I went to the living room where Alice and Rosalie were. "Hey Luna! How was the talk with the werewolves?" Alice said. "Are you all right?" Rosalie said. I rushed to them and cried. The enveloped me with an embrace. I let out all the pain and misery I had for the 19 years of my life. All that anger melted. "I'm sorry about that, Luna..." Alice said. I groaned and bawled. I wanted to die...
I went downstairs and saw her. I saw Luna. She was crying. I felt an excruciating pain stab me. I wanted to comfort her. I'm a loser. I hurt her. What's wrong with me?
After some of ice cream, I lightened up. Alice was just as cheery as ever. She was literally bouncing up and down. Rosalie was just pinned to the sofa and grinning at Alice. Emmett was animatedly talking to me. It was obvious that they were trying to keep my mind away from the wolves. Even Jasper was trying to control me. Esme was making me eat stuff. It felt really nice...
I was sitting in front of the large white house. I was contemplating until someone sat beside me. "Butt out, Leah!" She smirked. "I come in peace." She patted my back. "Jake, you're confused." I glared at her. "Confused?" She pouted. "Yes you are." Am I really?
My first dinner with my family... Alice was sitting beside me. She was talking about some Prada bag. It felt comfortable until I saw Renesmee's eyes on me. She was glaring at me. Why would she be mad? She had Jacob to herself? I can't even have the one I love and she's mad at me because she has him?
"It's because you're destroying her life." I looked back and saw Edward. His gaze was glacial and fathomless. Her wife, Bella was giving me a pitied-angry stare. Carlisle coughed but no one seemed to care. Most of the vamps were trying to protect me. Alice was protectively hovering over me. Rosalie was holding my other hand. Emmett stood between me and Edward. Jasper stood beside Emmett. And Esme held my hand. I felt safe but...
"But why are you protecting her?" I heard a shrill voice. It was Renesmee's. "Honey..." Esme started. "You are protecting the girl who's destroying our lives?" She shouted. "Or maybe destroying your life?" Someone spoke. I saw everyone looking at me. I realized I said it out loud. "You destroy mine...you destroy my family's." She sneered. "She's part of our family now!" Carlisle said. "I won't let her." Renesemee suddenly gripped Jacob's hand. And I felt anger and...Jealousy...
"That's it!" I shouted. "It won't always be about you, girl!" I growled. I moved closer to her, my nails lengthening. "Right, cause it's all about Jacob now is it?" She glared. "See, you can't even answer..." She said. Yes, it's about him. "Why you little—" I roared. She whimpered. I was about to smash her face when someone smashed mine. Jacob...
It was all adrenaline rush. I slashed her perfect face. A part of me wanted that but a part of me didn't want her to get hurt. I scolded myself for that. I wanted to slap myself too. I looked at my hand smeared with blood and I felt shaken. She was there, lying on the floor. She was bleeding so bad and unconscious. I felt dead guilty.
Rosalie glared at me. "Look what you did, dog!" She squealed. Alice helped Luna up. Her long black hair was covered with blood. Carlisle gently carried her to her room. I'm so sorry...
"You shouldn't have done that. I thought you would understand her better than any of us." Alice said. I backed away. "He was just doing that to protect me." Nessie said. "But he shouldn't have done that! Look what he did!" Rosalie replied. "So it's about her now!" Renesmee screamed. "Fine, I'll go!"
I looked back and saw Luna. She had bandages all over her head and one on her right cheek. "If that makes you a happy." And I realized. It never will...
"But, you can't leave." Alice groaned. "It's what they want." I pointed at Renesmee and Jacob. "It's not what we want." Rosalie glared at Jacob. "It's what I want!" I said. "Are you sure?" Alice said. I wasn't...
I came down the stairs to the door. "Goodbye, guys! It's been fun." I threw Alice and Rosalie something. Then I looked at Jacob and gave him something. Then I sped off. I love you...