Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, or any characters associated with the show.
Note: This is an adaption from a Kingdom Hearts series I wrote called Monster, and The Lovely. If you enjoy this I urge you to take a look at those. That series, and this one, are very vulgar. They contain all of thee above and if any offend you I ask for you to read a different story, or take a look at some of my others, thank you.
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DemOn
Lullaby & Goodnight
It runs through your ears as a child.
Rock a bye baby.
When the wind blows,
The craddle will fall.
Lullaby.
& goodnight.
He waits for you when your sleeping,
And watches when your awake.
DemOn
When you read a book, you almost always predict the perfect ending.
But in my story land.
Every ending goes the wrong way, no matter what direction I turn the page.
I'm lying on the couch in the living room of the spacious home.
I had a few tears, lets face it.
My life sucks.
I can do everything right, and still somewhere along the fucked up print.
Get something so wrong.
I want to know why, God, the Lord, has made me this way.
If its so wrong?
I think I can get a shining start, once I get out of here.
This more like a half way house anyway.
Minus the therapy.
Because I'm better off talking to the kitchen table than those two delinquents.
I turn on CDs sometime when I go to sleep.
Soft ones.
Fast ones.
Slow ones.
Abstract onces.
I love music.
In this day and age, it has become my escape.
As I sit here, so impaired yet aware.
I'm drowning in rivers.
I miss it so much.
I begin to sweat as I think about him.
I miss his touch.
It sucks that he was always high or drunk.
I just want to know if this, is it over?
Because I love him, and he hates me.
I dream of those nights, I would sneak in the middle, just to be next to him and make her oblivious to my true actions and intentions.
Shes such a fucking idiot.
Anyone with hot pink hair has to be retarded.
I guess thats just my opinion.
She acts like shes all original, but shes not.
She pretends to be some shock-artist.
Shes best at laying on her back and suck a dick.
Now isn't that the truth.
But I wash away those thoughts from my brain.
His blond hair was always so smooth.
You'd think with all those drugs, it would be nappy.
It was still perfect.
My hand begins to slip below the belt, I can't believe I'm doing this.
I start to sing to myself.
Lullaby.
&&
Goodnight.
DemOn
Lullaby
&&
Goodnight.
I think I'm dreaming.
I can feel his touch, its so nice.
When your in your mothers womb, and shes rocking back and forth.
You can hear the echoes, its not proven, but I feel this is true.
Her soft voice lulls you to sleep.
Her lullabies, and stories of how your gonna be make you suck your thumb.
Its euphoria in there, always warm, and always something to eat.
Its pure perfection.
DemOn
And when you turn into who you will be for the rest of your life.
Its often a disappointment to your parents.
You know I don't talk to mine anymore.
They don't know, and probably don't care I'm off the drugs.
Sometimes I'll get a card and a check.
And they are thinking in their heads I'm going to buy needles and drugs.
But they send the money anyway, because deep down in their hearts they still care.
DemOn
Lullaby.
&&
Goodnight.
"Come back, its your calling fagot."
I hear her voice, I know this isn't a dream.
Its a damn nightmare.
I open my eyes, and shes hovering over me, and looks down at my penis which rest in my hand.
"You truly are pathethic."
I often wonder if she has any emotions.
Shes so apathetic.
"Take it." She hands me a needle with the juice.
Love is its own addiction.
Hell, is this what it will take to touch him again.
I think I'm crying.
He was always there as a kid.
I grab it.
Lullaby.
&&
Goodnight.
DemOn
Lets go to sleep.
Sing me that lullaby one more time.
Authors Note: Is this to vulgar for you? Sorry, the truth is written clearly.
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