward?"

"I just can't believe an angel is here with me now." He flashed hid crooked smile again, making my heart skip a beat, and my cheeks flush. "Are you okay? Your heart is stuttering," he let out a laugh.

"I'm peachy," I muttered, embarrassed. My heart just has to ruin these moments…

"Awe, don't be embarrassed. I absolutely love the sound of your heart," he mused, moving his ear to my chest- on my heart. I sat still for a long time, trying-but failing – to keep my breathing even. Abruptly, he lifted his head and stared into my eyes.

Slowly, cautiously, he leaned his face towards mine. Oh no. Am I ready for this? His breathing was getting heavier. Was he nervous too? Naturally, I leaned my head in too. Our lips were a fourth of an inch away when Edward twisted his head away and growled. In the same second, he was on the other side of the meadow.

"Edward, what's wrong?" I jumped up and ran to his side. He got in front of me but grabbed my hand. "Edward?"

"Bella, stay calm," he whispered. Too much tension was in his voice. My heart began racing as my fear grew.

"Edward, what is going on," I whisper-screamed at him.

"We're not alone here." I followed his gaze and stopped breathing.

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