Very short chapter this time.

Thanks for the reviews, and yeah i know Edward needs to gdiaf but i couldnt just kill him off so easily :P

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Chapter 11.

Bella POV

"Alice."

She stood silent; a look of horror in her eyes, her lower lip trembling, her hands, shaking faintly, if possible, her skin had become a few shades whiter.

"Alice?"

Walking over to her, i placed a calm hand on her shoulder, her eyes meeting with mine.

"It's Edward." She whispered her voice pained.

"Edward...." I hesitated, not sure what to make of his name, or her demeanour prior to saying it.

"Edward, he....he still thinks you're dead, i had spoken to Rosalie a short while after i arrived, i told her where i was, after she received a phone call from Jasper, he was concerned, but didn't want to go against Edwards wishes by returning, he didn't agree with my 'meddling', i explained to her, why i couldn't possibly stay away."

"Okay what does that have to do with Edward?" I asked a little hurt by what Jasper considered to be Meddling.

"Well, Rosalie, after speaking to me, after i told her that i had come back to an empty house, your truck gone, no sign of Charlie, your future having disappeared from my visions...she decided to tell Edward, she thought he deserved to know, so she called him..."

"So she told him, I'm not seeing a problem here. He doesn't love me anymore, he told me so himself before he left."

"Bella. Of course he does. He always has. He always will.

"Alice, i-"

"He's going to kill himself. He decided. I saw it. Just after i had spoken to Rosalie, i saw him, he has decided, he just doesn't know how."

"What?! No. Is he stupid, why would he do that? Where is he? When?" I cried

"He has decided yet. He's in Italy.

"NO! No, he can't! I won't let him. Call him, tell him I'm alive. Alice you have to stop him.

"He wouldn't believe me if i did Bella."

"Well we have to try; i can't let him do this!"

"There's a chance, if he saw you...in person."

"Then what are we waiting for?! Let's go....now."

"Bella you can't just leave-"

"Alice, we HAVE to leave.

"I already saw him decide to go to the Volturi; he won't take long to get to them. If they say no. We have a chance, we'd have to hurry.

Tears had begun falling from my eyes, i hadn't noticed until i felt the burn, unaware of how long i had been crying, the panic had taken over, my face drenched, my body quivering, my legs numb, the hairs on the back of my arms and necks, standing on edge.

Choking out the words, "Okay, let's go, I'll leave a note for Charlie..." "I don't care what happens...when i get back...i...can't let him...Alice" I finished, saying her name, my voice filled with pain and pleading.

"There's just one thing, if we go, there is a possibility that the Volturi will kill me too, this is going to be very dangerous Bella, and you know far too much about our World, they won't approve of it."

"I don't care about my own well being right now, i have to help him, and I need to."

the pain of Edward leaving, it meant nothing to me now; there was no way i'd allow him to kill himself. How could he react like this? He doesn't deserve to suffer, the feelings of hate and hurt, had dissipated, he needs me right now, I'm going to get into so much trouble when i get back...if i make it back. That doesn't matter, I'll go, he'll see me, and everything will be fine...what about...Alice...oh god, what would that do to him, if he found out? I can't tell him, i can't bear the thought of him ending his life. What have i gotten myself into? We'll deal with it when we get back, we'll get him back here. Then face this problem.

"Bella, i can't put you at risk, I'm afraid of getting you killed..." Alice sighed.

The look in her eyes, she wore a frown, concern in her expression.

"I – I'll be fine Alice. If you're not coming, I'll go alone. I manage to put myself on the brink of death nearly every day, this changes nothing."

She sighed heavily, "Il call the airlines." She said dryly.