Hey guys! Sorry I didn't update earlier. I really am. Um, yeah, this is this chapter and I hope you like it.
BPOV
'I
can see it in your eyes, you're scared
All these things they force
you to do aren't fair
I'm here to chase away these tears
And
baby we can chase away these fears
(Because)sometimes
baby you fall on your back
But girl you're three times the lady
I'll ever have
And you know, you know it's true,'
he
locked eyes with me when he said this and didn't let them gountilthe
end of the song.
'This
is a fight I refuse to lose
And
I'll run (and I'll run)
Have a little faith in me
You're scared
and alone
And I'll run (and I'll run)
This is where we both
break free
I'll bring you home (you home, you home)
I
can hear it in your voice, you care
Let me run my fingers through
your hair
I'll keep you company at night
And baby I'm here to
make this right
(Because)
sometimes baby you fall on your back
But girl you're three times
the lady I'll ever have
And you know, you know it's true
This
is a fight I refuse to lose
And
I'll run (and I'll run)
Have a little faith in me
You're scared
and alone
And I'll run (and I'll run)
This is wear we both
break free
I'll bring you home (you home, you home)
[:Bridge:]
Believe
me and don't think twice
And don't leave me or say goodbye
Believe
me, believe me tonight
Believe me and dont think twice
Believe
me
And
I'll run
Have a little faith in me
You're scared and alone
And
I'll run (and I'll run)
Have a little faith in me
You're scared
and alone
And I'll run (and i'll run)
This is where we both
break free
I'll bring (i'll bring) you home (you home, you home)
Have
a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me (have a little
faith, have a little faith)
Have a little faith in me (have a
little faith, have a little faith)
If you have a little faith in
me'.
I
woke up with a smile on my face for the first time in weeks. But
then, I felt ill. I shouldn't be smiling. That song had been stuck
in my head all night and I was thankful to Edward for writing it for
me. It still baffled me he could write a song that beautiful about
me, plain old Bella.
"Bewwa are you up yet?" I heard Zach
call from behind my door. I smiled and sat up.
"Yes Zach" I
called back and then the door flung open. Zach waltzed in wearing a
cowboy suit that Mum and Dad had gotten him for his last birthday.
His cowboy hat was slightly off to the side and I started
laughing.
"Well howdy Partner" I chuckled as he walked in with
his hands as fake guns.
"I chawwenge you, do u douw" he said
and I laughed.
"Okay then" I said and went to Mum and Dad's
room. It hurt me to be in there, but I needed to help Zach right now.
He was feeling lonely. I took a deep breath and walked over to Dad's
wardrobe. It always confused me that he had it, but I pulled out his
Cowboy hat and boots. I put them on over my pajamas and ran back to
my room.
Zach turned around and his face went from happy to sad.
His eyes pooled with tears and his bottom lip trembled. I threw off
the hat and boots and rushed over to him.
"Zach, I'm sorry.
Are you okay?" I whispered and he just walked over to the hat. He
picked it up and hugged it close to him.
"Can I hab dis Bewwa?"
He whispered and I nodded as a tear slid down my cheek. He began to
cry as ne nodded. He walked out of the room and I was left on the
floor, feeling wretched. I began to whimper as I climbed back into
bed.
I picked up my phone and dialed Alice's number.
"Hello?" she answered, sounding frantic.
"Hey Alice
it's me. I'm not coming to school today. I don't think I can
handle it. Okay, bye" I whimpered and then hung up the phone.
I
walked down the stairs only to find out that everyone else had left
the house. So, once again, I was alone.
APOV
Bella
hung up the phone and I turned to the rest of the group.
"Bella's
not coming. She sounded really upset" I whispered. Edward's head
snapped up and a look of pain crossed his face.
"Do you know
what's wrong with her?" Rose asked and I shook my head.
"No,
she only said that she didn't think she could handle it" I
answered and shrugged sadly. I felt so helpless and Edward looked
like he was deliberating on something in his mind.
"What are
you thinking bro?" Jasper asked him and he looked up.
"Huh?
Oh nothing. Hey, where does Bella live?" he asked and I smiled
slightly. He wanted to go see her, how sweet.
I told him the
address and he nodded in thanks.
"Sorry guys, I'm missing my
first day" he whispered and then he turned and ran.
"They'll
be a great couple" Rose and I whispered at the same time. Emmett
and Jasper both nodded in agreement.
EPOV
I
ran as fast as I was able back to the parking lot and on the way I
got lost three times. That didn't matter now. What mattered was
that the pained angel needed someone, and I wanted to be there for
her. And I couldn't quite justify that to myself. Why did I want to
be around her already? I met her last night. All I knew was that I
needed to help her, or I'd be sick with worry and sadness. I got to
my car in record timing and jumped into the driver's seat. I turned
on my navigator and spoke Bella's address into it. As I drove, it
gave me directions and it seemed to take me forever, but when I
pulled up at her house, I looked at the clock. Had
it really only been ten minutes?
I
ran up the stairs to the porch and knocked on her door.
BPOV
I
was moping around in my room when I heard knocking on the front door.
I sighed but got up. I didn't even care that I was still in my
pajamas or that my hair was crumpled and I had red rimmed, puffy
eyes. I walked down the stairs and got to the door. I opened it
slowly and saw a face that I had dreamed about all night. When I saw
him- and I know this may seem pathetic- I started to cry. I fell to
the floor and wrapped my arms around myself while chanting 'I want
them back, I want them back'. I was vaguely aware of the fact that
he walked inside and sat next to me on the floor. But I was very
aware
of the fact that he wrapped his arms around me.
"Bella, it's
okay. I'm here now" he chanted and my sobbing softened into a
whimper.
"W-W-Why are you here?" I whispered.
"I came
to help you" he whispered and I nodded pathetically. This is
exactly what I was- pathetic.
"You must thing that I'm all
kinds of pathetic" I said sadly and he smiled.
"Actually, I
think you're all kinds of wonderful" he counteracted. I stared up
at him and he smiled down at me. That was when the phone rang. I
huffed and got up. I walked over to the stand where the p[hone was.
"Hello?" I whispered into the line, because if I spoke any louder, my voice would break.
That was when I heard the thing that sent my life into a spiral of black. I was only vaguely aware of Edward calling my name and shaking my shoulders, and then, I was unconscious.
