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Chapter 2: Thank The Lord!!!!

"Sweetheart, are you OK?" My mom asked from the other side of my bedroom door.

"Yeah mom, i'm ok." I told her.

"Don't let her lie to you love, she doesn't think she belongs in this family" my mind reading father said from downstairs.

I sat on my bed as my mom walked to me and put her cold arms around me in comfort. I have always felt so safe in a pair of cold arms. 'warm ones weren't so bad either' i thought. Suddenly a heard a low growl from downstairs from my dad at my thought.' sorry daddy' I thought.

"Oh no sweetie, don't you ever think that ever. You are what brought this family to be as close as we are now. You deserve to be in this family as much as the rest of us do." She said in that beautiful voice of hers.

"How do you figure mom" i said a little coldly, "you and everyone else in this family are drop dead gorgeous, and I'm just.. just.. BLAH!

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, you are not... Blah as you put it." She said making a weird face when she said "blah"

"Sure mom, if you say so" I said sarcastically.

"Baby, your this depressed over your looks? Are your sure that's all that's bothering you?"

"Of curse it is not all that's bothering me but it has a lot to do with it" I told her.

"Now when you say that it's not all that's bothering you, what exactly does that mean?" My mom asked a little more worried than before.

Before I answered I thought of what I would tell her ' It means that a certain guy I have a HUGE crush is never going to notice me since I have nothing to notice' at that thought my dad growled really loudly this time and made me decide not to tell mom that part of my depression.

"Just tell your mother because you know if she asks me if I know what 's wrong with you that I will tell her, but I think she'd like you to tell her yourself." My father said from downstairs.

"Nessie, sweetie just tell me." my mother pleaded.

'Ugh, fine you win daddy , I'll tell her,' I thought as i walked to my bathroom to brush my teeth and put on my pj's. When I came out of my bathroom I walked back over to my bed and and laid back.

"Mom, I'm afraid the guy I have a huge crush on is never going to notice me and it's really depressing." 'There are you happy now you..you.. you nosy mind reading father?! Yeah, I've got nothing witty to call you' I thought. Just then i heard a loud chuckle from downstairs. ' Yeah laugh it up old man, oh yeah I'm sticking my tongue out at you mentally' another loud chuckle came from downstairs.

My mom thought about it for a moment and then said, "May I ask whom this huge crush is on?" I thought his name in my head and heard my dad say " oh, Jake is going to love that." Not knowing exactly what that meant I ignored it and answered my mom's question.

"Mom, does it really matter? Nothing is ever going to come of it." I sighed and added, " Mom I'll tell you, just not tonight. For some reason I'm exhausted and I want to sleep. I promise I'll tell you tomorrow just not tonight, OK?" There was no reason to keep it from her now, because now my dad knew.

"Well ok baby. Get some rest and we'll talk tomarrow." She said with a sigh.

"I will, thanks mom."

"For what baby?' she asked.

" For always being there for me." I told her very sleepily. I could feel my eyelids getting heavier.

'Always baby, that's what I'm here for." She got up from my bed and walked to my door.

"Goodnight baby, I love you." she said.

"Love you too momma, goodnight." She walked out of the door and closed it behind her.

As soon as the door closed i could feel myself slipping into unconsciousness.

I woke up well rested and a little sore. 'That's weird' I thought as a stretched before opening my eyes. I looked over at my nightstand to glance at my alarm clock which read 8:30 a.m. Before I could get out of bed I heard a knock on the door. 'Go away' i thought.

"Yes?" I asked and was shocked at how weird my voice sounded. 'Whoa' i thought before clearing my throat. I tried again. "Who is it," I asked. There it was again. 'Who's voice is that?' I asked myself.

"I think it's your voice Renesmee." My dad said answering my internal question.

' How can that be? That voice was very bell like.' That was definitely not my voice.

"Nessie, I think you should let us in." My dad said sternly. What, wait did he just say 'us'?

'Ugh, fine come in' I thought not wanting to use my voice again.

I had my back to them when they came in and when I say they I mean my entire family.

"Yes, the entire family is here." my dad said. I sighed.

"Sorry" my dad said for answering yet another of my eternal question.

Once they were all in my room I could tell they were extremely anxious about something. " It's because we haven't seen you in a couple of days." What? They must be going bored if only a couple of hours starts to fell like a couple of days. Hahaha, I laughed to myself.

"Ness, yes we are bored when you sleep, but you were really asleep for 3 days straight. We tried to wake you several times but decided you'd wake up on your own when you were ready, and you have." Weird why would I sleep for three days straight? Huh, I guess I was lot more tired than I thought.

"Nessie can you please turn around and look at us?" Aunt Rose said a little impatiently for some reason.

I sighed and turned around and as soon as I was facing my family I heard 8 very distinct gasps.

"Holy crap Ness!" My Uncle Emmett said.

"O my!" Grandma said.

"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!" My dad yelled for some reason.

'What is going on?' I thought. 'Why is my family staring at my like I was covered in warts?'

"Ness, maybe you should go to your bathroom and look for yourself." My dad said annoyed.

I started to get really worried as I walked to my bathroom. 'Oh no, did i just break out in horrible acne?' ' Damn you have got to be kidding me' I thought. 'Wait can a half vampire even get acne?' Only one way to find out.

"Ness just hurry into the bathroom and look for yourself." My dad said.

Reluctantly I walked into my bathroom and shut the door. To scared to go straight to my mirror, I leaned against it trying to gather up enough courage to look at what was waiting for me in my reflection. I closed my eyes and stepped in front of my mirror.

'Okay on the count of three I'm going to open my eyes and get it over with' I thought to myself. 'Okay, 1...2...3'.

I slowly opened my eyes and was in utter shock when I looked at the person in front of me. It was me , in a way of course, but yeah initially still me. 'HOLY SHIT!!!' I thought to myself.

My dad chucled in my bedroom.

'Is this for real?' I asked my dad with my thoughts. " Looks like it love." My dad answered.

Now that the initial shock was over i could properly check myself out. There I was not looking at the awkward, plain 16/17 year old girl I was 3 days ago. No, the person standing in front of me now was (if I do say so myself) a GORGEOUS 18/19 year old WOMAN. My face was perfect (to me at least). I had high defined cheekbones, full pouty lips with a natural red tint that would make grown men cry.

I looked further down and almost cried when I saw my chest. ' BOOBS, I HAVE BOOBS!!!!!!' I thought. I heard my dad growl a little. ' Sorry daddy, but i do.' I laughed at my own thoughts.

"I know Ness, but I also know that my life is about to get extremely difficult." My dad said annoyed. 'Okay...?!' I thought.

Okay back to my new body. Wow BOOBS, I'm never going to stop being in aw of them. Not only did I finally have boobs, but they were pretty big. I'd say about a nice D cup. SCORE!! I began to look at the rest of my body. I had curves in all the right places, defined hips and OMG I have an ASS. I was surprised at how plump and perky it was, lol, just like my boobs. I looked at the overall of my body and came to a conclusion, I was totally and 100% SEXY!! Score again.

I heard my dad mumble something about, "me making his life more difficult, and getting a gun" I laughed, like he'd ever need a gun.

"Daddy, you're just going to have to get use to the fact that your daughter is now officially a half vampire SEX GOD!!"

My dad growled really loud, why the rest of my family started to roll with laughter.

I didn't really register what they were all saying, because I was lost in my own little world, wondering what my crush would think when he lays his eye's on me. This was the best day of my life and nothing was going to ruin it.

"Ness, stop ogling yourself and get dressed so we can go." My Aunt Alice said.

"Get dressed? Why where are we going?' " I asked her.

" Seriously Nessie? Duh, we have to go shopping for your new wardrobe because obviously the ones you have are not going to cut." She said motioning towards what I had on. The boy shorts and matching tank I wore to bed 3 nights ago now looked like a bikini on me know.

Well crap, I spoke to soon about nothing ruining today, I forgot to consider Aunt Alice and her credit card.