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Chapter 4: Uh.....WOW!

"What the Fuck do you think you're doing Seth," Jake asked.

"Hey man, calm down. I don't know what came over me. I'm really sorry dude."

"I'm only going to tell you this once Seth, Get your FUCKING hands off of her NOW!!!!"

I couldn't stand there quite anymore I finally found my voice and asked, "Okay, hold on. What the hell is your problem Jacob?"

Jacob just looked at me like I was speaking a different language.

"What the hell is wrong with me," he asked with a tone that scared the crap out of me because it was so icy. He's never been this angry with me. I absolutely had no idea what was going on.

"Um.... yeah that's what i just asked. Are you going to just stand there looking like if you were a cartoon, steam would be coming out of your ears, or are you going to answer my question?"

"Your kidding me right? This is all some messed up attempt at a joke," he asked.

"No Jake, no joke. This is not a joke. What is wrong with you? Why did you interupt Seth and me and why are you so pissed," I yelled not caring who was listening.

He looked in my eyes and I looked right back. As I looked I saw 3 different emotions showing Thur his dark brown eyes. I saw Anger, pain, and jealousy. 'Wait, anger i understand, pain maybe a little, but jealousy, why would Jake be jealous?' I thought to myself.

"Apperantly nothing, I guess you wanted this," pain clear in his voice.

"Yeah, I did want this to happen," I said anger still clear in my voice.

Jacob glanced at me and then Seth and back to me and said, "Fine, whatever makes you happy."

Jacob stormed off headed towards the woods, and as soon as he was in the cover of the trees I heard a ripping sound as he phased. Quickly following him, but first glancing at me with anger in their eyes, was Quill, Leah, and Embry.

"What the hell was all of that about," I asked Seth as he removed his hands from my waist and took a step back.

He looked at me for at least 30 seconds before he said with a sigh, "That was me making a huge mistake." 'WHAT?! how can he say that.'

"Why would you say that? I know you enjoyed that just as much as I did," I said with tears in my eyes.

"Look Nessie, I like you and I'm extremely attracted to you, but I don't love you and I never could. I know you don't love me either."

"How dare you tell me who I do or dont love, for your info buddy, I do love you."

"No you don't Ness, you just happen to have your very first crush on me. But it's not love. Will you do me a favor," he asked.

"Yeah Seth, anything."

He laughed and said, "Close your eyes and clear your mind." I did as he asked and was instantly hit with a sharp pain in my stomach and heart. 'What was that' I asked myself.

I must have shown the pain my heart and stomach gave me because Seth continued a little smugly. "Now tell me what your heart is wanting you to do."

I didn't understand exactly what he was saying. 'What does he mean,' I thought to myself. I took a deep breath and was hit by and overwhelming pull to go into the woods where Jake had disappeared. 'What the hell?' I had no idea what was going on with my body and why it really wanted me to run into the woods.

"So do you feel it," Seth asked me bringing me out of my thoughts. I stood there just looking at him in silence.

Finally I took a deep breath and said, " I have this sharp pain in my heart and stomach and this weird pull to go into the woods."

Again he answered smugly,"That pull is Jake, why don't you just follow the pull and see where it takes you."

I looked at him and said, "Why would there be a pain in my heart and...... OH," I said finally understanding a little.

"Seth does Jake like me? Other than friends I mean."

Seth laughed and said, " You could say that, why don't you give into that pull and see where it leads you?"

He didn't have to suggest it twice, I was extremely curious to find out what this pull was. As if my feet had a mind of their own they walked me into the woods, towards the pull.

I had closed my eyes during the walk just giving into the pull. As soon as my feet stopped I opened my eyes to see myself surrounded by three angry wolfs and one wolf in pain. The pain in my heart got sharper at the look in Jake's eyes. All I wanted to do was walk right over to him and wrap my arms around him.

I started to walk towards him and was blocked by two of the wolfes in Jakes pack, both of them growling at me.

"Look Jake, I really need to talk to you, please," I asked him.

Jacob looked at me curiously but still in pain. After a few seconds he nodded his head and the three other wolfs left. Jake walked into the trees and came back as Jake and only wearing sweatpants. I stared at his naked torso and took a deep breath. 'Wow, why had I not noticed how ripped and tight Jake's body was before, I mean DAMN he is SEXY' I thought to myself.

"So you wanna talk to me," Jake asked trying not to be angry with me.

"Yeah, if you don't mind," I said shyly and a little scared.

"Look ness, I'm sorry. I mean I'm not sorry I broke off that... that.. kiss, but I am sorry that I hurt you."

"Jake , why did you act that way," I asked still shyly.

He sighed and then answered, "I cant stand the thought of you being with other men. It hurts Ness, it hurts real bad to see you in the arms of another man."

I took in what he just said and aked him,"Jacob, what exactly is going on, why does me kissing Seth hurt you so much?"

Again he sighed and thought carefully about what he said next.

"It's not just Seth. It would hurt to see you with any man Ness. You mean the world to me and not just as a friend. Nessie for the last couple of months my feelings have changed towards you. I have had very strong romantic feelings for you." He finished and took a deep breath.

'Whoa, he's had romantic feelings for me for a couple months? Before my growth Spurt? Wow' I thought to myself trying to digest what he just said.

"What exactly are you trying to tell me, Jake," I asked.

He walked over to me and grabbed my face with both of his warm hands sending a delightful shiver Thur my entire body. I ignored the feeling so I could concentrate on what he said while looking at the ground.

He lifted my head up so I was looking him in the eyes and said, "I love you Nessie, no wait that's not what I mean, you already know that. Renesmee Carlie Cullen, I'm in every possible way deeply in love with you."

'.GOD' I thought as he examined my face for some kind of reaction to what he just told me.

It was quite for what seemed like eternity why I let what he said sink in. He finally broke the silence with a simple question, "Ness, talk to me. Tell me what you're thinking."

I looked into his eyes and simply replied, " Jake, I..... I...."

A/N: Sorry about the cliffy, I took a different turn from what I had originally wrote down in my notebook while typing this. It doesn't change where the story is going just how it gets there. Lol, Review and tell me what you think!! Thanks guys for reading and I should have chapter five up 2mrw!! Love Y'all!!

-Michele-