Ideas
Remy "13" Hadley has some realizations
My first memory of you
is when you got fired
as Number 6
and you came back a minute later
with your card flipped over
so it read Number 9.
You had that brilliant idea
of getting the patient wasted
to test her liver function.
(Which was a really good idea. Just wanted to say.)
I thought you were loud, unusual
(and a little strange)
with an aptitude for recklessness.
(More than a little strange, actually.
You were freakishly eager to dig up that dead guy's grave
and I'd never heard someone sound so disappointed
when they realized the guy was buried backwards.)
When you put up Christmas garlands around the office
I told you House would kill you
but you did it anyways
with that goofy grin we'd all come to love.
I don't know if you know
(wherever you are)
but he's wearing your Secret Santa present.
The watch was a good idea.
(Not that it makes him any less late.)
I have begun to realize
that you had a lot of good ideas
and I just never told you.
So now you'll probably never know
and you'll go on thinking
that Remy "13" Hadley was the girl
without a heart.
I don't know if you know
(because who really knows anything when it comes to death?)
but I was the one who found you
in your apartment
with Foreman
and I'll never forget that great moment
when all the fear in the world welled up inside of me
and broke
something.
You'd think that the girl with Huntingtons'
would die before you.