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Bella. Bella. Bella. Bella. My Bella. Her name resounded in my head like a broken record. I'd left her when she was carrying our baby; I only did it because I thought she was ashamed. But I know that isn't any kind of excuse. I'd stayed at my Aunt's house in Forks, Washington and one night I'd been sleeping when I heard a soft, beautiful, farmilar whimper. As soon as I'd opened my eyes; I'd seen her. Bella was in my closet stairing lifelessly at me; with a noose around her neck. As soon as she'd seen me she'd let herself fall. As soon as I'd seen that; I launched myself out of the bed and went to her. I threw the closet door open and took her still, fragile form into my arms. I'd begged her to live but she wasn't looking at me. Her eyes were closed and the roped had both burned and cut her neck.I'd screeched out my aunt's name and she had come running in. Her face portrayed fear, compassion and professionalism. And now; here I am; sitting down in the waiting room of the Forks Hospital.

"Edward Cullen?" I heard from within my tortured stupor. I looked up through blurry eyes to see the angry looks of my family and friends. I began to sob and their expressions softened. Emmett came over and put a gentle arm around me. As I cried and wailed and sobbed my heart out; I heard small murmurings. I caught the words 'attempted suicide' and my interest perked. I stared as the nurse conversed with Carlisle Cullen; my uncle. "She tried to hang herself in his closet" Carlisle Murmured and my heart sank two or three extra times. "Oh Doctor Cullen; I am so sorry. Is your son alright?" the nurse asked in a flirtatious way. It made me sick to the stomach that Bella was lying somewhere after trying to kill herself and here was this nurse flirting with my uncle. "Oh, he isn't my son. My brother Jerome was his father; and he passed away some time ago" Carlisle explained and I felt yet another pain shoot through my aching heart.

It was hours before any of us could see her. It frustrated me to no end to have to sit and wait while I cried for her. I hope the baby was okay also. I hung my head in my hands and cried again when I thought of how pig headed and insensitive I was. "Edward?" I heard Carlisle's voice and I lifted my head slowly. My tears had stained my shirt. "Yes?" I answered in a weak and hoarse voice.
"You can go in and see her now" he said and my heard thudded painfully from the relief. I nodded numbly and stood without remembering if I told myself to. I made my way through the halls until I got to my angels room. She was laying on the bed and her neck was wrapped in gauze. It was heartbreaking. She was asleep and her face looked pained. I slowly and silently opened the door and then shut it behind myself. I walked over to her; it was like I was an onlooker watching a burning man head towards the love of his life. This was so surreal and yet so painful. "Edward please. I love you" my angel whispered in a choked voice. I stared at her and realised she was dreaming about the day I'd…left. I broke down then. My loud sobs wracking through every inch of my body. I threw myself onto the chair that was beside her bed and rested my head next to hers. I took her hand on mine and kissed each knuckle softly while I cried.
"I'm so sorry; I love you so much" I whimpered.

I fell asleep like that. Holding my angels hand and listening to her shallow breathing. As well as the constant beep, beep, beep of the monitor. I woke up to the feeling on my hair being stroked. It was amazing and the only person who stroked it like that was Bella. I slowly opened my eyes and saw that she was staring straight into them. She had tears running down her cheeks; but she looked content.
"Edward" she sighed and then her face crumpled in pain. She started to sob and I took her in my arms. It didn't escape my attention that I still held her hands and she still had her other one in my hair. As she sobbed; I did too. For my angels pain was my pain. And my angels tears made everything feel wrong. She shouldn't cry, especially after everything she has been through in the short time I've known her.
"I wasn't ashamed Edward. I swear. I just didn't know how to tell them" she whimpered as I rocked her back and forth. I shook my head as she looked up at me.
"Forgive me Bella. I love you and this baby so much. You are my everything Bella. Without you; I lived my life like I was dead. I moped around and Carlisle was getting fed up with me. I wished for every second that I could hold you or kiss you; but I couldn't. I made a mistake; the biggest of my life; by leaving you. I was just scared that you didn't want me; but I know isn't any excuse for what I've done. But please Bella; I want to kiss you again" I whispered the last part and I knew she understood because her eyes held yearning.
"Kiss me Cullen" she demanded and I complied eagerly. It was a hot, fevered kiss. The kind that a man and wife exchange when the man has been gone for a while. Her sobs racked through my mouth as I was sure mine did hers. She held onto my for all dear life as she kissed me and I felt our tears collide at the mouth. They were tears of relief.

Eventually, Bella fell asleep. After much dispute about whether or not she had enough room with me laying on the bed with her. Eventually, she won. So here I lye on a hospital bed with my Bella laying across my chest. She had her head buried in the crook of my neck and every now and then she would unconsciously kiss it; making me shiver.
Later; Alice came in and when she saw us; he face lit up. She still glared at me and a little while afterwards I found out that Bella had told them all about the baby. So in their eyes, I must have been the man who left his pregnant wife. Wife? That gave me an idea. I slid out from underneath Bella and asked Emmett and Rosalie to look after her while I was gone. Emmett gave me a look that said 'I dare you to run off on her again Edward.. If you do, I'll kill you myself'. I nodded and smiled as I left the hospital. I drove to Port Angeles; the closest shopping district from the abysmal Forks, Washington. I bolted into the nearest place I could find and scanned through the selection. "Hi, how can I help you?" I heard at the exact moment that I found the perfect one.
"I would like to buy that ring please" I said, pointing to it.

BPOV
I woke up to the sound of quiet chatter.
"He's been gone for almost an hour Emmett" I heard Rosalie hiss and then I felt the panic rising in my throat.. Were they talking about Edward? Had he left me again? Those thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Edward's voice. He was apologising for taking so long. He sounded…elated?
"Bella, I know you are awake. Can you please open your eyes?" he asked and then I heard a low, excited gasp come from Alice. I slowly unstuck my eyes from each other and the sight before me left me stunned. Edward was kneeling beside my bed with a velvet box in his hand.
"Will you, Isabella Marie Swan; Marry Me; the desperate fool who is madly in love with you?" he asked and a smile slowly spread itself across my face.
"Yes" I whispered, barely audible. But I know he heard me because his eyes went from smouldering, to dazzlingly blissful. He pulled the elegant ring from its box and slid it onto my finger. It was the perfect fit. Much like Edward and I.

We told Carlisle and Esme after our friends had their congratulations time. Alice was practically bouncing with joy and I giggled slightly at how happy she was when just yesterday she was murderously angry with my fiancé. Finally, I was happy again. After weeks of living Edwardless I was finally smiling and alive. He sat beside my and played absently with a strand of my hair. Every now and then he would bend down and kiss me. Just enjoy it Bella. He missed you too.
"Well this is wonderful" Esme cheered and Edward smiled down at me.
"I am so happy for the both of you.. Now Bella, you should be free to go home tomorrow morning. Did you want me to set Edward up with a cot?" Carlisle asked me and I shook my head.
"No thank you. He can sleep on here with me" I sighed and grabbed his hand. I kissed each knuckle before pressing a sweet kiss into his palm. Then he caressed my cheek and kissed me softly and sweetly on the mouth.
"I love you Bella" he whispered into my mouth and I smiled against his.
"I love you too" I whispered. It still hurt to swallow and touch my neck. I felt ashamed for trying to take my own life, but I didn't want to think about that. Because my reason for living had come back to me.
I started to hum a familiar tune and I heard Edward gasp quietly. Then he composed himself and started to sing along.
"You know, you know it's true" he whispered, "This is a fight I refuse to lose" he said the last bit and then his lips came crashing down on mine.

1 Month Later

"Bella, come on we are gong to be late" I heard from behind the door. I was still admiring the small bump I'd acquired on m stomach. Suddenly, the door flew open and Edward stood there in all his glory. Then, when he saw what I was doing; he came to join me. He hugged me from behind and placed his hands over mine. Now we were both holding our baby.
"I love you" he whispered and then kissed my hair. I closed my eyes in happiness. Finally though, we had to go. On the drive Edward kept his hand in mine. When we arrived we were told to go in straight away and chastised for being five minutes late. As I lied down on the bed they put the cool gel on my stomach. I shivered at the temperature but shrugged it off.
"Ok now see on this little screen here? Oh… Oh my" the doctor said.

SORRY! I hope you liked this chapter and yes; I wanted to live you with a cliffhanger! Sorry guys! HAHAHA! And I am so sorry I havent updated in a while! Been really busy with assignments and stuff. Ok guys, One to Three more Chapters :/ AND THEN I CAN START A NEW STORY! *cheers* Anywayyy… Love you guys!