And I felt my whole world crumble down. It wasn't the sting of the venom or the broken bones or the itchy black dress. It was the word that Jacob said. I wanted to cry but I felt happy. At least I won't get to hurt Renesmee but I'll hurt myself. I decided to be happy.
I opened my eyes and Alice was there. "It's nice to have you back, Luna!" She giggled. I went downstairs with her and the first thing I saw was Jacob, smiling brightly at me. But I shrugged. It will be better this way. I wouldn't have to cry for him anymore.
We had a simple dinner. Everybody was tensed but happy. I moved to the couch. I sat beside Alice and Rosalie. I rested my head to Alice's shoulder. "Alice, I want to go home."
Suddenly all bodies stiffened up. Everyone stopped. Esme's hands stopped chopping. Jasper froze after throwing a ball. Emmett didn't get to hit the ball Jasper threw so it hit him. Alice dug her nails to the sofa. Rosalie stopped combing her hair. Carlisle and Edward stopped their argumentation.
"But...this...is...your...home." Alice croaked. "I know but—"Someone stopped me. "But she doesn't belong here." I looked back and saw Renesmee, wearing her fluffy pink dress. "This is her home now!" Rosalie growled. "No! She belongs there, out in the forest!" Renesmee said. "She's right!" I shouted. "No she isn't!"
Everyone looked at me. Yes, I contradicted Nessie for the first time. Yes, I did. "But-!" Nessie shouted. "But she's our family now!" Carlisle reminded. "If this is the reason why you guys are fighting, then I have every right to leave."
I looked at her. Her long black hair was tied up with ribbons. Her black and blue dress was beautiful. But her face was more beautiful. My face twisted with anger. "No!" I shouted. "Yes!" She said. And I realized...I did love her...not like what my mind said.
"You can't leave!" Alice said. "I realized I was a burden here. I really was. So I'm sorry! I'm not going to be a bother anymore!" She said. "Don't worry...I'll visit you sometimes...I will." She said.
"Spend less okay?" She said to Alice. "Smile frequently!" She said to Rosalie. "Avoid looking at the mirror too much" She advised Emmett. "Try smiling. It suits you!" She said to Jasper. "You're the greatest parents an expatriate could ever have!" She hugged Carlisle and Esme. "Thanks for ripping me apart." She said to Edward. "Thanks for not stopping your husband in killing me." She said to Bella. She looked at Renesmee. "I won't stand in your way."
She moved to me. "I guess..." Tears rolled down her eyes. "I guess...the only part of me that loved you was my human's and it's gone. So, now, no one will ever try to destroy your life okay." She turned around. "And, Renesmee is and will always be your pick. You can never choose me. Yes, I heard you say that. I knew from the very start that it's Renesmee that you want. Goodbye, Jacob." She gave a peck on my cheek and walked away. "My human part still loves you..." She whispered.