Edward left me in the hospital and I
was giddy with joy despite my baby brother being in hospital. I was
still worried about Zach but I couldn't stop thinking about Edward.
I was almost asleep when I heard the door creak open. I smiled and
opened my eyes, and then pouted with confusion when I saw the pained
look on the nurse's face.
"What happened to Zach?" I
whispered because I knew that nothing more than hyperventilation and
stress was wrong with me.
"A few minutes ago, he started having
a seizure. We scanned him and he had major swelling to the brain. We
rushed him to the emergency room, but we were too late" she
whispered solemnly. I felt numb.
"What do you mean you were too
late?" I choked and she blinked back tears that were begging to
flow.
"Zach Swan died at 11:42pm tonight" she whispered and my
whole world turned into a frenzy of pain and agony. How could Zach
die? He was one of the two people keeping me alive right now. He was
only five for goodness sake. I was sobbing uncontrollably into my
knees when I heard the door shut. I didn't even bother to look up.
I was sure that Aunt May was out there now but I couldn't handle
anything anymore. I looked up at the roof.
"How could you do
this to me? Why should one person have to experience so much pain?"
I wailed and when I got no answer; I felt empty. There was no answer,
it was just that I didn't deserve to have the love and support of a
family.
"Oh god, Zach" I whimpered and clutched at my chest
where I knew my heart was, but right now it just felt like a weight
full of this wretched pain.
I sat there for twenty minutes,
crying and bleeding out my tears. I finally decided I didn't want
to be alone right now, so I got my phone and dialed Edward's
number.
I put the phone to my ear and waited for a reply.
"Hello?" I heard his voice and I began to cry again.
"I-I-I-I don't know w-w-what I'm g-gonna d-d-do" I sobbed
again.
"Bella, what happened?" He whispered and I cried
louder.
"He's all I had l-l-left" I whimpered and he sighed
in confusion.
"Who Bella? What happened?" I sobbed slightly
quieter; hearing his voice calmed me down a little, but not enough to
stifle my pain.
"It's Z-z-Zach… he…" I whimpered and
then started sobbing again. I couldn't finish that sentence. It
made it too final.
"He what Bella?" he whispered; he sounded
like he had an idea, but was hoping he was wrong.
"E-E-Edward…
he d-d-died…" I whispered and a shriek of despair ruptured
through my sodden chest.
"Oh god, Bella" I heard in whisper
and I cried again.
"Can you come here? I don't want to be
alone" I whimpered and his breathing hitched.
"You want me
there?" he whispered and I sobbed again.
"I both want and
need you here" I whimpered and I heard his sigh.
"I'll
be there as soon as I can. I promise" he whispered and then the
phone line went dead.
I layed there for an immeasurable
moment; just crying and letting the sobs rack through my agonized
body. My heart beat achingly and I remembered my family. That was all
I could do now; remember. Suddenly, I was in a pair of arms and they
were arms that I'd been longing for.
"Edward" I whimpered as
I turned and layed my head against his chest. I began to cry again
when I thought about how just hours ago, I'd been sitting with my
little brother; and he'd been alive.
"It's okay. Let it out.
I'm here" he whispered and stroked my back and hair. I sobbed
inconsolably and he just continued to coo that everything would be
alright and that he'd always be there for me. It made me the
slightest bit optimistic that I had Edward with me.
"He's
gone. Every one of them is gone" I whimpered and his eyes tuned
sad.
"I'll never leave you Bella" he whispered and my heart
stuttered violently.
"You might not have a choice" I
whimpered and he looked at me in confusion.
"What are you
talking about?" he begged and a tear slid down my pain covered
cheek.
"Do you think Zach wanted to die?" I whispered and he
seemed to understand.
"As long as I'm alive, I will never
leave your side" he whispered and fresh tears burned at the raw
flesh on my cheeks.
"Thank you" I whimpered and my bottom lip
quivered.
"I should be thanking you" he whispered and I
hiccupped.
"Why?" I whispered. He looked down at me and
smiled.
"For making today worth living" he sighed and I
nuzzled my head into his chest.
EPOV
Today
was a horrible day for my Bella. My Bella?
"Edward…"
I heard an indistinct whisper and I looked down and saw that Bella
was asleep. A small smile was gracing her lips and my heart thumped
unevenly. "Thank you Edward. You're the only thing I live for…"
she whispered and my stomach burned. She was dreaming of me and
saying how I was the only reason she lived. I hadn't known Bella
for long, but there was this feeling in the pit of my stomach that I
knew I couldn't ignore. I remember once there was a segment of
statistics saying that people can fall in love in 8.25 seconds: and I
knew I was one of them. I didn't know how it happened; but
something drew me to Bella. Something about her tortured soul and I
wanted to fix it. I wanted to make her feel alive again; rather than
a shred of agony walking amongst the rest of the world.
"Edward…
I love you…" she mumbled and rolled over to lie on my chest
fully.
"I love you too Bella. It seems impossible to me" I
whispered as I stroked her hair. I fell asleep with my love on my
chest and my heart on my sleeve.
"Jasper, get off me! I can't
breathe" I laughed as Jasper was tackling me for the x-box remote.
"I'm hungry" Emmett announced and I rolled my eyes while
still struggling against Jasper.
"Em… you're always hungry"
I stated and his face fell. It was priceless; he looked like a kid
who just got told he couldn't have any candy.
"But… but
Eddie, I want food" he said; looking honestly hurt and both Jasper
and I burst out laughing.
"Go get some then" Jasper suggested
and Emmett's face lit up. He hugged Jasper (yes, hugged Jasper) and
stuck his tongue out at me. Emmett skipped into the kitchen and I
heard the fridge open.
"Mum got chocolate!" he squealed
joyously and Jasper and I both chuckled. When the phone started
ringing Jasper stopped tackling me to answer it. He pranced over to
the phone and picked it up.
"'Yello?" he asked casually and
his face transformed into a mask of horror. He dropped the phone and
collapsed to the floor. I jumped up form my bean bag and ran to the
phone.
"Hello?" I whispered frantically and I heard sirens
wailing in the background.
"Edward, honey it's me. Aunt June"
I heard and she sounded agonized.
"What's the matter Aunt
June?" I whispered, frightened and she exhaled shakily.
"You're
mum and dad… they're…. they're dead Edward" she whispered
and my life went into a spiral of fear and doubt. Mum… Dad…
Gone.
I shot up in the bed and only then
did I remember the pained angel sleeping on me.
"Edward, are you
ok?" she whispered frantically and I turned my tortured gaze to
her. My heart was thumping erratically but slowly calming down. I
pulled her close to me and buried my face in her hair as she traced
she crevasses on my arms. It was then that I felt the wetness on my
chest. I pulled away for a second and saw that Bella was crying
again. My heart sank and when she looked at me she tried to smile
reassuringly but it distorted itself into an agony stripped quiver
and she crashed her face into my chest.
"I'm s-s-sorry" she
sobbed and I stroked her hair while whispering sweet nothings into
her ear.
BPOV
Ever
since I was little; I'd worn two necklaces around my neck and each
had a key on it. They were both decorated with the words 'I will
love you forever'. My mum had told me that they were the keys to
my heart and that I was to keep one; and give the other one to the
boy of my dreams. Once; I'd seen a statistic that people fell in
love in less than nine seconds of meeting someone; and I was one of
them. I knew Edward felt something towards me and that he was the
only person who would stick by someone who was as pathetic as I was.
He stroked my hair and let me sleep on his chest while staining his
clothes with my pain. He kissed me and last night; he told me he
loved me when he thought I was sleeping and I'd said I loved him. I
couldn't believe it had only been a matter of days and I'd fallen
madly; desperately in love with him. He was there through some of my
darkest moments and he still stuck around; stayed by my side.
"Edward?" I whimpered and wiped
some of my tears away. He looked up and raised his hand; brushing
away the tears I'd missed.
"Yes love" he said and then
cringed. "Yes Bella?" he asked and I smiled. I leant forehead and
placed a chaste kiss on his lips.
"Thank you" he whispered
and I smiled slightly; despite my situation. I put my hands up behind
my neck and undid my necklace with my extra key on it. I brought it
down and slipped off one of the keys. I handed it to Edward and he
took it; puzzled.
"What's this?" he whispered and I smiled.
I took the necklace from his hands and leant forward to fasten it
around his neck.
"It's the key to my heart".
