Last update for the day. I will try to work on a couple more chapters at work this week, while I try to forget the tortures of teaching summer school.
Chapter 15
Ashley's POV
The rest of our night went off without a hitch. The food was amazing, I missed Mr. C's cooking and Paula was civil the rest of the night to me. I know I have a lot of work to do to prove to her and to Spence that I'm not going anywhere. How could I? They are Josh's family, how could I rip him away from that especially now that he is becoming so attached to her.
As we were riding in the car Carolina Liar's "Show Me What I'm Looking For" comes on and Spencer turns up the volume and makes me smile. If only she knew.
"I love this song, the lyrics, the melody it's just so beautiful. I'm kind of embarrassed to admit this but I teared up the first couple of times I heard it."
"Oh baby, it's okay, it's a nice song."
Wait, I'm wrong
Should have done better than this
Please, I'll be strong
I'm finding it hard to resist
So show me what I'm looking for
CHORUS
Save me, I'm lost
Oh lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for…oh lord
Don't let go
I've wanted this far too long
Mistakes become regrets
I've learned to love abuse
Please show me what I'm looking for
CHORUS
Save me, I'm lost
Oh lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for…oh lord
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
CHORUS
Save me, I'm lost
Oh lord, I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Just save me from being confused
Wait, I'm wrong
I can't do better than this
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for…oh lord
I leave the radio on and wait for the next song.
"This is Matt Pinfield and you're listening to RXP. That was Carolina Liar with 'Show Me What I'm Looking For' little interesting fact, that song was written by rock star Ashley Davies who is currently producing in LA. We miss her and hope she comes out with something new soon once she settles in to motherhood."
"What the fuck, Ashley?!" She yells as she smacks my arm.
"LANGUAGE SPENCE! And might I add ouch that friggin hurt."
"Sorry, Joshua we don't use words like that and you certainly don't hit anybody. Spencer's just in shock."
"Don't hit Mommy, Spencew, it's not nice."
"I'm sorry honey. Ashley, why didn't you tell me you wrote that song when I said I loved it."
"Because I don't know, I didn't want to brag or nothing that I write music and famous people sing it."
"When did you write it?"
"I wrote it a year after Joshua was born. I cleaned up my act and I was really thinking about you a lot and in…."
"Whoa, Whoa, wait a minute you wrote that for me? Ash that's…"
"You're my muse, Joshua too. I've written a lot of songs for the two of you."
"What ones? Tell me… TELLS ME"
"Okay…Okay… when you hear them on the radio." I smile shyly
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We drove home that night in a happy silence. She stayed until about one in the morning. We talked, we laughed, we made out, and we decided to cool down for the next couple of nights. That lasted all of 48 hours until I called Kyla one night to watch over Josh while I ran over to Spence's and jumped her bones.
That's where we are right now at Spence's, in her bed, naked, cuddling after our third go around.
"Holy shit Ash, that was amazing, I've never came that hard in my life. It just keeps getting better and better every night." We kiss. She sucks on my lower lip then pulls away. "That's what I wanted to talk to you about. We can't keep doing thing."
Huh? "Spence, baby, what are you saying? I thought you wanted this, us."
"Shhh… I do, it's just we can't keep waiting till Josh is asleep and sneaking out to fool around. My lease is…."
"Moveinwithme"
"up and….. Did you just ask me to move in with you?"
"Well us, I want you to move in with Josh and I. You can move in with us and we can start looking for a house of our own."
Spencer swings her leg around and straddles me and starts placing kisses on my face, "does that mean you will?"
"Yes, Ash, what kind of lesbians would we be if we didn't move in with each other after two weeks of dating." She starts to trail kisses down my neck and her mouth engulfs my nipple.
"SPENCER, ASHLEY we are home and you should probably stop having that special tickle fight you two are probably having before someone comes up there and becomes traumatized for life."
"Fuck!" Spencer jumps off of me and starts scrambling to throw her clothes back on.
Just as she was jumping into her shorts Joshua runs in the bedroom. "Mommy, Spencew, Glen taught me how to buewp my ABC's."
"GLEN!!!!"
Spencer's secret will be revealed soon. It's not as juicy as you might think.