DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE CHARACTERS

A/N: AGAIN THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME OUT TO READ MY LITTLE STORY

CHAPTER 5: TAKE THAT

We both stood there waiting for me to continue with what I started to say. 'Well it's now or never' I thought to myself. I was about to continue when a sudden thought that had come to me made it's way out of my mouth first.

"Jake, I need you to answer a question, before I answer yours," I told him.

"Sure Ness, you can ask me anything," he said while staring intensely into my eyes.

"How come if you've felt this way for a few months, are you just know saying how you feel about me?"

"Believe me when I tell you that I wanted to tell you as soon as I realized I felt this way, but there where several things keeping me from doing so."

"Like what exactly?"

"Are you sure you want me to tell you?"

"Um.. yeah Jake I'm pretty sure."

He sighed before he spoke next,"To begin with I didn't know how to bring it up, and how you would react when I did. Secondly your father asked me to wait to see if you had feelings for me all on your own, without any influence from me."

"Why would my father ask you to do that," I asked confused. I mean why would my father have any problem with someone loving me as much as Jake is saying he loves me? There had to be some huge reason, like he was trying to protect me, but from what exactly?

"Well I guess I've told you this much I might as well tell you everything," Jacob said with a little chuckle. 'Well duh,' is all I thought.

I stared at him waiting for him to continue.

"Ness, do you know anything about imprinting?"

"Um.. No why?"

"Because it has a lot to do with one of the reasons. Imprinting happens when one person in the pack finds, well, there soul mate. There's really no other way to put it, but the feelings are a lot stronger than that. Anyway, this one person is everything to the pack member, they make their life complete. Once you find that completeness you are at total peace with the world. You feel like you were put on this earth just to make that person happy. Like you were born for that girl and that girl was born for you. It feels like what you thought kept you from floating away, gravity, was absolutely wrong. What keeps you here, what keeps from floating away is this girl."

He looked at me to see if I was following. I nodded my head for him to continue.

"Almost all the guys in the combined packs have imprinted, and depending on what stage their imprintee and him are in, they spend all their time together." I cut him off there.

"What do you mean by depending on what stage they are in?"

"Well, there are different stages the relationship can be in based on what the imprintee may want or need. Take for instants, Sam, Jared, and Paul. They all imprinted on grown women so if there imprintee wanted to, they would be lovers. But Quill imprinted on Clair when she was two, and of course his love was only that of a protector. Their relationship has already gone thru two stages; first he was her protector and now he is like a goofy big brother and when she is a woman she can choose how she wants Quill involved in her life. It's 100% up to the imprintee. Like I said we are there to be whatever our imprintee needs us to be."

I waited for him to continue ,but he seemed to be done. I thought about what this had to do with me and why my father was being so overprotective, and then it hit him like a ton of bricks. Jacob has imprinted on some girl, and even though he loves me and I love him it cant go anywhere because she was his future not me. That explains why my dad was trying to tell Jake not to tell me how he felt because he knew nothing could come of it and that it would brake my heart. I wanted to ask him one more question to make sure my assumption was right.

"You said we. so does that mean you have imprinted as well?" As the words came out of mouth i felt a wave of jealousy, 'whoa i'm really jealous' I thought.

He laughed. 'WHAT THE HELL IS SO FUNNY?' I yelled in my head.

He was still laughing a little before he answered my question," Yeah i have. It happened a few years ago and it saved my life, she saved my life. I couldn't be happier."

'Um, excuse me?! what an ass to tell me he loved me but loved someone else more,' I thought.

"oh... um congrats with that," I said as sarcastically as I could. I was hurt, my heart was breaking into. I was losing my Jacob, when in fact he wasn't my Jacob and never could be. I took a few steps away from him as I came to this realization.

Jacob spoke up when I moved away from him, "Would you please let me continue befor you comment, jeez."

"I'm sooo sorry Jake. Please continue telling me about this "amazing" woman, and how she saved your life." I yelled. I was not impressed about how this conversation was going. I had thought he JUST told me he loved me. Can he love someone that's not his imprint?

Suddenly out of nowhere I was flooded by wave a courage and walked back to him and pressed my cold lips to his hot ones. Shock was clearly alive in his eyes, but was quickly replaced with love, lust, and man is so confusing.

As I kissed him I realized that my first kiss with Seth was nothing, and I mean nothing compared to the way Jacob's lips felt against mine. It was like coming home, like my life, my future was with this man. I knew right then and there, that I wanted him. I knew that no other man could ever mean as much to me as Jacob Black. I Renesmee Cullen, was not going to give up easily, I'm going to fight for this man, and I'm not going to fight fair.

I broke away from the kiss and looked right into his eyes. As I did I said,"Well, I don't know about you, but that was the best kiss I ever had," I laughed at myself as I said this knowing that this was only my second kiss ever.

Before he could answer I continued to finish what I was saying," Now I know you can't love me as much as you do your little imprint ,but I just thought you'd like to know how I felt. Oh and enjoy that cause, I know she wont be able to compare her kiss to mine." As soon as the words were out of my mouth I took of running towards my house. As soon as got home I went straight to my room and Laid on my bed.

I might not get to have Jacob, but I could remember that kiss forever. 'TAKE THAT you stupid little imprint of Jacob's,' I thought to myself. As I layed there I closed my eyes replaying the kiss over and over. I was eager to fall asleep knowing that i could relive this and more in my dreams, and I also knew that in my dreams Jacob was and always would be MY JACOB!!!!

A/N: Now this one was really tricky cuz i didn't want the relationship to just be BAM, I love you, You love me. I want there to be confusion and loyalty. I want them to work for their love, you might think it's cruel but believe me it's going make it more intense when they do finally understand each other, and don't worry it's not far off and it just might have some lemony goodness, but that depends on reviews people. So tell me if you'd prefer fluff reunion or a lemony ;) reunion.

Love Y'all

-Michele-