The sounds of kissing started again. Jessica never gets enough- What a total whore!
Bella had to take a look at the guy she was kissing. She was still not convinced that it was Edward, just considering that Jessica is making up with someone else and that his name is also Edward. Could it be my Edward? But, he wouldn't kiss anyone like he's doing to Jessica now- if it's him. So probably, it's not him. No, it can't be him.
Bella seem to feel disgusted by that thought.
She feels the urge to see the guy. She just had too.
Bella opened the toilet door slowly and peaked out. She just saw the guy's pants and it was already able to convince her who it was. She saw it this morning. She was in a car with the guy wearing the pants now.
OMG, it is really Edward.
She wasn't able to think anything. Too much questions along with her memories with him, ran through her mind - Why is Edward with Jessica? What is he doing with her? What did I do wrong? Where did we go wrong?
How could she? How could HE?
She backed up from the door; she was still caught up in the craze. She accidently hit the food tray that she had put on the toilet seat. She got hold of the food tray, but the plate fell to the ground, that made a loud crash. Now she had to explain to the principle why did she break the canteen plate. Damn it.
"There's someone in one of the toilets." Edward said with a restrain voice.
Bella closed her mouth. She was sweating now.
"Who is it? You better come out now! I'll report that you were sneaking up on us to the principle, if you don't come out, now!" Jessica tried to give a warning, but, her voice was shattering.
Bella had to go out there. She had to. She should be strong and brave. Besides, she's not the one who cheated in their relationship.
Tears start pouring down her cheeks Damn you tears! This would be the time for you to disappoint me. She wiped those tears away and breathes slowly as she walked out the toilet door.
"Bella?!" Edward was really shocked. He was really speechless. His face looks pale; paler than usual.
"Bella, there's nothing happening between me and…" Jessica tried to explain but, was instantly stopped by Bella.
"Look, I was inside the damn toilet the whole time you guys were making out. Don't try to cover the story, okay! I am not that STUPID! I thought I could trust you; you were one of my good friends, Jess!
I can't believe this!" Tears came rolling down her cheeks when she said it.
"And you…" Bella pointed at Edward, who looked really busted.
"I don't know what to say to you anymore! I hate you Edward for what you have become! I thought you were different, but, obviously I was wrong!" Bella's voice was already starting to crack up.
Edward tried to stop Bella from going out. "Bella, I can explain." He held Bella's arm with a great pressure. Hoping that, she would listen to him.
Bella looked up to Edward's face. Those eyes. All the glimpse of their future together, it was all crushed. Jessica was there now, in those eyes. Crushing all their memories they had together.
"Get out of my way, blood sucker!" Bella pushed Edward aside, although it was a waste of effort because he just moved an inch. She almost broke her arm, he felt like an iron man. Jessica was making her most annoying face, which featured stupidity and hopefully-innocent.
Bella stepped out of the toilet door. She didn't believe that she was able to control her emotions and that she was brave enough to confront Edward.
She felt like there was a force pulling back her tears and calmed her down. Was it "will power"?
Someone grabbed hold of Bella's shoulder. Just as she was about to turn and punch that person whom she thought was Edward.
"I'm sorry you had to find out this way, Bella. I wanted to tell you, but Edward won't let me." Alice cried out to her.
Bella looked behind Alice; there was Jasper, Rosalie and Emmett. They were all there, to support her; Bella loved them so much. They treated her as a part of their family. Of course, Jasper was a new addition to the Cullen family. He wasn't really able to get used to the "diet" that the Cullen's are currently practicing. He can't really control his thirst yet. Sometimes he just stares blankly into Bella's face- God knows what he is thinking!
"We're really sorry for what our brother has done to you. We didn't know until Alice had one of her visions this morning. She saw you crying and Edward was all over Jessica. Opps! I'm sorry, Bella. Edward read Alice's mind and he warned us not to tell you. In a clan, we have to take orders from an older vampire and the first rule is to stick together. These are the main rules, Bella." Emmett came closer and talked quietly to Bella. His face showed total sympathy. It was sincere.
Rosalie and Jasper nodded vigorously. They looked and felt guilty for not telling.
Bella suddenly felt deep in her heart there was calmness. She has found it. She was not crying anymore, it seemed to dry out for some reason. Bella was able to think clearly now. She bet Jasper must be using his abilities now, to calm the atmosphere.
Bella hugged Alice and she said "Oh Alice, you can't imagine how much he hurt me." Tears were held back. Lucky for Jasper's ability and there was no one there, it was still recess time.
"I know Bella, we are truly sorry. But, we are going to help you pass through this together, okay? I, Emmett, Jasper and Rosalie are always here for you." Alice replied with tears running down her face too, Bella was able to feel it, it ended up on her neck.
"I think I would like to go back to Arizona. I think, I can think more clearly there and I just can't possibly stay here. Too much has been going on. I have to tell Charlie. Can you help me, you guys?" She looked up toward the Cullens, tears in her eyes. Rosalie wiped away those tears.
"We sure can! You're already our family member, although after this you don't have anything with Edward…Opps! I am so sorry, Bella. - Emmett was elbowing her. But, don't you want to tell Carlisle and Esme first? I mean, they would deserve some explanation, don't you think?" Rosalie said with full of concern.
Bella was quite shocked at Rosalie's reaction towards her. She was stunned.
Alice backed up from the hug. "Yeah, they would be really concern. Just a last "goodbye" for them would be nice right, Bella?"
Bella nodded. She didn't want to say more. Carlisle and Esme deserve explanation before she went off. They treated her like their own child. Esme would be crushed if she went out without saying "goodbye". She would give Bella new clothes and dresses which she knows Bella wouldn't wear. But, she fell in love by how thoughtful and caring Carlisle and Esme was to her. Edward was no longer in the picture.
"Em, you go tell the principal that she's sick and won't be able to attend her classes today." Alice ordered Emmett.
Emmett ran straight to the principal's office. Students were already pouring out the canteen door.
"Come on, we have work to do. First, Bella's house. Then, our house." Alice recovered and acted so strategically.
"Me too, Em. I won't be attending my classes today." Rosalie yelled out.
"Me, three!" Jasper said so too.
"That means all five of us. No problem! I'll meet you at Bella's house" Emmett shouted back.
They arrived at Bella's house. They didn't see the police ranger car parked up front. Charlie must still be at work. He must be patrolling still around Forks. Bella was thinking how to explain to her father; Charlie must really think that she's stupid or going overboard- over a boy, she would leave home! Not just some boy to her, it was the love of her teeny tiny life. That she feels like is falling apart now and wanted to end it. But, it'll be useless.
It was always raining in Forks. It was raining now.
"Bella…" A voice came from her porch.
She heard a familiar voice, waiting at her front porch. The lighting was bad; she couldn't see the person's image quite well. It was blurry. The person's voice was rough and Bella could definitely tell it was a guy. Unless it was a girl, that has taken up so much testosterone drug. She was imagining a "woman" incredible hulk. Which had hard and non-punch able breasts. She smiled to herself.
TO BE CONTINUED…