Ok So this took me a bit longer to write out. I don't really like the way it came out but I couldn't think of how to write this chapter. I should have another update in a few days. It is incredibly hot here (102) so I will have to find a cool location to possibly write more.

Chapter 10

Spencer's POV

Ashley just texted me about 15 minutes ago saying she was on her way. I do a last minute touch up with my hair, set my alarm, and the wait for outside for her. The next thing I know Ash is at the front of my house in a BMW convertible is the nicest shade of blue I have ever seen. I walk to the car and hop in.

"Whose car is this? Where is the mommy mobile?" She doesn't look to pleased that I just referred to her truck as a soccer mom's van.

"It's mine, sort of, I bought it a while ago and gave it to Kyla when Josh was born. The only reason why I bought it was because it reminded me of this girl I used to date, the color reminded me of her eyes." My heart flutters and I have become extremely interested in what her floor mats look like.

The beginning of our ride was pretty silent until I realized that we should probably talk about why we are having this dinner in the first place. "What do you want to happen, now that you know Glen's the father?"

She glances over at me and then back to the road. "Truth be told, I have absolutely no idea. I was kind of hoping you would tell me what you think I should do."

"This is huge Ashley, I can't make a decision like that for you."

"I know, I know I just hate making decisions that can be life altering. In the past I've never seemed to make the right choices. I want you to have a say in this though, Spence, I want you involved in our lives and I want to know what you are comfortable with." She has changed so much. I try to think about what I want, how I want to be involved, in what capacity. Then I think about what it would be like from Glen's perspective. Sure he is a fucking idiot but he must be so scared worrying if he is going to lose Heather and if Ashley even wants him to be in Josh's life.

"I don't know Ashley. I think you should do what you think is good for your family. I will stick by and support you with whatever decision you want to make," and I will and she smiles back at me because she knows it, too.

"I think the best thing to do in this situation is to just be open and honest with Joshua. Tell him who his dad is but not tell him he was a drunken accident because he wasn't an accident he was an angel and he brought me back to you. I also want Glen to be involved in decisions and form a relationship with him, do guy things. God knows he is going to need a little testosterone in his life, especially if he has two moms." Did she just hint at the fact that she wants me to be Josh's mom too?

"Ash…."

"Spencer, wait, I'm not trying to rush things with us but I want you to know that I want you to be in Josh's life, help me raise him. I want to be sure that if something were to ever happen you would be there for him. I want him to be our son not just my son." Wow, to be honest I'm a little freaked out right now. This is all too much but at the same time I want what she wants. I'm just so scared things aren't going to work out and that I'm going to get hurt or worse Josh is going to get hurt. "Spence… you don't have to, just think about it ok?"

"I can do that." I nod my head.

We arrive at the restaurant and Glen and Heather are already there and she doesn't look too pleased. She has a glass of bourbon in front of her and I don't blame her. If I found out my fiancé did some kind of shit like this, I would want to be drunk too. We sit down and I order a glass of wine. I think I need something to help me relax a little too.

"Okay, so let's get to the issue at hand. I want you to be a part of his life Glen. I am going to be as open and honest about the situation, I want him to know that biologically you are his dad but that even though Spence is technically his aunt, she is his mother emotionally." God I hope we can do this other wise this kid is going to be seriously fucked up in the head.

"So wait what is going to call me, dad, Uncle Glen, accidental sperm donor guy…" I wonder what Glen is thinking. He is probably really freaked.

"How about just Glen, for now and then when he is old enough he will choose what to call you. I want him to be comfortable."

"Okay, that's fair enough."

"To be honest with you, I'm glad you are the father. If Spencer and I were still together and we were thinking about child, it would have just been a matter of time before I asked you to help us." Did she seriously just say that? Did she think about that stuff too when we were together? I place my hand on her knee and give it a slight squeeze, reminding her that I know this is tough but I am here for her.

Heather gets up, "Excuse me, I have to go to the ladies room." Just in the way she said that I could tell that she was having problems with this situation. I don't blame her. She rushes to the bathroom. I quickly get up and follow her.

"I'll be back." Good, maybe this will give Glen and Ash a chance to talk it out. Honestly the thought of the two of them together kind of bothers me and skeeves me out just a little.

I enter to bathroom and I can hear someone crying, "Heather?"

"Spence?"

"Yeah, It's me. Come out, I just want to talk." I hear the stall unlock.

"Why'd he do it? Why did he sleep with her? Is the thought of spending the rest of his life with me so awful?"

"Oh God, Heather, that's not it at all. He loves you, I know he does. Since he started dating you he's changed so much. It's just that Glen is an idiot. I can say that because I have lived with him this long. He probably freaked out because he knew that asking you to marry him was a huge step and that meant he would have to grow up. He made a mistake and honestly I don't think he would ever cheat on you again, especially now that he has seen the consquences of his actions. I wouldn't think less of you if you called off the wedding."

"How are you so okay with this? Your own brother slept with the only person you have ever truly loved and has his son."

I know I shouldn't be but I am okay with this. "I don't know exactly why but I know that they both did something stupid. It's not like they are going to run off and get married or something. I am looking at this catastrophe as a huge blessing to me. Ash is back and things are different but our love for each other is just the same. I have this beautiful boy in my life now and I already feel like I am his mother. You know when I first met him he asked me if I was going to be his mommy too. Which I didn't really understand but when we were making breakfast this morning he told me that when he asks Ashley to tell him a story. She talks out the adventures that she and I had when we were in high school. "

"Does she make you happy?"

"Yes," I reply without any hesitation.

"What about you?"

"Yes, he does and I love him with all of my heart."

"Then there is your answer. You don't have to just forgive him and forget it right away but just see this as a bump in the road."

She takes a deep breath and I guess our little chat seemed to have calmed her down a bit. I give her a hug, "I'm glad you are going to be my sister, Heather. You are an amazing person and a saint to put up with him."

"Me too, I'm so glad you hit on me that day at the coffee shop otherwise I would have never met Glen." Yeah I was totally flirting with her that day but I'm glad I did otherwise I would have never became such great friends with her and I never would have been able to hook Glen and her up.

We exit the bathroom and see that Ashley and Glen are talking while Ash is righting something down on a paper napkin. Ashley stands up to let me back in the booth. "Everything okay baby?" She is so cute.

"Yeah everything is cool." I kiss her cheek and sit down.

"So I think Ash and I came up with a decent plan. Every Thursday night I am going to take him after school and hang out with him, feed him, show him so cool guy stuff. Then once a month he is going to do an overnight with me so you girls can have like a little date night and not worry about interruptions."

"That sounds okay with me, how about you Heather is that alright with you?"

"Yeah, I think I can handle that. Plus I think it will give Glen good training when it comes to our kids." Oh my god, Glen's face went a little pale, guess he is a bit scared about all this growing up he is going to have to do.

We finish up our dinner and go our separate ways. Ashley puts her hand on mine, "Now that I got you alone, are you really ok with this Spence? Because its ok if you're not."

"Yes, it sounds good. I just have to wrap my head around the situation still. You really thought about how we would have kids when we were younger."

"Of course I did Spence. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you and have a family," she paused for a minute and takes a deep breath, "I still do." I start tearing up. Do you know how long I've waited to have her back in my life and to hear those words?

"I still do, too," we pull up to my house and Ash puts her car in park. She quickly gets out of the car and runs around to my door to let me out.

"Let me walk you to the door," at the door she leans in and places a tender kiss on my lips. I grab her head to deepen it. Soon we are in a wrestling match with our tongues.

I pull away, and I am out of breath, "Come inside for a little." I'm being a little bold, I know.

"Spencer, I want to so bad but it's too soon. I know we have been saying some very deep things but I just want to take my time with this. Plus I have to get home; I want to be with Josh before he goes to bed. He always wants me to tell him a story, it helps him sleep." I blush a little, secretly knowing that I'm usually the subject of those stories.

I engulf her in an embrace and breathe her in. God this just feels so amazing. I pull away for a second look into her chocolate brown eyes, smile and give her a kiss. "I'll see you tomorrow morning?"

"Yeah, I'll see you when I drop Josh off at school," she gives me a kiss this time. "Night, Spence."

"Night Ash." I turn and walk into the house. Thank god that vibrator Ash bought me back in the day still works, because she makes me fucking horny.