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Bee was taken by surprise when Sam was the one who spoke first.
"Bee…I am so sorry."
What the hell? Was the first thing that went through Bee's mind.
"I'm really sorry, and in a way you're right. It's my fault your legs hurt so much. If my grandfather hadn't discovered Megatron, he would still be in the Artic completely frozen and we wouldn't have to worry about any of this…" the human wasn't suppose to be moving, but he got up, flinching in pain, to look Bumblebee straight in the eye.
"I know I'm just a human, but….I love you" He choked, tears running down his face as he began to cry. "I hope you still want to be my guardian after everything I've put you through and that you accept my apology" He was on his knees now, sobbing. "I can't lose you because I don't know what I'll do…You're my best friend, Bee"
The human looked up and realized that the yellow scout wasn't responding. "Please say something" Sam begged. Bee doesn't want to stay with me, and he's going to go find someone better to protect. These horrible thoughts jolted through him like electricity through power lines, shocking him.
"Sam, I don't deserve you" Bee blurted out. Fear overcame the human at his words. He's saying that he deserves someone much better than me.
The Autobot took in the expression on his face—pure anguish "Y-you don't w-want me?" Bright blue optics met a watery chocolate brown and the guardian felt as though someone had stabbed him in the spark with a knife (So to speak. Knives wouldn't really hurt him but you know what I mean)
What have I done? Bumblebee thought in horror. He is completely deluded into thinking this is all his fault. The first thing on his agenda was to apologize to him, but he couldn't' help trying to comfort him using the softest words his vocabulary would allow him."I want you more than anything, Sam. I've always wanted you and that will never change."
"It never made sense for you to want me" He was crying even harder now "It never made sense to me why you asked Prime if you would stay with me! I'm just a stupid pathetic human to you!" Shudders were shaking through him now. I have to calm him down, Bee realized. We shouldn't even be having this conversation with him in this state. "Sam" Bee got down on his knees so that his head was level to Sam's on the bed, his eyes and voice pleading.
"I am so sorry about what I did to you last night…it was inexcusable. I truly hate myself for hurting you, but I promise you, I'll never lose that kind of control around you again. (1). Several emotions were being portrayed on the guardian's face. Pain. Guilt. Definitely concern. "Everything I said to you last night, I want you to forget it because none of it is true!"
The human was still in denial; totally convinced that he still wasn't wanted and that everything was still his fault. I wish
"But it is true, Bee!" Shouted Sam. "If my great grandfather hadn't—" Bumblebee cut him off, putting a robotic finger to Sam's mouth; Sam flinched at the contact and the Autobot felt another pang of guilt. "Listen, Sam…this isn't your fault. None of this is..I am responsible. Do you understand? You told me that I shouldn't have been drinking but I did anyway. If I had known you were going to come back…I never would have done any of this."
Sam's crying was beginning to slow down as he was running out of energy for anything. So then..he really does want me around? He's not just saying that he'll stay with me out of guilt? Bee could tell that the human didn't believe him when he said he wanted to stay with him. He looks exhausted, the robot thought. If his body doesn't get some rest soon he'll pass out. "You need to sleep, Sam." He realized out loud. "If not, your body is going to start shutting down from exhaustion"
Bee sounds so worried about me, The human wondered. Maybe he actually does care, but what if he's just looking for a good opportunity to leave? Sam started to panic.
"And you have never been just a pathetic human to me. I would do anything, to make you forget. I'd do anything for you"
Sam noticed that Bumblebee had straightened up and realized that Ratchet had returned, accompanying him, a cute little hand brace. I don't think he could tell if the atmosphere in the room had changed any since he left Wondered the human.
"Here's a brace, I hope it's the right size…ah, well. Sam, you are suppose to remain laying down" He hinted sternly.
"Uhhh, right. Sorry." Sam layed back down, closing his eyes while Ratchet carefully put the brace on his hand. Now that everything was dark he could think clearly..did his best friend really just say that?
I'd do anything for you…"By the way, Bumblebee, Optimus Prime told me to tell you that he wants to talk to you" Ratchet stated, all done with Sam's brace.
Bee was frozen with fear, but Ratchet didn't notice. Sam did. What if Prime knew what I did to Sam? I'm suppose to be the one protecting him, not the one doing this. The yellow Autobot glanced at Sam's brace and an it felt as if an electric shock and coursed through his body.
He's leaving..to see Prime? What if he says Bee can't be my guardian anymore?? Sam was having a panic attack. What will I do without Bumblebee??? I need him more than anyone! What if this is the last time we'll be able to see each other because of what happened lasts night?? I could hear the increasing beat of my heart through my eardrums as adrenaline pumped through my body, ready to jump out of bed and do anything to keep Bee from leaving the room. I wasn't sure what I would do, but he wasn't leaving me. Not ever!! He thought, determined. The chances of being to stop him were not good Sam admitted to himself. Probably depended on how much of a fit he could throw considering he couldn't PHYSICALLY stop the Autbots from doing anything.
Ratchet's scanners were still focused on the human and picked up his rapid heartbeat. "Are you okay, Sam? My scanners indicate that you're heart rate has increased and you shouldn't be over exerting yourself being in the state that you're in" He frowned.
"What? No, I'm fine, I was just thinking…"
Ugh, humans and their thinking. It'll be the death of them. The medic considered drugging Sam so he would sleep. Whatever helps him rest, He justified himself.
At first Sam fought it but eventually caved in. Bumblebee watched in sorrow as Sam muttered himself into unconsciousness. It's all my fault… He thought to himself over and over again. "Can I have a moment alone with him, Ratchet, before I go see Optimus?" he asked the medic.
Ratchet looked skeptical but granted Bee's request while leaving the room.
The yellow Autobot gazed over Sam's sleeping form, disgusted with himself. He watched over his friend while he slept while his speakers quietly played a song.
I'd do anything…just to hold you in my arms
I don't think I did as well on this chapter as I did the last one. This one is too short..I'm not sure what the next one is going to be about. Ideas anyone????
The song is "I'd do anything" By Simple Plan. It's a really good song, and I suggest you listen to it!
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(1) I realized that when I wrote that I was jacking it from Twilight..oops. Well it works, right?