Chapter 13

Ashley's POV

I think we both realized we are moving too fast, too rough. I know we both want this and tonight is the night but there is no harm in slowing things down. We are both kneeling on the bed, starring at each other. I lean down and kiss her neck, she moans in my ear and I move to her shoulder placing tiny kisses along the way. I gently slide her bra strap off her shoulder and do the same to the other. She has gotten more toned in the years. I look back into her eyes asking for permission to move further and she grants it. I wrap my arms around her hold her and then unhook her bra letting her slide it off and onto the floor. "You are too beautiful Spencer."

"You make me feel beautiful Ash," she lowers me down on to the bed straddling me slightly. I didn't even notice that she unhooked my bra, too. Damn she is stealthy.

Our hands roam each other's body, feeling all around, remembering what it felt like years ago. "Are you okay with where this is going?" Oh my god, she is so sweet. Hellz yeah I'm ready I wanted this the second I saw her face two weeks ago.

"Yes, Spencer, I want this. Do you?"

She nods her head, "Ashley, I will always want this. I…." before she can get the chance to say anything else my lips cover hers again. I feel her run her hand up my thigh. She starts to unbutton my jeans and the sound of my zipper being undone makes me moan because I know what is going to come next.

"Wait, Spence, I want to pleasure you first."

"Ash, you haven't had sex in three years. You shouldn't have to wait any longer."

"Spence, I've waited this long, I can wait a little longer plus if I go first I am only going to last a couple of minutes."

"Whatever you want my love, I'm just happy to have you with me right now."

"Me too."

4 hours later (Sorry guys, I'm keeping it clean.)

"Fuck Spencer, where did you learn that?"

"Oh, just something I picked up at college." I kind of feel a little uneasy with her admitting that to me but Spencer had ever reason to move on with her life after I picked up and left her. "I dreamt of trying that out on you for years. Making love to you is incredible and I use to fantasize about it when you were gone."

"I'm never leaving you again. I promise, I need you in my life, forever. I love you Spencer Carlin."

"I love you too, Ashley Davies. God, I wanted to say that to you ever since the carnival."

I capture her lips in mine and kiss her with all the love that I have in my heart. I pull away and stare into her blue orbs. "I really do love you Spencer, I always have and never stopped." She raises her hand up to the right side of my face and wipes the tear making a path down my cheek. "Lets get some sleep. All those new moves you have really wiped me out." She nods her head and we drift off into sleep.

Spencer must have woken up around 4am because I felt her move and soon I was being shaken. "What? What's the matter? Is something wrong?" I always panic when I get woken up in the middle of the night.

"Nothings wrong, it's just we better put some clothes on before your son comes barreling in here."

"You're right, can you get me something to put on, cuz I'm really comfy here. There are some pajamas in the left bottom drawer of my dresser take what you want and pick out something for me too." She walks over and opens the drawer.

"You still have this after 7 years?" she is holding up the Ohio Tech t-shirt she gave me when we first started dating. I told her I wanted something to remind me of her scent. The smell wore away ages ago but I always kept it because it made me feel closer to her. She put on a pair of boxers and a tank and threw me the Ohio t-shirt and a pair of boy short underwear. "God Ash you look so hot in those."

"I know." That earned me a pillow in the face. Ouch! "Let's go back to sleep Josh is going to be up soon and we have to get mentally prepared to go to your parents for the barbeque."

"Mmmm Okay." She settled into my arms and soon was fast asleep.

We slept till about 8am, when an adorable 3 year old was standing on the foot of my bed starring at me. Once he saw that I was awake he crawled in bed and lay between Spencer and myself.

"Good morning, sunshine. Did you sleep well?"

"Good mowning, Spencew. Uh huh" and he nods his head. "I'm hungwy."

"Okay sweetie, Spencer and mommy are going to get up too and get you some breakfast okay?"

"Okay."

We all get out of bed and head into my kitchen. Josh takes his place at the table and he points to a chair, "Spencew sit hewe. This is you seat now." She takes the seat next to him and I start the coffee.

Once it's started I grabbed the paper by my front door and bring it to Spence. "Wanna read it?"

"Yeah, thanks but can you do me a favor and grab my glasses from my purse."

"You wear glasses? I thought only my eyes were bad?" I retrieve her eyeglass case and hand them to her. She puts them on and I have to concentrate on not jumping Spence's bones right now because my son is here but oh my god holy hotness. She is definitely going to have to wear those next time we are together because she is unlocking every dirty fantasy I have ever had about her.

We finish up breakfast and get ready to go to her parent's house. I had to search a little for Josh's and my bathing suits but I found them in one of the boxes I really haven't put away yet. After getting ready we pack up my car and head over to the Carlin's.

Mr. C and Chelsea greet us at the door.

"Why Ms. Davies, I haven't seen you in forever. You are looking good girl." She gives me a huge hug and places a kiss on my cheek. We enter and do all the introductions. Immediately Tasha and Josh form a friendship and he joins her in the dining room to color. Aww that is so cute. And of course Chelsea mentions the fact that his eyes look so much like Spencer's. To which Spencer whisks her away to tell her in private and all I can here is Chelsea screaming, 'No, way, and Shut up.' Mr. C looks a tiny bit confused and I told him I would explain in a few minutes. Right after I said that Glen enters the house with Heather and he looks a little pale but I think I would too if I had to tell my parents what was going on.

Chelsea and Spencer enter back into the room, "Well, it looks like everyone's here, why don't I take the kids out to play for a bit. Let the rest of the grown-ups catch up."

"Thanks Chelsea," Spencer says sincerely then faces her dad, "Dad, do you think you can get mom in here, we have something to tell you guys?"

"Sure Spence. PAULA!! THE KIDS ARE HERE."

"Thanks dad, I could have done that myself," he looks at her and just shrugs his shoulders. Arthur is so awesome sometimes.

Paula enters the room and kisses everyone hello and stops at me, she takes a deep breath in, "It's good to see you Ashley, you have a lovely son."

"Thank you, Mrs. C,"

"Ashley we are all adults now, you can call me Paula, Mrs. C reminds me of Happy Days."

"In that case can I call you mom?" Owww, Spencer elbowed me in the stomach. "What? I was making a joke. Too much?" She just simply gave me a glare.

"Paula, the kids have something they want to share with us."

"Dad lets go into the living room and get a little comfortable."

"Sure, son."

We enter the living room and Spence, Heather, Glen and myself take the couch while Paula and Mr. C sit on the oversized chair. Spencer can tell that I am freaking out because she takes my hand and hers and gives it a squeeze. I mouth the word thanks to her and she gave me a smile that just made feel like everything was going to be okay.